Frankie’s pregnancy was barely showing. There was just the tiniest bump in her belly, which she touched often, stroked, imagining her baby （a daughter, she still thought） like a little fish in there, swimming around, doing effortless somersaults.
She had begun recently to touch her belly frequently, saying, Come on, baby, do a little twirl for Mama, let me feel you, but she knew it was too early.
“Mama wants a little attention, too,” Frankie said, taking Henry by the hand, leading him down the hallway. She opened her father’s office door, pulled him inside.
Henry kissed her, then said, “Okay, we’ve hidden out long enough. Your mom’s going to send a SWAT team in after us.”
He pulled back.
Frankie realized her mistake; in the past few weeks—since the night of their engagement—she’d taken great care not to show Henry this room, to bypass the closed door. Now he’d seen the heroes’ wall.
She tried to pull him away.
“Wow.” He let go of her hand, moved toward the wall, staring at the photographs and mementos.
Frankie moved to his side, kept one arm around his narrow waist. She hadn’t been in this room for years. The last thing she wanted to see was Finley’s American flag, folded into a neat triangle, protected behind glass, framed in wood.
“Where’s your picture?” Henry asked, and she loved him for noticing the absence and not being afraid to remark upon it. Before she could answer, the door behind them opened.
Dad strode into the room, moving as he always did, with authority.
“We are so proud of our family’s service,” Dad said.
“The men’s service,” Frankie remarked.
Mom arrived a second later, a martini in hand. “I hope you haven’t told them without me,” she said.
“Of course not,” Dad said. He reached into his desk drawer and pulled out a fat, sealed manila envelope. “This is the deed to the cottage on Ocean Boulevard. It’s our wedding gift to you.”
“That’s very generous,” Henry said with a frown.
“I say a toast is in order,” Mom said. “Henry, please, come help me choose a bottle of champagne.”
Mom tucked her arm through Henry’s and pulled him away.
That left Frankie alone at the heroes’ wall with her father. They stood there a long moment, staring up at the pictures and memorabilia. “Why isn’t there a picture of me up there, Dad?”
“We’ll put your wedding photo up. That’s what we do for the women in this family. You’re a hero for putting up with the men.”
How many times had he made that joke? “Nurses died in Vietnam, Dad.”
“I’m uncomfortable with this conversation. Your fiancé is here. You’re expecting a child. Your pride should come from caring for your husband and child. Women going to war…” He shook his head.
“If I’d been a son who went to Vietnam and came home in one piece, would my photograph be on the wall, Dad?”
“You’re upsetting me with this jabble, Frankie. You’re my daughter. You had no business going to war and I told you so at the time. Now we find out we shouldn’t even have been fighting the damn war in the first place and we are losing. America. Losing a war. Who wants that reminder? Let it go, Frankie. Forget and move on.”
He was right. She needed to forget it.
She was engaged to be married. Pregnant. Why should she care if no one—including her own family—valued her service to her country? Why should she care that no one remembered the women?
She remembered.
Why wasn’t that enough?
Suddenly the door to the office banged open. Henry stood there, holding a bottle of champagne. “It’s over,” he said.
“Over?” Frankie said.
“The war,” Henry said. “Nixon signed the Peace Accord.”
* * *
Two weeks after President Nixon signed the Peace Accord, it was announced on the television news that the first wave of POWs would be coming home from Vietnam. Operation Homecoming, it was called, and, overnight, the League of Families’ efforts changed from advocacy to preparing for the POWs’ return, some of whom had been gone for nearly a decade. Letters and postcards began to arrive at the League of Families’ San Diego and D.C. offices, letters from all over the country from people who had worn a POW bracelet; glowing welcome-home letters that thanked the men. Strangers sent gifts of gratitude, donations. A public that couldn’t wait to get past the war embraced the return of the heroes released from the Hoa Lo Prison, a place that was just beginning to be written about as hell on earth, just beginning to be known by the public as the “Hanoi Hilton.”