Given the asshole who’d come after her, Lucan couldn’t say he blamed the woman.
Closing his eyes, he listened to the humans as they got out of their cars and had one of two reactions: Half got onto 911, and the other half started yelling.
He’d never thought of a pileup as a personality inventory test before, but there you go.
When his breathing had calmed and his heart slowed, he had one good thing going for him: His wolven side had fully retreated, and it was a relief not to have to rein it in.
As sirens sounded from far away, that was his cue to split. But when he tried to dematerialize, there was no shift of his molecules, no ghosting.
He tried again.
Nothing.
And that was when he realized that one of his feet was soggy in its boot, like he’d stepped in a puddle. Looking down, he shook his head because he was not seeing what his eyes seemed to be reporting: He was absolutely not staring at a dark, spreading stain on the outside of his jeans’ pant leg. He just wasn’t.
When his eyes refused to follow orders, he thought, okay . . . fine. There might have been a stain running down the outside of his calf, but it was motor oil. Yeah, that was it.
It was not blood. In spite of all the copper in the air.
Out in front of the trap house, José tripped over his feet as he bumped right into his unmarked. When his body hit the front bumper, he had to put his hand on the hood to steady himself—especially as he got a clear shot at the man getting out of the Escalade.
His dizziness did not improve as he got a proper look at the driver.
Across the street, standing straighter, taller, and broader than José remembered . . . was his old dead partner. Sure as if José had conjured Butch O’Neal out of thin air by wishing the guy was still around for backup.
And what do you know, Butch seemed equally poleaxed.
The two of them walked forward like a pair of zombies, meeting in the middle of the road.
As José blinked, he decided that he knew what this was. This was a dream, conjured up after he went home from the scene he’d been at all day long. With his wife in school, and the kids busy, he’d obviously had too much of that leftover carne asada from Tuesday and had fallen asleep on the sofa. Preoccupied with his own retirement, his subconscious had burped this little not-actually-happening over the ol’ brain transom and—
“Hi,” Butch said roughly.
“You’re taller.” As José spoke the words, he had the weird conviction that they’d done this before. Not in the middle of this particular street, but in other alleys, roads . . . and at church. “Than I remember.”
“It’s the shoes.”
They both looked down, and José whistled. “Nice boots. What brand are they?”
“We just call them shitkickers.”
“Badass.” José smiled a little. “Are you okay?”
The moment he asked the question, he winced, that headache coming back.
“I’m thinking I need to ask you that.” Butch cleared his throat. “It’s good to see you again, old friend.”
José forced his eyes to focus, yet they weren’t unclear—and then he heeded an internal conviction that he had to talk fast because Butch wasn’t going to last. Or rather, this dream wasn’t going to last.
Yes, this was totally a dream.
“I’m retiring,” he blurted.
“You are?” Butch seemed shocked, his eyes bugging. “Wait, for real?”
“Yeah. I’m tired of getting calls in the middle of the night, and I’ve gotten too stuck in my head. Plus I’m old, now.”
“You’re not old.” There was a desperate edge to that familiar voice. “Don’t talk like that.”
“I got my pension, you know. I’m staying one month after it kicks in—hey, you look great, by the way. I mean, so healthy. You’ve turned your life around.”
This was a good dream, he decided. Considering the raw material, he was lucky it wasn’t a heartbreaking nightmare involving a lot of blood.
“I met someone,” Butch whispered. “I fell in love and I married her. She’s too good for me.”
José smiled even as his head really started pounding. “I swear we’ve had this conversation before—but then I’m asleep and imagining this, aren’t I. I always hoped you’d find a nice woman and settle down.”
“You’re a good friend, José.”
“Why do you look so sad if you’re happy?”