He stops near me and spins in the darkness. “Abriella.” His panic hums in my blood. He feels me, but he doesn’t see me. I see him, though. I see him and I feel him. I am shadow and darkness and stronger than the girl he sacrificed for that crown. “Stop this, Brie. Lift the darkness. We need to talk.”
But he can’t make me stop. And he can’t keep me from walking away from the Golden Palace with nothing but my darkness and the betrayal that has wrapped itself around my immortal heart.
Acknowledgments
Thank you to my writer friends, who encouraged me with this project—for squeeing with excitement rather than warning me off of diving into a new genre and for cheering me every step of the way. Mira Lyn Kelly, my bestie, my brainstorming buddy, queen of hair stroking and reassuring—thank you for being there for me while I drafted this book and for batting down my insecurities. Carrie Ann Ryan, Jeffe Kennedy, Kyla Linde, Lisa Maxwell, Meghan March, Sawyer Bennett, Zoe York, and everyone else I pestered when this story wouldn’t leave me alone, thank you for your enthusiasm. Thanks to Rhonda Merwarth, who provided feedback when this book was just a proposal. Thanks to my Goldbrickers, who blow me away every day with their work ethic and support. I am better for being around you all.
Thanks, too, to my real-world friends, those of you who might not understand publishing but cheer me on anyway. A special thanks to Lisa Kuhne, who has the dubious honor of being both my dear friend and personal assistant, and who is a master at handling my neuroses; and to Emily Miller, my own personal elf-advisor and fellow lover of all things fae.
Thanks to my family—my mom for worrying about me when I work myself ragged and always giving me permission to rest when I won’t give it to myself; my sisters, Deb and Kim, for texting with me and “getting me” in a way no one else likely ever will; and of course my four big brothers, Eric, Aaron, Danny, and Josh, who taught me to believe in magical elves, dragons, and monsters in the forest. Aaron, thank you for the map of Faerie; I love it so much.
To my agent, Dan Mandel, who was enthusiastic about this book from when it was nothing but a single sentence pitch in an email and a few rough scenes on my hard drive. Thank you for always believing in me and my work.
I am grateful to have found such a wonderful editor in Nicole Sclama. Every editorial note she gave me resonated so true with my vision for this story. She helped me make this the book I wanted it to be and one I’m so proud to share. I’ve been honored to work with the whole team at HMH Books for Young Readers, notably Gabriella Abbate, Emilia Rhodes, Helen Seachrist, Andrea Miller, Samantha Bertschmann, Nadia Almahdi, Tara Shanahan, Margaret Rosewitz, Erika West, Rebecca Springer, Maxine Bartow, and Romanie Rout. Thank you for all you do!
A huge thank-you to all my readers! To my romance readers who had to adjust to fewer books a year while I made time for this passion project, thank you for your endless enthusiasm for anything I put out there. I am humbled by your support. Thank you to all the bloggers and early reviewers who took a chance on this book. I appreciate your time and was renewed by your sweet messages—shouty caps and exclamation points give me life!
Finally, and most importantly, I need to thank my husband, Brian, and my children, Jack and Mary. Brian, my rock, my voice of reason, my sounding board, thank you for supporting me through every book and the endless highs and lows this career delivers; everything feels possible when you’re holding my hand. And to Jack and Mary, the coolest kids ever, thank you for reminding me that I am more than a writer. I used to believe the best parts of me would end up in my books, but now I know they’re really in you.