Someone might decide that killing me is worth it? I didn’t say that out loud.
“You need to lie low,” Oren told me. “Whatever it is you and the boys are up to—stop.”
I couldn’t stop. That night, with security posted right outside my door, I resumed the search I’d started conducting that afternoon.
The Allport Institute was a center for memory research. Camden House was an addiction treatment facility—and, based on my conversation with Nan that afternoon, Toby had been a patient there. A new search on the Rockaway Watch Society told me that Rockaway Watch was a small coastal town directly across from Hawthorne Island. Kaylie Rooney was from Rockaway Watch. It took me a good fifteen minutes to put it together, but once I did, the neurons in my brain started firing painfully fast.
There was a story here—one that started with Toby angry and addicted, one that involved the fire and the young people who’d died there. What about the Allport Institute? Had Toby lost his memory after the fire? Was that why he’d never returned home?
With laser focus to rival Jameson’s, I did a search for the last remaining charity on Grayson’s list: Colin’s Way. I’d verified earlier that it existed, but I hadn’t dug deep. This time I did a once-over of the website. The first thing I saw on the landing page was a picture of a bunch of elementary schoolers playing basketball. I clicked on a tab labeled Our Story and read.
Colin’s Way provides a safe after-school environment for kids between the ages five and twelve. Founded in memory of Colin Anders Wright （pictured at right）， we are in the business of Playing, Giving, and Growing—so all children have a future.
It took me a second to place the name. Like Kaylie Rooney, Colin Anders Wright had died on Hawthorne Island twenty years earlier. How soon did Colin’s family create a charity in his memory? I wondered. It must have been nearly immediate, for Colin’s Way to have been included in Tobias Hawthorne’s twenty-year-old will. I searched for news articles within a month of the fire with the search term Colin’s Way and found a half dozen articles.
Right after the fire, then. I toggled back to the Colin’s Way website and dug through the media section—through years, then decades, until I hit the first press clipping available—a press conference of some kind.
I hit Play on the video. There was a family on-screen: a woman with two young children, standing behind a man. At first I thought they were husband and wife, but it soon became clear that they were siblings.
“This is a horrific tragedy, one from which our family will never recover. My nephew was an incredible young man. He was intelligent and driven, competitive but kind. There is no telling what good he would have done in this world had the actions of others not robbed him of that opportunity. I know that if Colin were here, he would tell me to let go of the anger. He would tell me to concentrate on what matters. And so, along with his mother, his siblings, and my wife, who could not be here today, I am proud to announce the formation of Colin’s Way, a charity that will channel my nephew’s competitive and giving spirit to bring the joy of athletics, teamwork, and family to underprivileged children in our communities.”
There was something about the man’s voice that stuck with me, something jarring. Something familiar. When the camera zoomed in closer, I noticed his eyes.
Ice blue, bordering on gray. Once he ended his speech, reporters called out for his attention. “Mr. Grayson!”
“Mr. Grayson, over here!”
A ticker bar ran across the bottom of the screen. Feeling dazed and borderline dizzy, I read the name of Colin Anders Wright’s uncle: Sheffield Grayson.
CHAPTER 22
The next morning, Jameson called to me from the other side of my fireplace, and I pulled the candlestick on the mantel to trigger the release.
“Did you find what I found?” he asked me. “Two of the four charities have connections to victims of the fire. I’m still piecing together the rest, but I have a theory.”
“Does your theory involve Toby having been a patient at Camden House and potentially losing his memory after the fire?” I asked.
Jameson leaned toward me. “We’re brilliant.”
I thought about the rest of what I’d discovered. He hadn’t mentioned Sheffield Grayson.
“Heiress?” Jameson leaned back and assessed me. “What is it?”
It was obvious to me that he hadn’t looked up anything about Colin’s Way beyond the charity’s namesake. Obvious that he hadn’t seen the video I’d seen. Without a word, I pulled it up for him on my phone. I handed it over. As Jameson watched, I finally found my voice.