“Pardon the ruckus!” I called out.
I vacuumed the room in straight lines until the carpet plumped right up and looked like a newly swept Zen garden. I’ve never actually visited a Zen garden in real life, but Gran and I used to holiday together on the sofa, side by side in our living room.
“Where shall we travel tonight?” she would ask. “To the Amazon with David Attenborough or to Japan with National Geographic?”
That night I chose Japan, and Gran and I learned all about Zen gardens. This was before she was sick, of course. I no longer engage in armchair travel because I can’t afford cable or even Netflix. Even if I did have the money, it wouldn’t be the same to armchair travel without Gran.
Right now, as I sit in Mr. Snow’s office replaying my day, it strikes me again just how odd it was that Giselle stayed in the bathroom for so long this morning. It was almost as though she didn’t want to speak with me.
After vacuuming, I moved on to the bedroom. The bed was rumpled, no tip on the pillows, which was a disappointment. I will admit that I’ve come to count on the generous tips from the Blacks. They’ve gotten me through the last few months now that I’m a one-salary household and can’t count on Gran’s earnings to help pay the rent.
I set about removing the bedsheets and crisply made up the bed, complete with perfect hospital corners and four plump, hotel-standard pillows—two hard, two soft, two pillows each, for husband and wife. The closet door was ajar, but when I went to shut it, I couldn’t because the safe inside was open. I could see one passport inside the safe, not two, some documents that looked very legal, and several stacks of money—crisp, new $100 notes, at least five stacks in total.
It’s hard to admit this, even to myself, but I am in the midst of a financial crisis. And while I’m not proud of the fact, it is nevertheless the truth that the piles of money sitting in that safe tempted me, so much so that I tidied the rest of the room as fast as I could—shoes pointing straight, negligee folded on the dressing chair, and so on, just so I could leave the bedroom and finish cleaning the rest of the suite quickly.
I returned to the sitting room, where I tended to the bar and the mini fridge. Five small bottles of Bombay gin were missing （hers, I presumed） and three mini bottles of scotch （definitely his）。 I replenished the stock and then emptied all the trash cans.
I heard the shower turn off, at long last, and the fan as well. And then I heard the unmistakable sound of Giselle sobbing.
She sounded very sad, so I announced that the suite was clean, took a tissue box from my trolley, and waited outside the bathroom door.
Eventually, she emerged. She was wrapped in one of the hotel’s fluffy white bathrobes. I’ve always wondered what it must be like to wear one of those robes; it must feel like being hugged by a cloud. She had a bath towel around her hair, too, in a perfect swirl, like my favorite treat—ice cream.
I held the tissue box out to her. “Need a tissue for your issue?” I asked.
She sighed. “You’re sweet,” she said. “But a tissue isn’t going to cut it.”
She walked around me and into the bedroom. I could hear her rooting around in her armoire.
“Are you quite all right?” I asked. “Can I help you in any way?”
“Not today, Molly. I don’t have the energy. Okay?”
Her voice was different, like a flat tire if it could talk, which of course it can’t except in cartoons. It was evident to me that she was most upset.
“Very well,” I said in a chipper voice. “May I clean your bathroom now?”
“No, Molly. I’m sorry. Please, not right now.”
I did not take this personally. “I’ll come back later to clean it then?”
“Good idea,” she said.
I curtsied in response to her compliment, then retrieved my trolley and buzzed myself out the door.
I set about cleaning the other rooms and suites on that floor, feeling increasingly unsettled as I did so. What was wrong with Giselle? Normally, she talked about where she was going that day, what she was doing. She solicited my opinion about whether she should wear this or that. She said pleasing things. “Molly Maid, there’s no one like you. You’re the best, and never forget it.” The warmth would rise to my face. I’d feel my chest expand a bit with every kind word.
It was also unlike Giselle to forget to tip me.
We’re all entitled to a bad day now and again, I heard Gran say in my head. But when they are all bad days, with no pleasant ones, then it’s time to reconsider things.