“Mustard would be even better,” April said.
They began to debate the merits of Dijon versus honey mustard. Once I’d picked up my own sandwich, I sat across from Georgina and next to April.
April was gushing about a lecture she’d attended that explained how to separate one’s self-worth from career achievements and failures. “This is what’s been holding me back.” She jabbed a finger at the notes in her journal. “This is why I haven’t quit my job.”
Georgina listened, nodding when she connected with something April said. Which of them had blabbed to Rebecca? Georgina was more of a gossip, but April was more devoted to the program. I took a bite of the dry sandwich.
Georgina nudged me with a bony arm. “You’re quiet today.”
April’s eyes darted around, searching for Raeanne—she was worried we were going to get in trouble for breaking the no-touching rule again—but Raeanne was busy scolding a couple of teenagers nearby.
I shrugged and kept eating. Should I bring it up? I didn’t want to rock the boat. After a few weeks of our spending nearly every waking hour together, I’d become closer with these two than with the high school and college friends I’d lost touch with.
“How’d your session go?” April asked.
“She’s intense.” They both nodded. “She knows a lot about me and my family.” I hesitated, then decided I had to know. “Stuff I hadn’t told her.”
“She’s so intuitive,” April said. “She guessed right about my family dynamics too.”
“She wasn’t guessing.” I shoved the last bite of sandwich into my mouth. They both stared at me, waiting for an explanation.
“Did either of you tell her anything?” I kept my voice steady, wiped my palms on my jeans.
Georgina tried to catch April’s eye, but April was peering at me.
“The stuff I told you about my mom and sister?” I said.
Their eyes widened. The seconds of silence between my question and their answers were excruciating. My heart pounded in my throat.
“Of course not,” Georgina said.
“Those aren’t our stories to share,” April said.
I nodded and set my plate aside, considered letting it go—but couldn’t. “I can’t figure out how else she would know. You’re the only two people I’ve told at Wisewood.”
April’s and Georgina’s eyes met for a second before they turned back to me.
“She’s counseled so many guests,” April said. “She must know the clues to watch for. You can tell she has excellent intuition.”
“She knew Nat got me ready for school in the mornings. That my mom missed my dance recitals.” I flushed.
No one said anything for a minute. My face got hotter and hotter.
“That is strange.” Georgina spun the chunky rings around her fingers. “But like I said, I didn’t say anything. April says she didn’t either.” When I didn’t respond, she added, “It sounds like you’re accusing us.” When I still didn’t say anything, she stretched her swan neck. “Which I don’t appreciate.”
“I’m not accusing anyone of anything. I’m just confused.”
“Did you ask her how she knew?” April said.
I nodded. “She said it didn’t matter.”
The silence that followed implied they agreed with her. Maybe they were right and I was making something out of nothing.
“We would never do that to you,” April said, heart-shaped face brimming with sincerity. “You can trust us.”
“This could be a good thing,” Georgina said. “Now you have everything out in the open.”
“You’re right.” I bobbed my head, unconvinced. “I’m sorry, you guys. I don’t know what I was thinking. This place is messing with my brain.” I cleared my throat. “As for the condiment debate, I’d kill for some Cholula. Drown out the taste of bologna.”
Both women chuckled. The tension at the table lifted.
I stayed a few more minutes to make sure they weren’t upset with me, then begged off before the lunch hour was over, claiming I was behind on chores. I cleared their trays in addition to my own as a gesture of goodwill. I waved as I left them, hoping I hadn’t stirred up bad blood. April and Georgina were sharp, funny women, and I liked hanging out with them.
But as insightful as Rebecca might have been, she wasn’t omniscient. I didn’t buy that she had intuited all those details about me after one hour-long meeting.