She couldn’t stop the tears that escaped. “I am enough.” It had taken her too long to realize that to forget it now just because Wes didn’t want her the way she wanted him.
He leaned down so their noses were practically touching. “You are the opposite of not enough. You’re too fucking much. I can’t breathe anymore when I’m with you.”
Her jaw tightened even as her heart cracked. “Well, let me fix that for you. I’ll get out of your life, you’ll be able to breathe, and live happily ever after with Ana.”
With her chest heaving, breath sawing in and out, it was hard to say which of them was angrier.
“I don’t want happily ever after!” he shouted. “I want you!” He leaned closer and her hands went to his chest. “Dammit. That came out wrong.”
He wanted her? This whole fight was about how he didn’t want her. Confusion warred with her need to get away from him before he saw her sob. She was close. A few tears wouldn’t be enough to relieve this aching pressure. His forehead fell to hers as his hands gripped her hips in a way that ignited her from the inside out. The connection poured salve into the cracks he’d created in her heart.
“It isn’t because you weren’t enough, Hailey. It’s because I’m terrified you could become everything.”
She felt like she’d jumped off a high dive board in a blackout. “What?”
“I want to kiss you,” he whispered. “I’ve wanted to since I stopped kissing you that night. It’s all I can think about. You’re enough. You’re so much more than enough. I’m scared I’ll mess this up. That I’ll destroy what has become the most important relationship in my life. It’ll kill me if I do but having you think you’re not enough is worse.”
Her hands slid up around his neck, his hold on her loosened even as his body moved in, lined up with hers perfectly. “It’s okay to be scared. I can handle you scared. I just need to know I’m not the only one feeling whatever this is between us.”
His arms tightened around her waist. “You’re not.”
“Then kiss me. We’ll figure out the rest later.”
When his lips touched hers, it was like setting a match to straw. Instantaneous heat that couldn’t be slowed or contained. A fire that had finally been given the oxygen it needed to truly blaze. She dove into it, into him, willingly and without doubt. She was all in.
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In hindsight, she probably shouldn’t have driven with that much lust surging through her system. Were there laws against that kind of distraction while operating a vehicle? Wes’s hand was a welcome weight on her thigh. Wes’s hand is on my thigh. She couldn’t stop thinking about all the other places she wanted it. Her breath shuddered out.
“I’m not going anywhere,” he said, leaning over to kiss her shoulder. She tightened her grip on the wheel, cursing traffic in her head. “You can slow down. I’d like to get home alive.”
She shot him a glance. “Trust me, we will. I have plans for you.”
She looked back toward the road but not before she saw the way his gaze heated. His fingers pressed into the sensitive skin of her leg. “Jesus, Hailey. I don’t think anyone has ever looked at me the way you do. It’s intoxicating.”
Smiling, she put her hand on top of his, linked their fingers. “Get used to it.”
Hailey’s gaze flitted to Wes, who was staring at her. She had to ask. “You’re really not with Ana?”
“I’m not,” he said, his voice low and genuine. “I haven’t been. I agreed to go to the party with her because it seemed like a good business decision. Plus, I was trying to distract myself from wanting you. What about Seth?”
Heat flooded her cheeks. “I haven’t gone out with him since early January. I already told him I had no intention of more dates.”
“But you said…” His voice trailed off.
“I’ve been going crazy trying not to want you, Wes.”
“This changes everything,” he said quietly.
Their exit appeared; Hailey switched lanes. “I know.” Please don’t change your mind. Please.
Wes’s fingers trailed up along her neck, touching the back of her ear. “You’re beautiful.”
Doesn’t sound like his mind is changing. Nerves made her scoff. “I’m dressed like a ma?tre d’. It’s hardly the gown—”
“Don’t.” His tone was gruff. “You’re stunning. Regardless of what you’re wearing. You are the only light I see.”