“Yes,” he answered, volunteering no more.
“Do you ever think about it?”
“Sometimes,” he said. “Usually when I’m working out this way. It sits on my property now.”
“You bought it?”
“I just couldn’t bear to see it turned into kitchen cabinets.”
She laughed under her breath, feeling strangely pleased about that. “Do you still read poetry?”
He nodded. “Yeah. I never stopped. I guess it’s in my blood.”
“Do you know, you’re the only poet I’ve ever met.”
“I’m no poet. I read, but I can’t write a verse. I’ve tried.”
“You’re still a poet, Noah Taylor Calhoun.” Her voice softened. “I still think about it a lot. It was the first time anyone ever read poetry to me before. In fact, it’s the only time.”
Her comment made both of them drift back and remember as they slowly circled back to the house, following a new path that passed near the dock. As the sun dropped a little lower and the sky turned orange, he asked: “So, how long are you staying?”
“I don’t know. Not long. Maybe until tomorrow or the next day.”
“Is your fiancé here on business?”
She shook her head. “No, he’s still in Raleigh.” Noah raised his eyebrows. “Does he know you’re here?”
She shook her head again and answered slowly. “No. I told him I was looking for antiques. He wouldn’t understand my coming here.”
Noah was a little surprised by her answer. It was one thing to come and visit, but it was an entirely different matter to hide the truth from her fiancé.
“You didn’t have to come here to tell me you were engaged. You could have written me instead, or even called.”
“I know. But for some reason, I had to do it in person.”
“Why?”
She hesitated. “I don’t know . . . ,” she said, trailing off, and the way she said it made him believe her. The gravel crunched beneath their feet as they walked in silence for a few steps. Then he asked: “Allie, do you love him?”
She answered automatically. “Yes, I love him.” The words hurt. But again, he thought he heard something in her tone, as if she were saying it to convince herself. He stopped and gently took her shoulders in his hands, making her face him. The fading sunlight reflected in her eyes as he spoke.
“If you’re happy, Allie, and you love him, I won’t try to stop you from going back to him. But if there’s a part of you that isn’t sure, then don’t do it. This isn’t the kind of thing you go into halfway.”
Her answer came almost too quickly.
“I’m making the right decision, Noah.”
He stared for a second, wondering if he believed her. Then he nodded and the two began to walk again. After a moment he said: “I’m not making this easy for you, am I?”
She smiled a little. “It’s okay. I really can’t blame you.”
“I’m sorry anyway.”
“Don’t be. There’s no reason to be sorry. I’m the one who should be apologizing. Maybe I should have written.”
He shook his head. “To be honest, I’m still glad you came. Despite everything. It’s good to see you again.”
“Thank you, Noah.”
“Do you think it would be possible to start over?”
She looked at him curiously.
“You were the best friend I ever had, Allie. I’d still like to be friends, even if you are engaged, and even if it is just for a couple of days. How about we just kind of get to know each other again?”
She thought about it, thought about staying or leaving, and decided that since he knew about her engagement, it would probably be all right. Or at least not wrong. She smiled slightly and nodded.
“I’d like that.”
“Good. How about dinner? I know a place that serves the best crab in town.”
“Sounds great. Where?”
“My house. I’ve had the traps out all week, and I saw that I had some good ones caged a couple days ago. Do you mind?”
“No, that sounds fine.”
He smiled and pointed over his shoulder with his thumb. “Great. They’re at the dock. I’ll just be a couple of minutes.”
Allie watched him walk away and noticed the tension she’d felt when telling him about her engagement was beginning to fade. Closing her eyes, she ran her hands through her hair and let the light breeze fan her cheek. She took a deep breath and held it for a moment, feeling the muscles in her shoulders further relax as she exhaled. Finally, opening her eyes, she stared at the beauty that surrounded her.