Now, thinking wildly back, I make another connection. The figure I thought I recognized in the audience at the club, just before the lights went down. It was him. He must have been following us all night.
The two policemen who aren’t so preoccupied with holding Theo start toward me now: it’s my turn. I know I only have a few seconds to act. The train doors are opening. Suddenly a whole crowd of protestors are pouring from the carriage, carrying signs and makeshift weapons.
Theo manages to turn his head toward me. “Jess,” he calls through a split lip, his voice slurred. “Get on the bloody train.” The guy behind him knees him in the back; he crumples onto the platform.
I hesitate. I can’t just leave him here . . .
“Get on the fucking train, Jess. I’ll be fine. And don’t you dare go back there.”
The nearest policeman lunges for me. I step quickly out of his way, then turn and shove my way through the oncoming crowd. I leap up into the carriage just before the doors close.
Sophie
Penthouse
“Well,” Antoine says. “Much as I have enjoyed our little chit-chat, I’d like my cash now, please.” He puts out his hand. “I thought I’d come and collect it in person. Because I’ve been waiting for three days now. You’ve always been so prompt in the past. So diligent. And I’ve let a day go by for extenuating circumstances, you know . . . but I can’t wait forever. My patience does have limits.”
“I don’t have it,” I say. “It is not as easy as you think—”
“I think it’s pretty fucking easy.” Antoine gestures about at the apartment. “Look at this place.”
I unclasp my watch and hand it to him. “Fine. Take this. It’s a Cartier Panthère. I’ll—I’ll tell your father it has gone for mending.”
“Oh, mais non.” He puts up a hand, mock-affectedly. “I’m not getting my hands dirty. I’m Papa’s son, after all, you must know that about me, surely? I would like another pretty cream-colored envelope of cash, please. It’s so very like you, isn’t it? The elegant exterior, the cheap grubby reality inside.”
“What have I done to make you hate me so much?” I ask him. “I’ve done nothing to you.” Antoine laughs. “You’re telling me that you really don’t know?” He leans in a little closer and I can smell the stink of the alcohol on his breath. “You are nothing, nothing, compared to Maman. She was from one of the best families in France. A truly great French line: proud, noble. You know the family thinks he killed her? Paris’ best physicians and they couldn’t work out what was making her so sick. And when she died he replaced her with what—with you? To be honest I didn’t need to see those records. I knew what you were from the moment I met you. I could smell it on you.”
My hand itches to slap him again. But I won’t allow another loss of control. Instead I say: “Your father will be so disappointed in you.”
“Oh, don’t try with the ‘disappointment’ card. It doesn’t work for me any longer. He’s been disappointed in me ever since I came out of my poor mother’s chatte. And he’s given me fucking nothing. Nothing, anyway, that hasn’t been tied up with guilt and recrimination. All he’s given me is his love of money and a fucking Oedipal complex.”
“If he hears about this—you threatening me, he’ll . . . he’ll cut you off.”
“Except he won’t hear about it, will he? You can’t tell him because that’s the whole point. You can’t let him find out. Because there’s so much I could tell. Other things that have gone on inside these apartment walls.” He pulls a thoughtful expression. “How does that saying go, again? Quand le chat n’est pas là, les souris dansent . . .” While the cat’s away, the mice dance. He takes out his phone, waves it back and forth in front of my face. Jacques’ number, right there on the screen.
“You wouldn’t do it,” I say. “Because then you wouldn’t get your money.”
“Well isn’t that exactly the point? Chicken and egg, ma chère belle-mère. You pay, I don’t tell. And you really don’t want me to tell Papa, do you? About what else I know?”
He leers at me. Just as he did when I left the third-floor apartment one evening, and he emerged out of the shadows on the landing. Looked me up and down in a way that no stepson should look at their stepmother. “Your lipstick, ma chère belle-mère,” he said, with a nasty smile. “It’s smudged. Just there.”