His bed. The walls. The black chair in the corner in front of the closet. They all know things. Things I’m not even sure I knew about myself before Flynn opened up an erotic portal to a place I’ve never been before.
Sweet land of the living, the man is…well-informed about the female body. He knew all the spots, all the buttons to push. I swear, if I weren’t sure it would make me sound entirely crazy, I’d consider asking him if he went 50/50 with God on all the details of the clitoris.
Deep breaths in and out, over and over again, I straighten my spine and force myself to walk toward the kitchen with my head held high. I’m a strong, independent woman. So what if I had insanely hot—condomless—sex last night with my husband who isn’t really my husband but a conduit in helping me get a green card. It’s no big deal.
No big deal? Ha. That’s cute.
Surprisingly, the room is completely quiet as I step inside, and Flynn is nowhere to be seen. The counter pulls my attention immediately, and a tiny crimson tidal wave starts its ascent up the skin of my throat.
That counter…knows the details of my labia.
Shocked by my own thoughts, I squeak, cover my mouth, and power walk across the kitchen, grabbing a glass from the cabinet and taking a peek in the fridge. I’m happy to find some orange juice—the vitamin C is definitely needed today—that’s within its expiration timeline and pour it into the waiting vessel.
“Finding everything okay?” Flynn asks, making my heart shoot through a self-inflicted hole in the ceiling. Cripes. Maybe I’m more on edge than I thought.
But, gah, what am I supposed to be like? I got married last night. Not in practice, of course, but in documentation, and hell, the mind-bending sex probably added at least a little fine print at the bottom.
At least, for me, it did. As per usual, I don’t have a flipping clue what he’s thinking.
Casual and calm as ever, he walks past me to what’s becoming known as the cabinet and gets himself a glass, filling it once again from the tap.
Does he ever drink anything other than water?
He’s showered, damp hair curling softly around the backs of his ears, and he’s dressed in a slightly different version of the same outfit from earlier last night. Black jeans this time, with a light blue T-shirt that makes his eyes seem otherworldly.
God, he looks good.
And I can’t seem to stop myself from taking in the view. The insanely hot view, mind you, and before I know it, I’m taking a mental inventory. I don’t want to forget even a sliver of what’s in front of me when I’m back home in LA, with only my hands and a vibrator to satisfy myself.
Wide, muscular shoulders? Check.
Prominent biceps? Check.
Slim but firm stomach showing through the material of his shirt? Check.
And a delectable hint of a perfectly equipped bulge whispers secret promises of what I know lies beneath those jeans of his? Check. Check. Check.
The beauty that is his body is just standing there, proffered to me like the most delectable meal on a silver platter. If I had to compare his physique to anything, I’d say his body is reminiscent of those hot Olympic swimmers who make it very apparent they spend hours upon hours in the pool.
Before I know it, I’m blurting out a question. “Have you ever…swam competitively?”
“No…” Flynn glances up from his phone, which I didn’t realize he was holding in front of himself, and cocks his head to the side. “Why?”
Because your body looks like someone sculpted it out of fucking stone, and I’m wondering if what I did last night was the best thing for me.
I realize that Flynn’s and my marriage arrangement isn’t fueled by love at first sight and butterflies. If anything, we’ve entered into a business contract without any hint of emotion. Besides, well, him feeling bad enough for my situation to take pity on me and offer up his pseudocommitment.
But he’s my husband. Temporarily, sure, but still my husband. And you should definitely fuck your husband before you get a divorce.
Right? Yes.
I did the right thing last night.
A memory of Flynn’s hips between my thighs, his hands to the counter behind me as he thrust inside me so powerfully my teeth chattered, plays like a film behind my eyes, and I have no choice but to close them and gather myself. Oh, yeah, you SO did the right thing.
“Uh…no-no reason,” I manage to mumble, gathering myself enough to place his T-shirt on the counter next to him with a small smile before walking around to the other side to sit down on one of his stools.