Sam stood at the door of Alice’s bedroom, ready to go. She nodded. “I’m ready to solve this shit,” she said. “I was thinking more about it, when you were, um, doing whatever you were doing, and in the baby episode, it’s just a day. One day. And then he’s back. Which would only leave you . . .”
“Not much time,” Alice said. “I mean, if that’s what’s happening.”
“What shit? What’s happening?” Tommy asked.
“Don’t even worry about it,” Alice said. She grabbed the piece of paper with the hotel information from the fridge and led the way.
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Leonard’s handwriting had always been bad, largely indecipherable bumps and polka dots, but Alice was amazed to see how much more legible it had been. She could make it out clearly enough: Marriott Marquis, Bway + 45th St., Room 1422, with the phone number scrawled underneath. Both Sam and Tommy insisted on coming with her, even though Alice thought it would be better to go by herself, but they’d stood in the kitchen staring at her, unwilling to leave, and so off they all went. The house was a disaster, but it would still be a disaster when she got home, and Alice could clean up then. The night was clear, and the 2 train came quickly, whirring into the station with its metallic birdsong. Tommy grasped Alice’s hand when they sat down, and nestled their shared fist in between their touching thighs. Things were already different.
Manhattan was best at two things: daytime and nighttime. The reasons were the same: the streets were always alive, always moving, always busy. Even when one felt lonely, it was nearly impossible to be alone in New York City. During rainstorms, there was always someone else dashing through puddles with a broken umbrella to toss in the trash can, a stranger whose pain and struggle were the same as your own, at least for a few minutes. The subway system was slow and filthy and Alice loved it anyway. The 2/3—which Leonard still called the IRT—was narrow, with long skinny cars, which made it terrible during rush hour, when Wall Street brokers would pack in on the Upper West Side and there was no hope of sitting down until just before the train crossed under the river into Brooklyn, and someone was always getting too close on purpose. It was lively at night, though, crossing from Harlem to midtown and then to 14th Street and below. Theatergoers, club kids, everyone rode the train. Sam was sitting on one side of Alice, and Tommy on the other. They could have been going anywhere—to the movies, to a party, to Madison Square Garden. Alice leaned her head against Sam’s, and then against Tommy’s. She closed her eyes and thought about falling asleep, just for a few minutes, but then she thought about waking up without talking to her father and she sat up straight.
“You were right, Sam. As usual,” Alice said. “I should have just canceled the party. I shouldn’t even have let him go. Like, what actually matters?”
“I’m always right,” Sam said.
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The hotel was enormous—nearly a whole city block, just north of Times Square, with a driveway cut through down the middle for taxis, and three revolving doors for everyone going in and out. On the train, Alice had tried to warn Sam and Tommy about what they were about to see, but their jaws dropped anyway.
Science fiction and fantasy conventions had guest speakers like Leonard, and Barry, and other famous writers and actors and movie directors and animators, but that’s not who the conventions were for—conventions were for the fans. Conventions were for the most devoted, the most faithful—the people who spent their days and nights on message boards, arguing with each other over whether Han Solo shot first or which Doctor Who was the best, adults who had closets full of elaborate costumes and friends whom they’d met at other hotels in other years. Fans for whom normal life was insufficient. Tommy slowed to a complete stop.
Darth Vader was standing outside, smoking through a small hole in his mask. A woman with blond extensions and a glorified Playboy bunny costume with a giant fake gun strapped to her thigh joined him.
“Is she supposed to be, like, Army Barbie?” Sam asked.
“That’s Barb Wire,” Tommy said. “You know, Pamela Anderson?”
“That was fast,” Alice said.
“Sorry,” he said, blushing. “I liked Baywatch.”
“Come on,” Alice said, leading both Tommy and Sam by the hands through one of the main nonrevolving doors. There were clumps of costumed people in the lobby, hordes of people moving around the space. Young people, old people, people of every color. Fandom knew no bounds. There were enormous vinyl signs hanging from every available surface, pointing one direction or another, to one ballroom or another. It was more nerds than Alice had seen in her entire life, all in one place, and all so, so happy to be arguing with each other about minute details that no one else in their lives took seriously.