The captain didn’t acknowledge Tress. She drank the water from her cup, then dangled it from her index finger, staring toward the sun. As if she were a celestial executioner, sent to make certain the day rightly expired.
Tress didn’t speak up immediately. The captain had made it clear she wasn’t to be interrupted when enjoying a drink. Tress just hoped the woman wouldn’t toss the cup into the ocean when she was done. Yes, it was utilitarian in design, but so was Tress herself. She’d hate to have either be wasted.
The Verdant Moon watched overhead, covering a good third of the sky. I’ve often found it odd how little the people of the spore seas look at their moons. When I first arrived on the planet, I couldn’t help staring. There is a malevolence to the way they hover so close. Where most planetary moons stick to the walls and wait for an invitation to dance, these are already on the floor—and they are wearing sequins.
“Why are you here, Tress?” Crow finally asked.
Tress deliberated. If she outright asked Crow to go to the Crimson Sea, the woman would undoubtedly be suspicious.
“Well,” Tress said. “I wanted to discuss something.”
“That’s not what I meant,” Crow said. “I want to know why you are here on these oceans. What do you want?”
As if that were a simple question to answer. People generally don’t know what they want, though they almost uniformly hate being told what it should be. Plus, Tress had lived her entire life feeling she shouldn’t ask for the things she wanted.
“I left my island to see the world,” she said.
“People often say that about becoming a sailor,” Crow said. “It’s a pretty little aphorism, isn’t it? With a dainty bow. Travel the seas, see a hundred different islands. Problem is, each dockside bar is frighteningly similar—and that’s basically all you’re going to see.”
“At least I’ll get to meet a lot of different people.”
“Well, yes,” she noted. “That is true. Problem is, their insides also all look frighteningly similar. And as a deadrunner, that’s basically all you’re going to see of them.”
Tress glanced away from Crow. She wished the ship would move again. All this standing still made her nauseous.
“So that’s it?” Crow said. “Just some childish desire to be someplace else?”
“Yes,” Tress said.
The captain seemed disappointed. In the distance, the sun finally sank into the sea, fully extinguished. Only the afterglow persisted to give evidence of the crime.
It bothered Tress how much she’d had to lie lately. Certainly, one shouldn’t feel bad about lying to someone like Crow. One shouldn’t hit people either, but such social conventions don’t apply to the tiger gnawing on your leg.
So Tress wasn’t worried about this lie. She was more concerned by the general density of lies emerging from her. They were all for the greater good, yes, but the aforementioned tiger might also believe that said gnawing was for the greater good. Specifically its good.
Tress was coming to realize a discomforting fact: people are not separated into simple groups of liars and non-liars. It is often the situation, and one’s upbringing or genetics, that makes the lies—and therefore the liars.
“Actually,” Tress found herself saying, “there is more. Someone I love was taken by the Sorceress. I intend to travel to her island and confront her to get him back.”
Crow nearly dropped the cup. Tress reached out, anxious.
“The Midnight Sea,” Crow said. “You intend to travel the Midnight Sea.”
“Well, hopefully not alone,” Tress said. “Ideally I’d like to do it in a ship.”
Crow laughed, and it was not a cheerful sound. Antagonistic and mocking, it was to ordinary laughter what a guard dog is to a puppy.
“You?” Crow repeated. “A straggly-haired washer girl from nowhere? You’re going… I can’t even say it!”
Something in Tress changed at that sound. It didn’t quite snap, but it certainly bent—and found that it was able to flex far more than it had in the past. She looked Crow in the eyes and said, “I don’t think that’s fair. I have gotten this far. My mother always told me that the hardest part of any task is getting yourself to start it.”
“As someone who has climbed several mountains,” Crow said, “I can confidently say your mother is an idiot.”
Tress felt herself flush with anger. Some things were uncalled for, even among pirates.