And I knew he owed me exactly nothing and could have a child with any other woman on the East Coast. Most would fall at his feet just for a chance.
Devon: understood and underrated. Having sex with the same person for longer than five months is daunting to all parties involved.
Who talked like that? Like, who?
Belle: you’re really old.
Devon: you’re filibustering.
Belle: people would think you’re a creep if you get me pregnant.
Devon: perhaps, but I wouldn’t be the creepiest royal, so they’d get over it quickly.
Belle: so how do you see this going down?
Belle: （IF WE DO THIS, AND I’M NOT SAYING WE WILL）。
Devon: we could start this month. I have some business to conduct in England, but I should be free going forward. Just call when it’s time.
Belle: I’ll need to see an STD test to know you’re clean.
Devon: I’ll fax it over.
Fax. The man still used a fax machine. He was so ancient, I was surprised he didn’t send me the results via carrier pigeon.
Devon: I’ll draft a contract in which we settle things such as custody, financials, and so forth. I’d require a certain amount of involvement to ensure the contract is satisfactory to both parties.
Belle: we’re really doing this, aren’t we?
Devon: why not?
Belle: well, let’s see …
Belle: BECAUSE IT’S CRAZY?
Devon: not half as crazy as getting pregnant by a faceless stranger, and yet people do that all the time. Evolution, darling. At the end of the day, we’re nothing but glorified monkeys trying to ensure our footprint in this world is not forgotten.
Belle: did you just call me a monkey? Strong romance game, Whitehall.
He didn’t reply. Maybe Devon wasn’t so old as much as I felt so young in comparison to him.
Belle: one more question.
Devon: yes?
Belle: what’s your favorite animal?
I thought he would for sure say a dolphin or a lion. Something corny and predictable.
Devon: pink handfish.
Oh, awesome. More weird shit.
Belle: why?
Devon: they look like drunk football hooligans trying to pick a fight at a bar. And their hands are eerie. Their flaws demand compassion.
Belle: you’re weird.
Devon: true, but you are interested, darling.
The next day, I stopped at Walgreens on my way to work and got an ovulation kit and chewable prenatal vitamins. Passing by a billboard sign of myself naked, I popped four into my mouth and read the instructions on the kit. I pushed the door open to the back office of Madame Mayhem.
Madame Mayhem was a stone’s throw from Chinatown Gate in downtown Boston. It was tucked between two brownstones, a travel agency, and a produce shop. The price was dirt cheap when I bought it with two other partners and turned it from a failing restaurant into a trendy bar. Two years ago, the guy who owned the launderette next to us went bankrupt, and I convinced him to sell us the lot at a reduced rate. I’d run back and forth to city hall, trying to get approval to knock down the dividing walls between the two properties. By the end of the process, the new and improved Madame Mayhem had been invented—big, bold, and risqué.
Just like me.
Now, I was the proud owner of one of the most infamous establishments in the city. The place wasn’t just a trendy nightclub with an obscenely expensive cocktail menu, but also offered burlesque shows, complete with 50’s-style recreations of New Orleans entertainment, women and men in fine lingerie, as well as an amateur night every Thursday, in which exhibitionists in the making had a chance to flaunt their goods.
On paper, I made a great profit. But since I’d bought out the other two partners, and refurbished the place completely, my personal income was modest. Not too bad, but bad enough that having a baby would put a serious dent in my savings.
Still, I was a hard worker, undeterred by hiccups. I worked in the back office during the day and helped my bartenders by night.
“Belly-Belle,” Ross greeted me as soon as I slipped into my gray shoebox of an office. He slid a coffee cup along my desk and took a seat on the edge of it. My best friend from school had grown up to be my chief bartender and staff manager at Madame Mayhem. He also grew up to be a total hottie. “Boston is not used to seeing you with clothes on. How are you feeling?”
“High on life and low on cash. What’s shaking?” I took a sip of my coffee, my purse still slung on my forearm. I needed to pee on one of the ovulation sticks before I got to work.
Ross hitched a shoulder up. “Just wanted to make sure you were okay after last week’s shit show.”