I think I already do.
I don’t know enough about his marriage to judge Boone—something I had no trouble doing when there was more bourbon than blood in my system. Right now, all I know is that, deep down, Boone seems like a good person who’s struggling to tame his demons just like the rest of us. And as someone who’s been terrible at demon taming, I should give him the benefit of the doubt.
“Thank you for stating your case,” I say. “And I believe you.”
“Really?”
“Really.”
“Then I should go before you change your mind,” Boone says, flashing me that killer grin one last time. Before leaving the porch, he hands me a business card. Printed on it is the name of a nearby church, a day of the week, and a specific time.
“That’s the weekly AA meeting I go to,” he says. “Just in case you ever feel the need to give it a try. It can be intimidating at first. And it might be easier for you if there’s a familiar face present.”
Boone leaves before I can respond, already assuming that my answer is no. He’s right, of course. I have no intention of subjecting myself to the indignity of standing before a group of strangers and exposing my many, many flaws.
Right now.
But maybe soon.
It all depends on how what I’m about to do next goes.
Before today, I would have downed several drinks before calling Wilma Anson. Now, though, I don’t hesitate, even when I know I’m about to be hit with major anger from her and a likely murder charge from her colleagues.
I’ve avoided it long enough.
It’s well past time to come clean.
Wilma is clearly not a fan of the life vest I forced her to put on before leaving the dock. She tugs at it the way a toddler strains at a car seat, unhappy and constricted.
“This really isn’t necessary,” she says. “I damn well know how to swim.”
“Safety first,” I say from the back of the boat, where I man the motor in a matching life vest.
I refuse to allow a repeat of what happened to Katherine Royce. Lake Greene might look harmless, especially now as the reflection of sunset makes the water sparkle like pink champagne, but I know it’s not.
Len is still down there.
I’m sure of it.
He left me and returned to the water. Now he lurks just beneath the surface, biding his time, waiting for someone else to come along.
Not on my watch.
Wilma also casts a wary glance at the water, although for a completely different reason. The western side of the lake, out of reach from the setting sun, has grown dark. Shadows gather on the shoreline and creep across Lake Greene’s surface.
“Can’t this wait until tomorrow?” she says.
“Afraid not.”
I get why she’s tired. It’s been a long, trying day. After I called to tell her Katherine had been found, Wilma spent the afternoon interviewing all of us. Katherine and Tom went first, giving their scripted version of events. Katherine swore she got lost on a hike. Tom swore he thought she’d left him. As for where he was last night when Wilma stopped by, he told her he had been worried about the severity of the storm and decided to ride it out in the Fitzgeralds’ basement.
I learned all of this from Wilma herself, when she came over to get my statement. I went through my side of the story, which lined up completely with the Royces’。 If she still harbored suspicion about any of us, Wilma didn’t show it. No surprise there.
“There’s something else I need to tell you,” I said. “But not here. On the lake.”
Now we’re here, the lake’s surface split into two distinct halves. To the left, heavenly pink. To the right, shimmering black. I steer the boat down the middle, the wake from the motor stirring the light and the dark together.
“I talked to Boone,” I say as we glide over the water. “He told me the truth about what happened to his wife.”
“Oh.” Wilma sounds unsurprised. I suspect she already knows. “Does it change your opinion of him?”
“Yes. And of you. I thought you were a by-the-book kind of gal.”
“I am,” Wilma says. “But I’m also willing to make an exception now and again. As for Boone, he’s one of the good guys, Casey. Trust me on that.”
We’ve reached Old Stubborn, which sits on the shadow side of the lake. I cut the motor, remove the handkerchief from my pocket, and hand it to Wilma. She unfolds it, and her eyes go wide with shock.
Finally, an unambiguous reaction.
“I found them in the basement,” I say. “My basement.”