My tongue gets heavy in my mouth as an image of the brutal scarring on her body flashes through my mind. The recollection of an equally brutal attack—one that had me seeing fucking crimson on my way to the airport, and if not for the fact that she’d mentioned the perpetrator is now dead, I probably would’ve skipped out on the concert altogether in favor of finding the fucker and sodomizing him with the neck of my guitar.
Still, I don’t tell him any of that.
He doesn’t deserve to know.
“If you’re asking, am I giving up a lucrative career at its height just so I can spend my free time balls deep inside of a girl completely removed from this fucked industry, then yes. Yes, I am. I’m surprised you’re not more proud that I’m finally understanding the power of pussy.”
Pushing to my feet, I pocket the pick and smooth my hands over my coat, placing my palms flat on the dining table as I stare him down.
“Don’t worry though, Dad. Maybe I’ll follow in your footsteps. Start up a record label, monopolize clientele, fuck over my family, and create an empire that Great Britain would be proud of.” I rap my knuckles on the wood and straighten my spine. “Maybe… maybe I’ll come for yours.”
Several hours later, with a full moon high in the sky, I get antsy sitting around waiting to hear from Riley. Whether she watched the show or not, I need to know.
Even more, I need to tell her this shit in person.
Need to look in her eyes when I admit that I’m fucking ridiculously gone for her, so I can know for sure that I’m not alone in it.
I pack an overnight bag and leave the penthouse without telling anyone where I’m going; naturally, the second I step outside, I’m bombarded by a slew of paps. Everyone is trying to figure out the identity of my mystery girl, where I’ve been all this time, what my next steps are, and if I’m giving up music for good.
A million questions hurled at me by the same vultures willing to tear me down three years ago, just to catch a quick buck.
“No fucking comment,” I snap, losing them at the gated entrance of my building’s underground parking structure. Hopping into my blacked-out Range Rover, I make it to the airport in record time, for New Year’s Eve especially, and board a flight back across the country.
When I land in Lunar Cove a couple of hours later, I’m jet-lagged as fuck, barely able to see straight. A cab takes me across town, and I note fireworks at the boardwalk as we drive around the lake, headed for the sleepy cabins tucked away in the corner of town.
Parking in front of the two at the end of the street, I add an extra hundred to my bill, asking the driver to sit idle for a minute while I collect myself.
Technically speaking, Riley is too good for me. Pure and innocent, candy-coated with an ooey-gooey center. She could—and should—reject me, based on the simple fact that I initially set out to hurt her when I came here.
I couldn’t even tell you when the exact intentions changed. Only that they did, and at some point my being here became less about finding out what happened to me, and more about what happened to us.
I can only hope my leaving earlier didn’t fuck up any chances I have of explaining that.
Finally, I get out of the cab and hike my duffel over my shoulder, starting up the front walk to her cabin. A fuzzy yellow glow shines in my peripheral, bouncing off the melting snow, and when I turn in the direction of the cabin I’d been staying in, I see it.
One of the windows on the second floor is lit up, and a shadow moves behind the curtain. My nerves pull tight in my stomach, knotting together.
Is she in my old cabin?
My steps slow as soon as they change direction, suspicion creeping up my spine. If she is waiting, if she saw the show… wouldn’t she have reached out?
Chest tight, I narrow my eyes as the figure in the window disappears, almost pulling a direct page from my book. On the one hand, I wouldn’t put it past Riley to mimic the days before I made my presence fully known to her, but on the other, she has no way of knowing I’d even be here.
Making my way down around the lake, I move in slow, soft steps and stick to the shadows, doing my best to go undetected by whoever the fuck is in the cabin. Rounding the back, I go for the entrance off the laundry room, moving to shimmy it open as quietly as possible.
The air is eerily silent and still when I get inside, easing the door shut behind me. I peek down the hall, noting the distinct lack of voices and movement, apprehension licking down my back like the flames of an uncontrollable wildfire.
I have a bad feeling, and it lodges itself deep in my gut, refusing to dissipate.
Just in case, I glance around the room quickly for something to use as a potential weapon. My father, for all his faults, always taught me to never go into a blind negotiation without a trick or two up your sleeve—I’d like to believe that extends beyond the boardroom, to dangerous situations, as well.
Unfortunately, my options are incredibly limited, so I grab the object closest to me; an iron. Detaching the cord, I drop it to the floor, hook my fingers around the plastic handle, and exit the room.
Shuffling my feet, I do my best to avoid creaky floorboards, advancing down the hall with my back against the wall, flipping on lights as I go. The main level is clear, completely empty from what I can tell, but that yellow glow still drifts from upstairs, so I move toward it.
I’m hoping that maybe I just forgot to turn the light off. Or maybe, for some insane reason, Riley decided to come back and wait. Maybe she watched the concert and hoped I’d be back, so she cut out the middle territory.
Even as those thoughts swim in my brain, I know they’re not plausible. And when I crest the top of the stairs, my grip tightening on the iron as my stomach sinks to my ass, those fears are confirmed.
Riley lies prone on her back, hands zip-tied behind her, duct-tape slapped across her mouth. She’s staring blankly at the wall in front of her, and I see a little puddle of blood trickling out of a wound in her side.
My eyes go wide, bulging so hard that I think they might fall from their sockets, as I take her in; in the pale lighting, I can see bruises scattered across her forehead, and there are claw marks on the wooden floor around her.
Like she tried to fight off whoever did this.
I slip to the end of the hall where the bedroom is, leaning in to scan it quickly. Other than Riley, I don’t see anyone else, and since I’m not sure what the fuck is going on, or how much time we have before they come back, I spring into action.
Her blue eyes snap to mine as I hurry over to her, immediately using my keys to try and saw the zip tie apart. It doesn’t work; she’s squirming, freaking the fuck out as I try to work her free, and the keys are too dull for the material keeping her bound.
Fear swirls in her ocean eyes as I turn her head up, ripping the tape from her mouth.
“What the fuck is going on?” I ask, brushing my fingers against her temple. “What happened to you?”
“Oh god, oh god, oh god,” she sobs, spitting blood onto the floor, and I can’t tell at first if she’s having some kind of breakdown or what. Gripping her shoulders, I roll her so she’s on her good side, trying to get her to focus.
“You can’t be here,” she says, tears welling up in her eyes.
Under any other circumstance, my dick would be positively fucking throbbing at the sight, but right now, with her fear and hysteria aimed at someone other than me, all it does is enrage me.