Horrifying.
And powerful.
A realization that makes me reach for the glass of bourbon, desperate for another sip. It’s empty. I hadn’t realized.
Seized by both the need for a drink and the urge to get away from Len before he can slide into me again, I climb off the bed, grab the lantern, and back out of the room. In the doorway, I pause and fix him with a look of warning.
“Do that again and I will kill you,” I say.
Downstairs, I pour a splash of bourbon into the empty glass, shuddering at how it reminds me of what Len just said.
A mere drop.
That’s all it took.
I’d turned into him, and it’s left me feeling violated, dirty, tainted.
I dump more bourbon into the glass, filling it the way Len could have filled me, emptying out of one vessel into another. I suppose that’s what Lake Greene is. A vast bowl in which his evil thrived like a virus in a petri dish, waiting for the right host to come along.
Now that it has in the form of Katherine Royce, I can think of only two ways to make it stop.
The first is to kill him on land and hope his soul evaporates into the atmosphere. Not an option when he’s currently inside Katherine. Len was right. I don’t want any more blood on my hands.
The second way is to pour him into a different vessel.
I look to the French doors that lead to the porch. The combined light of the lantern and a candle burning in the kitchen has turned the glass into a makeshift mirror. I approach it, my reflection getting more pronounced with each step. Looking at myself, I put a hand to my heart before sliding it over my breasts and down my stomach. Then I touch my head, my face, my neck, my arms—all the places I’d briefly felt Len—making sure he’s gone.
I think so.
I feel like my usual tormented, self-destructive, trainwreck self.
I move closer to the door until I’m only an inch from the glass, staring at my reflection, which in turn stares back at me. We look into each other’s eyes, both of us knowing what needs to be done next.
I step away from the door, grab the lantern, and leave the kitchen, forgetting the bourbon entirely.
I climb the stairs, pausing at the top step to take a deep breath, bracing myself to face Len again before continuing. Then it’s on to the landing and into the hall, where I crunch once more over the broken glass from the fallen picture frame. I then push through the doorway and into the bedroom, lit by the flickering glow of candlelight.
“If you tell me where the girls are, I’ll—”
My voice withers and dies.
The bed is empty.
Where Len’s arms should be, two lengths of rope dangle from the bedposts. The ropes at the foot of the bed are shorter and their ends ragged, clearly sawed apart. Their other halves are curled in the spot on the floor where the knife had been.
It, like Len himself, is now gone.
I freeze in the middle of the bedroom, listening for signs as to where Len went. While I was downstairs, I didn’t hear a door open or close, which is both a pro and a con.
The pro: He hasn’t left the house.
The con: He’s still inside, carrying both a knife and a grudge.
I raise the lantern and rotate slowly, my gaze sliding over the entire room, seeking out places where he could be hiding. Under both beds, for starters. Those dark spaces have me expecting to see Len’s hand springing out from under them, knife swinging. I jump onto the bed Len should still be in, barely able to breathe as I locate another potential hiding spot.
The closets.
There are two, both narrow spaces made for little clothes worn by little girls like Marnie and I used to be. Neither would be big enough to contain someone Len’s size.
Katherine Royce is a different story.
Her willowy frame could easily fit inside.
I step to the foot of the bed, cursing the squeak of the mattress springs. Gripping the bed frame with clammy hands, I force my feet onto the floor, one at a time. I then tiptoe forward, as quick as a ballerina, toward the first closet.
Holding my breath, I reach out.
I grab the doorknob.
I give it a twist.
My heart halts when the door clicks open.
I pull it, slowly, as hinges neglected for years groan into use.
The closet is empty.
I sidestep to the other one in the room, ready to perform the dance all over again. Breath held. Doorknob grabbed and twisted. Hinges protesting. It all leads to the same outcome.
An empty closet and my mind full of thoughts.
Len has escaped to other parts of the house.
It’s a big place, with so many spots to hide and wait.
Every moment I spend inside is one moment too long and I should get out.