“I’m normally in agreement with you,” he said easily.
I made my way to the kitchen, filled myself a tall glass of tap water, and drank it in big gulps, shoving the biker to a corner of my mind, determined not to let the encounter ruin the evening for me.
“I’m glad you’re not with your girlfriend tonight,” I commented.
Oops. Never mind. I ruined the evening all by myself.
Why couldn’t I just say “I’m glad you’re not with Louisa” like a normal human being? Poor Devon. Even if we were going to end up together, he was going to grow to hate me.
“I think I’m looking at her.”
Hmm … what?
He sauntered toward me, undeterred. My heart kicked up again, now for an entirely different reason. To be someone’s girlfriend—Devon’s girlfriend—was a reality I’d never considered for myself.
I had to admit, I didn’t hate the sound of it.
He took the glass from my hand and put it behind me on the marble counter before gathering my hands in his. A zap went through me. It felt so good, so right, I wanted to crawl out of my own body and run away somewhere where I’d be safe from him.
“Tell me yesterday was a mistake,” he ordered, not asked. “Tell me a million times it shouldn’t have happened, and I still wouldn’t believe you.”
I swallowed hard, staring at the floor. Being vulnerable killed me, but I had to do it. “It wasn’t.”
“Was that so hard?” he enquired softly.
“Yes,” I admitted flatly.
He laughed. A low, sexy rumble that came from his chest.
“A weird animal anecdote to soothe your mind?” he suggested, still holding my hands in his.
“Please.”
“Platypuses look like they have hot water bottles glued to their faces. You know, the ones our grandmothers like to shove under the blankets in the winter to keep warm?”
I cackled, unable to stop myself. Quaking shoulders and all.
“Speaking of unfortunate faces, the saiga antelope looks like it has a half-mast uncircumcised penis attached to its face.”
“Now, what do you have against uncircumcised penises, Miss Penrose? I happen to be the proud owner of one.” He jerked me into his hard body, and I giggled some more.
“Nothing, Mr. Whitehall. Nothing at all.”
His lips met mine, and the space between us was reduced to nothing.
I clung onto him. His mouth smelled of spearmint and ice. Mine tasted of lemon merengue, and custard, and french fries.
He stripped me fast, and I did the same, and for the first time in years, he was completely naked in front of me, in the kitchen.
“I dreamed about seeing you like this again for a long time.” Another admission fell from my lips.
“There wasn’t one moment from the first time I saw you when I didn’t want to see you naked, Sweven.”
I took a step back, appreciating his physique.
“You’re beautiful,” I told him.
“You’re crushing my heart,” he answered.
And then we were on the floor, making love.
When we finished, spent and satisfied, he dragged me to the couch, where he nestled me between his arms. I was draped across his body like a blanket.
I liked it.
“Want to watch something?” he murmured into my hair, turning on the TV.
“Like what?”
“What do you like to watch?”
“Money being handed to me or my bartenders, to be honest.”
“Take your foot off the gas, love. You’ve made it in life.”
“Hmm.” I gave it some genuine thought. “Usually, at home, when I have a minute, I watch the trashiest thing my TV has to offer. Like, Too Hot To Handle, The Circle, Toddlers and Tiaras. If there’s even the slightest chance I could be educated or provoked to form an opinion about something, I bail. What about you?”
I felt his chest shake with laughter over my back.
He was warm everywhere. Delicious.
“I mainly watch BBC News, the Sport channel. Sometimes Top Gear.”
“You’re so British.”
“Yes, madame.”
“Why are you here if you still love and miss home so much?”
I turned my head to look at him. His eyes crinkled as he looked down at me, playing with locks of my hair.
“I don’t know,” he said honestly, and my heart sank. “Now that my father is no longer alive, I suppose I could go back, if it wasn’t for the fact I now have a child to raise in America.”
“So you were going to move back?”