“No, no,” she assures me. “I’m in a theater production and my team insists I be seen around the city, but I want to focus on my work. I’m too tired to do the additional publicity so I want you to be my double for events.”
When I look at her closely, I see the paleness of her skin isn’t only makeup as I’d assumed. Up close, she looks gaunt, almost haunted.
“I don’t think we look enough like each other for that,” I say.
She waves the phone at me. “I beg to differ, especially with makeup. I can reimburse you well for your time.”
“How much?” I’m not going to do it, but I want to know. Beside me, Sam mutters under his breath and I take Fangli’s lead and ignore him.
“We know you have a job. Most but not all the events are at night or on weekends. I think a hundred thousand is fair.” Her voice is calm.
“Are you shitting me?”
Sam exhales. “Fangli never swears.”
“I’m not Fangli.”
Fangli’s look stops him before he can retort, and he settles back into the seat.
I turn back to her. “How do you know so much about me anyway?”
“I hired a private detective after I saw the photo.” She says it casually, like how else would she do it?
Now I laugh out loud. A private detective. This is too much.
“We think it’s a fair amount for the job,” she says.
A hundred thousand dollars means I can say yes to a room at Xin Guang if Mom gets in. It means I don’t have to worry about Mom being put in a shared room if I can’t meet the payments at Glen Lake. Tempting, but even though I’m sick of my current life, I don’t want to be played by a couple of rich movie stars who look at people like me as toys to be used. Mom’s voice whispers in my head. Don’t do anything too crazy.
“I’m not sure.” It’s always easier to avoid giving a definite no.
“Please.” Her face creases. “A hundred and fifty.”
That escalated fast. “I’ll think about it,” I amend. Fangli’s pleading face and that amount of money are hard to ignore.
She hands me a card. “Thank you.”
Unable to think of a polite way to refuse it, I accept the card.
“I’d like to hear from you within two days,” Fangli adds. “It’s vital we start right away.”
“Right.” That’s an ambiguous enough answer. I don’t want to do this. Do I? No, of course not. I might have wished for an escape earlier, but not like this. I want sustainable moneymaking and a reasonable exit strategy. Something stable and safe. This is anything but.
Sam doesn’t say anything as I leave.
Three
When I wake up the next morning, the first thing I do is check my task list for work. It has about twenty more items than I can hope to accomplish and I put my phone down, discouraged even before my feet hit the ground. I need a list that motivates me to do things instead of one that makes me feel I’ll never catch up. I slot the idea in the mental file I’ve been gathering over the last couple of years, my dream list for the ultimate, and elusive, organizer.
The card lying beside my phone reads Wei Fangli in English and Chinese with a phone number and no email. I turn it over in my fingers, pressing the corners into my skin. A hundred and fifty thousand dollars. There’s no way her offer can be on the up-and-up, because who in their right mind would try to hire a body double, a stranger, off the street? Out of curiosity, I google “Wei Fangli net worth.”
Well. She could definitely afford it.
There’s a picture of Fangli with the story, and I take my phone to the mirror to hold it beside my face. Our bone structure is close enough that we could be sisters. I lower the phone and check one of the open browsers on my laptop for the photo from the coffee shop, which I found last night after coming home. With my face partially covered by my muffin and hat, I can see the resemblance to Fangli.
I’m not saying this means I’m gorgeous. The image’s caption reads: “Wei Fangli’s unique features have a power beyond typical beauty,” which is courteous phrasing for “She’s sort of strange-looking but it works for her.”
Ditto, except my face never seems to work for me unless it’s as a gateway for people to stare and ask where I’m from. Or, my personal favorite, what I am. Whenever I was with Dad, people’s eyes would jump from his face to mine as they tried to determine where my features came from, because they definitely weren’t from western Europe. I didn’t look like them and they knew it, but they didn’t like not knowing why.