Hibernating in our home sounds much more pleasant than this. Maybe the bears know something we don’t.
Ryke unzips his leather jacket. “It’s your twenty-first birthday; does that mean you’re drinking tonight?” He sets the jacket aside, wearing a plain gray tee.
“No,” I shake my head. “I’m going to forgo those traditions.” My reasons extend beyond Lo being a recovering alcoholic. I want to remember tonight, especially if it involves sex.
“She lived vicariously through my twenty-first,” Lo adds. I did. It wasn’t pleasant.
Someone bangs on the window by my ear, and I jump so fast that I knock my water glass over. Ryke curses under his breath and mops up the spill with a napkin before I have the chance.
A cameraman raps the glass with his fist again, and my eyes gullibly follow the noise.
The flashes go off like busted light bulbs. And then the table of teenagers erupts in laughter, their gazes flitting to our booth and back away. My nerves spike, especially as more and more bells clink together, signaling a rush of people entering Lucky’s.
We’re going to suffocate in here or be attacked or worse. There’s always a worse.
And I let Garth, my bodyguard, go home early. Mob mentality will overtake three people. Two’s a company, three’s a crowd, right? That makes four a mob. We’re down a man.
“Lily, calm down,” Lo whispers, his palm on my cheek, his thumb stroking my smooth skin. “Hey, what’s going on in your head?”
Nonsense. Fear. All of the above.
I don’t have a chance to answer him. The waiter returns with his notepad in hand, ready to take our orders. I haven’t even looked at the words on the menu （even if I almost know it by heart）。
The sad thing: I’m craving a hot dog. Literally. But I know photographs of me, mouth wide open with a wiener between my lips, will end up on the front page of every tabloid. Could I cut it up and eat it? Maybe, but it’s not the same.
My eyes drift along the salad options, slowly jettisoning my stomach’s cravings.
“And you?” the waiter asks me. I didn’t even hear what Lo chose.
“I’ll…just have the soup of the day.” Safe. But I can’t hide the disappointment from my face as I pass the plastic menu to the waiter.
Lo stares at me like I grew three horns. “You hate broccoli and cheddar soup.” Oh. That’s right.
“Maybe theirs is better.” I shrug, avoiding his amber eyes.
Then Lo starts to climb out of the booth. The teenage girls squeal because he’s about five feet from their table. He never breaks his focus from me. “I need to talk to you.” He nods to the bathroom.
Ryke’s brows rise. “That’s not fucking suspicious at all.”
Lo sets his hands on the table and leans closer to his brother. “I can talk in front of you but not the fifty other people in this place.”
Just as he finishes his declaration, another group of people breezes into the diner and collects behind a growing line.
Now there are no free tables.
My thighs squeak against the cheap plastic seat as I scoot towards the end of the booth. Loren straightens up and waits for me. When I’ve successfully left my hiding spot behind, Lo rests a hand on the small of my back and guides me to the bathroom.
{ 2 }
0 years : 00 months
August
LILY CALLOWAY
We enter the unisex bathroom, the single kind without stalls. As soon as the door shuts, he flips the lock.
When he faces me, his eyes cloak with unmistakable concern. “What’s wrong?”
Great. I’m so transparent that he’s pulled me away for a powwow in the bathroom—over hot dogs. It’s slightly pathetic, which is why I blurt out, “Nothing.”
He grinds his teeth. “Lily.”
“Lo.”
“Don’t Lo me. You’re upset and not telling me why.” He crosses his arms over his chest and blocks the door, maybe realizing I’d be darting out of it right about now. “We’re not leaving until you explain.”
“You’re making a dramatic scene over nothing,” I whisper-hiss. “Seriously, you’re gonna feel awfully stupid.”
“Why are you whispering?” he asks. “And let me decide if it’s stupid or not, Lil.”
I let out a defeated sigh. “Hot dogs,” I confess. “I wanted a hot dog for lunch.” I wait for laughter and the seriously, Lily? but it never comes. He stares at me for a long moment, processing, and his brows begin to bunch together in this frustrated manner.