“It’s one of the largest and oldest wineries in Tuscany,” Maria replied. “My husband said it’s probably worth close to a hundred million euros.”
I blinked a few times, then lost my breath. “What did you just say?”
“That’s why Connor and Sloane want to fight this new version of the will. They’ve grown up thinking they would inherit the mother lode. Three million British pounds is a pittance compared to what they were expecting.”
I barely heard a word Maria was saying about Connor and Sloane. I was too busy doing the math in my head.
One hundred million euros?
I had no idea that Anton Clark—my actual biological father—was worth that much money. Imagine what I could do with a windfall like that! I’d never again have to worry about falling short when it was time to pay Dottie or Dad’s other home care workers. I’d give Dottie a raise so that she would stay with us forever. I could even have a life of my own, maybe get my own house and buy a new car. I could definitely pay off the wheelchair-accessible van we just purchased and get Dad a new computer with the very latest voice-recognition software. I’d get him all the bells and whistles. Maybe I would take him on a trip. His biggest bucket list item was to see Billy Joel in concert at Madison Square Garden. I could afford front-row seats!
I was starting to hyperventilate. I’d always felt a little guilty for keeping such a big secret from my dad all these years, even though it was for his own good, but surely this made it worthwhile. Never mind how I would explain the sudden change in our financial situation to Dad and Dottie when I got home. I’d figure out something.
Maria touched my shoulder. “Are you okay?”
“I’m not sure. I think I’m in shock.”
“Me too,” she replied. “I’ll admit, I’m surprised he left you everything.”
I looked up. “But why in the world would he do that?”
This was too much. One hundred million euros. I had to be careful. I couldn’t let myself fall into the trap of thinking that I’d just struck it rich, only to learn later that it was all a big mistake and I was poor again. Certainly, it was fun to dream about buying a new house and taking Dad to see Billy Joel, but I needed to keep my feet on the ground in case this fell through in a few days’ time.
Even if it didn’t, wouldn’t it make sense to share it with Connor and Sloane?
“The letters that the lawyer mentioned . . . ,” I said.
“Maybe they explain what Anton was thinking,” Maria suggested. “Maybe he really did love your mother. Maybe she was the great love of his life.”
I shook my head at that notion, because I remembered the look on my mother’s face when she told me I was another man’s child. It was a look of regret and shame. At best, what happened between them was a one-night stand.
“Mom was only here for a summer while Dad was researching his book,” I explained. “Wouldn’t she have told me if she actually loved the man who was my real father?”
“Maybe not. Maybe she didn’t want you to think she loved your father any less. The one who raised you, I mean.”
“Fair enough.” I stood up and moved toward a large gilt-framed portrait of a Georgian family on the wall. “But if Anton really loved her, wouldn’t he have tried to fight for me or get to know me? Unless he never found out about me until . . .”
“Until your mother died,” Maria suggested. “Maybe that’s when she finally wrote to him, in those final hours, when she told you. Maybe that’s the letter the lawyer was talking about.”
“She wasn’t well enough to write a letter,” I replied, “and I was with her the whole time. Besides, the lawyer said ‘letters,’ which suggests there were more than one.” I stared down at my open palms. “Either way, why would he cut his own children out of the bulk of his estate? Didn’t he love them? I just don’t understand it.”
Maria stood and joined me in front of the painting. “I could probably shed some light on that part of it.”
“Could you?”
“Sì. ” She hesitated, and her cheeks flushed with color. “I don’t like to gossip, Fiona, and who am I to judge? But I’ll be honest . . . Connor and Sloane weren’t exactly what I would call loving children. They were darlings when they were little, and I enjoyed having them come to stay, and I could forgive them for not wanting to visit when they were teenagers. They didn’t want to leave their friends. That’s natural. But I can’t forgive them for staying away so completely as adults.”