As I swipe my note app closed, I see a message from my aunt. It’s only a kiss emoji from her morning message that I must have missed. However, I pause and read her words again.
What you think you become. What you imagine you create. Tell the universe what you want. Trust that it will gift you with all that you need.
Okay, universe. Today was a good one. No one yelled or stole. I managed to avoid any crippling thoughts of doom. You did a decent job at delivering on what I want. Now tell me what I need.
My phone buzzes with a text from an unknown number.
Hi, Gemma, it’s Sunny. We have a bonspiel Saturday night, and I’ve been scheduled to work. Any chance you can sub in for me??
A Saturday night hanging out with Dax? Touché, universe, touché.
Love to. Let the guys know I’ll be there.
Chapter 11
I play three of the greatest games in the history of curling. It’s probably more like three above-average games in a very mediocre recreational league, but it feels momentous. My hits—hit. My curls—curl. I have zero trouble finding the button, which I announce multiple times, each one getting heavier on the innuendo. We make it to the finals. Then we win. Absolutely crush Janice Simmertowski and her team, Curl Power. Which results in at least six rounds of celebration, all involving beer.
It’s happening again. That thing where one minute my beer glass is empty and the next it’s full, and I lose count—because fractions—and can’t even blame my sister. It’s 100 percent Dougie. He keeps filling my glass, then Dax’s glass, and then mine again. At some point during my very heated argument with Dax about whether mountain lions are the same animals as cougars, Dougie disappears with Brandon.
It isn’t until the bartender Lawrence announces last call and I look up at the clock, which says twelve forty-five, that I realize they’re not coming back.
“Those jerks cut and ran,” I say to Dax as he tries to hand his credit card to Lawrence, who refuses it.
“The good news is they paid the tab first.” Dax places his card back in his wallet, pushes back his chair, and holds out his hand.
I take it and appreciate its warm stability as I get to my feet and find out the world has gotten a little spinny. Dax keeps hold of me until we push open the Victoria’s doors and step into the parking lot, where Dax’s old Toyota Avalon is one of two cars left.
“We should probably walk,” he says.
“Definitely should not drive.”
Dax is probably as drunk as I am. Also, I don’t quite trust my dinner to stay down while riding in the back of an Uber.
We start walking in the direction of my place, which is the exact opposite direction of Dax’s. Still, I only realize this fact after two entire blocks have passed.
“Hey, you don’t need to walk me home. I can manage on my own.”
The moment the words leave my mouth, I trip over the teeniest, tiniest crack in the sidewalk, pitching me sideways, straight into Dax’s chest. His hard chest. And his muscular arms hold me tight until my feet once again find steady ground.
“I’m walking you home.” His voice is firm. Authoritative. And I like it far more than I should.
“I’m out of your way,” I insist again. “If you walk me home, you’re going to have to walk twice as far to get—”
Oh shit.
Even in my intoxicated state, I realize I’ve yet again spewed out a fact I shouldn’t know.
Dax, however, doesn’t seem to notice. “Stop arguing with me,” he says, “I love walking. You don’t get an ass like this one without at least ten thousand steps a day.” He scoots ahead of me with an exaggerated waggle of his peach butt, then stops and looks over his shoulder. “I saw you checking it out earlier.”
“I was not.”
I totally was.
The first time was an accident. He was talking to another team. I didn’t even realize it was him when I ogled. The second time, he was crouching, and what can I say? He loves his tight pants, and he has a great ass. He knows it. I know it. I just don’t usually admit to it.
He begins to walk backward with cocky confidence fueled by a pitcher and a half of beer. “You’re telling me you weren’t checking me out? Even when I was doing this?” He turns and drops into a deep curling lunge like he’s just thrown a rock. It pulls his already-tight black jeans even tighter, and if I wasn’t staring at his ass before, I absolutely am now.
“Or maybe this.” He starts to thrust, which he definitely did not do on the ice tonight. And though I know he’s trying to be funny, I find it very sexual, which has me thinking of Dax doing all kinds of other sexual thrusting motions, to which my body is reacting with tingles.