It had been a day of shame for the Cabrelli family. Her brother wiggled out of any punishment and made himself out to be some sort of hero for the town library by joining the ruffians on the beach. Aniballi promised the boys lemonade and cookies to celebrate the return of the map. It was disgusting. And just as she expected, her mother’s punishments were severe. No dinner until Sunday. She had been banned from the library for one month. The latter was practically a death sentence, but she would live with it. At least she had seven books under her cot waiting to be read. Silvio probably wouldn’t ever be able to go back to the library, so she would share her stash with him. That was the least she could do. After all, he would have a scar because of her. She felt guilty about that and had already asked God’s forgiveness. And yet, in spite of the fracas, this had been the best day of her life. She had worked for Dottore Pretucci and done a good job. Domenica had found her purpose. She would be a nurse. The happiest moment in a person’s life was when they found the thing they were born to do. Domenica was giddy in the moonlight.
“Domenica, are you asleep?” her father whispered from the archway.
“No, Papa, I am praying.”
“Continue to pray. We can speak in the morning.”
“I’m done.” Domenica quickly blessed herself and sat up in the cot. “Is Mama ever going to speak to me again?”
“I hope so.” Pietro sat down in the straight-backed chair next to the fireplace.
“When I’m a mother, I will always talk to my children no matter what they do.”
“You will do your best when the time comes, just like your mother.”
“Why is everyone angry with me?”
“You’re a strong person, and you pushed a weak one to do a bad thing.”
“Silvio is not weak. He’s a good partner. He’s the only boy I know that can keep up with me on the trails. He’s strong.”
“It doesn’t matter what he is. It was your scheme. You put this in his head! Domenica, there are only two blows to a reputation you cannot recover from in the village. Once you are known as a beggar or a thief, you will always be known as one or the other.”
“We borrowed the map from the library.”
“That’s not what Signore Aniballi told me. Silvio stole the map. He went into the geography room and pulled it from a display case without asking.”
“We are allowed to look at the maps.”
“With permission.”
“We were going to return it. Half the time Aniballi is asleep at his desk. He doesn’t even notice who goes in and out of the library. He has it in for Silvio.”
“That may be true, but it doesn’t matter. Aniballi was alert enough to see Silvio steal the map. The man that steals a loaf of bread and eats it can never return the stolen bread. And even if he pays for it later, he still is a thief.”
“Papa, this is a map, not bread. Signore Aniballi got his map back.”
“And it was ruined.”
“It was not ruined. I know. I held it.”
“That’s not what Aniballi told me.”
“Aniballi.” Domenica clucked. “I won’t say what he is because I’m about to be confirmed and I don’t want the Holy Ghost to send down a blazing fireball to punish me.”
“Then don’t.”
“Tell me this: What is Signore Aniballi’s punishment? For lying about the destruction of the map? For turning the boys in the village into a pack of dogs?”
“You can’t blame him for that,” Cabrelli countered.
“Why not?” Domenica closed her eyes and tapped her chest. “It is my grievous fault. Silvio was following my orders. Forgive me, Blessed Mother, Holy Communion of Saints, Baby Gesù, and God Himself, for praying for justice. Aniballi should taste bitterness in his mouth until he learns to tell the truth. Amen.”
“That’s not fair. Aniballi has a job. He has to protect the books and maps in the library. Don’t blame him for your mistake. Listen to me. You are the instigator. When the forest burns, it is you we find holding the box of matches. You and your choices. Your crazy scheme led to all of this. You can’t go around telling the other children what to do. You aren’t their mother or father. You are not the carabinieri. You don’t make the rules and you aren’t the law to enforce them.”
“I wish we were rich. Don’t you want to be rich, Papa?”
Cabrelli sighed. “Working with priceless gems cures you of wanting to own them.”