Even though they are sitting opposite each other, with a coffee table between them, Mark can smell cigarette smoke on the policewoman’s breath and clothes. He tells most people he meets who smoke what a disgusting death cancer is. People allow him to do that because he lost his first wife and it would seem disrespectful not allowing him to vent. To crusade. He doesn’t bother giving his speech to the policewoman. He imagines she knows as much about horrible deaths as he does. Mark thinks that maybe he would smoke too, if he had her job.
“So, you’ve reported your wife missing.”
“Yes.”
“How long has she been missing?”
“I haven’t seen her since Monday morning,” Mark admits.
“It’s Thursday lunchtime, sir.” The “sir” seems purposeful. Ostensibly respectful but in fact distancing, challenging. It’s the male officer who says this. He has red acne spots erupting around his jawline, announcing the fact that—in relative terms—he’s just crawled out of childhood. It’s all ahead of him. The glory and gore of life. “Why have you waited until now to call?”
“She works away Monday morning to Wednesday and then gets the sleeper train from Edinburgh Wednesday night. We normally see her Thursday breakfast. I wasn’t aware she was missing until she didn’t show up this morning. She’s a management consultant. She’s currently working for a wind energy company based up in Scotland.”
“But you’ve called her place of work to confirm she was at work Monday to Wednesday, so not missing, just not at home, right?” Mark doesn’t like the casual way the young policeman makes statements and simply lifts his inflection at the end of the sentence, hoping that passes as a question. Mark thinks he ought to be more formal, more thorough. He shakes his head.
“She didn’t show up to work?” asks DC Clements.
“I don’t know whether she did, or she didn’t. I don’t know who to call. I don’t have a telephone number for her colleagues or her boss.” Mark feels awkward admitting this. He wasn’t actually aware this was the case until he needed to call them this morning. But Leigh is an independent sort; they don’t live in one another’s pockets. If he needed to call her at work, he’d call her mobile, why would he have ever needed her boss’s number?
“There isn’t a head office you can reach?” Again, a statement dressed up as a question. Mark bites back his irritation at the young constable’s lazy grammar.
“It’s different with management consultants. Once they are assigned to a job, they are not contactable through the usual switchboard. If you think about it, people only ever call in management consultants when things are going wrong in their company, they don’t really want to shout about it. The process is shrouded in secrecy. I’m not even sure which energy company she’s working for.”
The police officers exchange a look. Mark is concerned that they are judging him, that they think he has failed as a husband, that he is uninterested in his wife’s career, not enlightened enough. That will work against him. He tries to claw back. “I’ve never needed to know the details. Normally we are in touch via phone a lot.”
“You do know the name of her company, though, sir?” It is impossible to ignore the note of sarcasm.
“Yes. Peterson Windlooper. She’s worked for them for about eight years.”
“We’ll look into it,” says DC Clements. Mark smiles at her, gratefully. She doesn’t smile back.
Constable Tanner carries on. “So, you said normally you’re in touch via phone a lot. Do I take it that hasn’t been the case this week?” he asks.
“I haven’t spoken to her.”
“Text? WhatsApp? Email? Anything?”
“No, nothing.”
Their eyes are now bolted on Mark. He can feel the power of their gazes although he’s not looking at them but instead staring at the spot above their heads. “Nothing? No word. And that’s unusual?”
“Yes, it is. Of course it is,” Mark snaps. “Like most couples we normally speak on the phone every day while she’s away. She usually rings to say good-night to the boys, and yes, we message regularly as well.”
“But you waited until now to report her missing?”
He sighs. It’s going to come out. It might be important when and how it comes out; he thinks he should tell them straightaway. It’s never going to look good. “We’d had a row. I thought she was sulking.” Mark still doesn’t look at the police officers’ faces. He would like to see their expressions, to judge what they are thinking, but he decides he can’t risk trading that gain against them reading him and knowing what he’s thinking. He imagines the police are trained in that sort of thing. Understanding what is said. Hearing what is left unsaid.
The policewoman nods to the younger officer. He takes out a notebook. It’s incongruously old-fashioned—Mark thought they might have electronic notebooks nowadays. “Constable Tanner is going to take some notes. So, let’s rewind, shall we? The last time you saw your wife was when?”
“I said, Monday breakfast.”
“And that’s when you had your row?”
“No, we rowed Sunday night.”
“What about?”
“It was silly. Nothing at all.” The officers wait. “The boys and I had laughed at her dancing.” Tanner snorts and pulls Mark’s attention. Mark stares at him resentfully. DC Clements also shoots him a hard look. He straightens his face.
“That doesn’t seem like too big a deal, wasn’t the air cleared by Monday morning?” asks Clements.
“It wasn’t a big deal but, well, one thing led to another. It got out of hand. You know how rows do.”
“Enlighten me?”
“We ended up sleeping separately. Look, is this relevant?” Mark runs his hands through his hair, scratches hard at his scalp. It is a habit he’s had since he was a kid; when he is stressed, he scratches his head. There was a time, just after Frances died, when he scratched his head so hard and frequently that he ripped at the skin; his scalp actually bled.
“We’re just trying to establish your wife’s state of mind.”
“Her state of mind?” Mark doesn’t know. “Leigh is not easy to read. She is usually very calm.” Almost cool. It’s one of the things that attracted him to her in the first place, to be frank. She’s not hysterical in any way. Not overly emotional. Well, not usually. When they met, Mark had had enough going on, enough emotions to handle—his and the boys’—he wouldn’t have been able to cope with a sensitive, overly excitable woman. He needed a clear-sighted, dry-eyed, composed wife. “That’s why the row was so unusual. It wasn’t like her to overreact the way she had. Yelling at me, at the boys.”
Then at bedtime she wouldn’t just climb into bed and let the matter drop.
“I can’t. I just can’t,” she muttered as she dug out the spare duvet from the airing cupboard. “I can’t sleep in the same room as you.”
Mark didn’t offer to take the sofa. Fuck her. She was being a cow.