She waits for me to add to my answer, and when I don’t, she sighs. “You’ve been off all day. Is it because of the attack?”
“Yes.” I glance over her shoulder and glimpse Imogen watching us. Does she know Masen’s dead?
“Are you really going to make me pry answers out of you?” Her arms fall to her sides. “I swear to Amari, if you answer with a yes one more time…”
I say nothing instead.
“I heard what you said in history, you know.” She drops her shoulders. “You said something about an assassination.”
Fuck. “Yeah, I guess I did.”
She studies me, her gaze flickering between my eyes. “Who else besides Masen is dead that went to Athebyne with you?”
My gaze collides with hers, and my heart starts to pound. “Ciaran. He was in Third Squad.” I’m not telling her anything that isn’t easily answered by anyone else.
“And you were attacked on assessment day. Imogen’s been targeted twice since Parapet, too. So were Bodhi and Eya.” Her gaze narrows. “Dain has one of those classified signets,” she whispers. “What did he steal, Violet?”
Gods, she’s putting it together too quickly. She’s also owed as much of the truth as I can give her. “A memory,” I say slowly.
Her eyes flare. “He can read memories.”
I nod. “No one is supposed to know.”
“I can keep a secret, Violet.” Hurt flashes across her features, and I feel another thread of our friendship unravel as though I’d pulled it myself.
A chorus of cheers goes up behind us, but neither of us looks.
“I know.” It’s barely a whisper. “And I trust you implicitly, but not every secret is mine to tell.” Dread digs its claws into my stomach. She’s going to figure it out—it’s only a matter of time. And then her life will be in as much jeopardy as mine.
“Dain stole one of your memories,” she repeats. “And now you think the other riders with you during War Games are being picked off.”
“Stop,” I beg her. “Do us both a favor and just…” I shake my head. “Stop.”
Her brow knits. “You saw something you weren’t supposed to, didn’t you?”
She tilts her head to the side, then looks away.
I stop breathing. I know that look. She’s thinking.
“Is that the memory he stole?”
“No.” I inhale. Thank gods she’s off the mark with that one. Movement to the right catches my attention, and I glance over to see Aaric walking our way, cradling his left wrist. “Shit. I think he’s hurt.”
“What killed Deigh?” Rhiannon asks.
Suddenly, there’s not enough oxygen in the room, on the entire Continent, but I manage to pull air through my lungs as I face her. “You already know that part of the story.”
“Not from you,” she says quietly, her brown eyes crinkling at the edges as she narrows them. “You were holding Liam, and then you had to fight. That’s what you said. What. Killed. Deigh?” The whispered words cut me to the quick. “Was it another dragon? Is that what happened out there?”
“No.” I shake my head emphatically, then turn as Aaric reaches us. “Finally lose?”
He scoffs. “Of course not. But I did break my wrist. I’m supposed to come tell you,” he says to Rhiannon.
“I’ll take him to the infirmary,” I tell her.
“Violet—” she starts, her tone indicating that she doesn’t think our conversation is over, but it is. It has to be.
“Stop.” I turn my back on Aaric and lower my voice. “And don’t ever ask me that question again. Please don’t make me lie to you.”
Her head draws back, and she stares at me in stunned silence.
“Let’s go,” I say to Aaric, then start walking to the exit, shoving what just happened with Rhi into what’s quickly becoming an overfull box.
He catches up, his long legs covering the distance quickly. The corridor of the academic wing’s first floor is deserted when we enter, and our booted footsteps echo against the windows.
“So where does your father think you are?” I ask as we turn toward the rotunda, trying to take my mind off everything I just let slip to Rhiannon and everything I didn’t.
“He thinks I’m on my twentieth-birthday tour,” Aaric answers, rubbing his hand over his square jawline and light-brown scruff, disgust curling his upper lip. “Drinking and fucking my way across the kingdom.”
“Sounds like way more fun than what we’re doing here.” I push the door open with my good arm.
“What part of this isn’t fun?” he asks, walking ahead and opening the next door with his unbroken hand. “Between the two of us, we have a full set of functioning arms.”
I crack a smile as we enter the dormitory corridor. “Ever the charmer, aren’t you, Cam—” I wince. “Aaric. Sorry. It’s been a hell of a long day.” And all I want is to tell Xaden about it, but he won’t be here for two more days.
We head down the steps, and though Aaric is roughly the same height as Xaden, he shortens his stride so I can keep up easily.
“She’s catching on, isn’t she?” he says when we reach the tunnels.
The hairs on the back of my neck lift as I look up at Aaric. “Catching on to what, exactly?”
“They haven’t hidden it all away as well as they think they have.” His jaw flexes. “It’s easy to figure out if you know what you’re looking for. Personally, it was the daggers my guards started carrying that tipped me off.” He shoots a look at me. “The ones with the little metal discs.”
My heart pounds so loudly I can hear it in my ears. Daggers. Metal discs.
“The guards were the hardest to slip, too,” he says with a grimace. “They won’t tell my father they’ve lost me until they absolutely have to. I’m just hoping it’s after Threshing. He can’t do shit after Threshing. Dragons don’t even answer to kings.”
“Oh shit.” My chest feels like it’s caving in as I grab hold of his good arm, halting our steps before the tunnel. “You know, don’t you?”
He lifts a brow, the mage lights catching on those royally green eyes. “Why else would I be here?”
At some point, probably during your second year, you’ll realize the trust you feel for your friends and family has nothing on the loyalty you develop for your squad.
—PAGE NINETY-ONE, THE BOOK OF BRENNAN
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
Faster. I have to run faster. Fear holds my throat shut as a tidal wave of death chases me across the sunburned field to where Tairn waits, his back turned.
Wind roars around me, stealing every other sound, even my own heartbeat. Tairn’s going to die, and he doesn’t even see it coming for him.
Gold flickers near the tip of his wing.
Gods, no. Andarna. She’s here. She shouldn’t be here.
The wave nips at my heels, transforming the ground beneath my feet into an ashen, desiccated wasteland.
“There is nowhere to run, rider.” A hooded figure steps into my path out of nowhere, raising one arm.