Didn’t I?
CHAPTER 51
Rebecca answered the door before we even had a chance to knock. “My mom’s right through there,” she told Eve quietly. Taking a deep breath, Eve walked past Rebecca.
“On a scale of one to pi,” Xander murmured, “how bad is it?”
Rebecca pulled her hand from his and laid three fingers on his palm. Her normally creamy skin was red and chapped around her nailbeds and knuckles.
Three, on a scale of one to pi. Given the value of pi, that definitely wasn’t good.
Rebecca led Xander and me from the small entryway into the living room, where Eve and her mother were. The first thing I noticed were the snow globes sitting on a shelf. They looked like they had been polished until they gleamed. In fact, everything that I could see looked freshly cleaned, like it had been scrubbed and scrubbed again.
Rebecca’s hands. I wondered if the cleaning had been her idea—or her mother’s.
“Rebecca, this was supposed to be a family affair.” Mallory Laughlin didn’t take her eyes off Eve, even once Xander and I came into view.
Rebecca looked down, ruby-red hair falling into her face. She always looked like the kind of person an artist would want to paint. Even partially obscured, there was something fairy-tale beautiful about the pain on her face.
Eve reached out to take her grandmother’s hand. “I’m the one who asked Avery to come with me. Toby… he considers her family, too.”
Ouch. If Eve had meant that as a guilt trip, it was both brutal and effective.
“That’s ridiculous.” Mallory sat, and when Eve did the same, Mallory leaned toward her, drinking in her presence like a woman gulping down sand in a desert mirage. “Why would my son pay that girl any attention when you’re right here?” She lifted a hand to the side of Eve’s face. “When you’re so perfect.”
Beside me, Rebecca sucked a breath in around her teeth.
“I know I look like your daughter,” Eve murmured. “This must be difficult.”
“You look like me.” Rebecca’s mom smiled. “Emily did, too. I remember when she was born. I looked at her, and all I could think was that she was me. Emily was mine, and nobody was ever going to take her away from me. I told myself that she would never want for anything.”
“I’m sorry for your loss,” Eve said quietly.
“Don’t be sorry,” Mallory replied, a sob in her voice. “You’ve come back to me now.”
“Mom.” Rebecca cut in without ever looking up from the floor. “We talked about this.”
“And I’ve told you that I don’t need you or anyone else to infantilize me.” Mallory’s reply was sharp enough to slice through glass. “The world is like that, you know.” The woman oriented back toward Eve, sounding more maternal. “You have to learn to take what you want—and never, ever let someone take what you don’t want to give.” Mallory laid a hand on Eve’s cheek. “You’re strong. Like me. Like Emily was.”
This time, there was no audible response from Rebecca. I bumped my shoulder gently against hers, a silent, deliberate I’m here. I wondered if Xander felt as useless as I did standing there, watching her oldest scars seeping.
“Can I ask you something?” Eve said to Mallory.
Mallory smiled. “Anything, sweet girl.”
“You’re my grandmother. Is your husband here? Is he my grandfather?”
Mallory’s reply was controlled. “We don’t need to talk about that.”
“All I’ve ever wanted is to know where I come from,” Eve told her. “Please?”
Mallory stared at her for the longest time. “Could you call me Mom?” she asked softly. I saw Rebecca shake her head—not at her mother or at Eve or at anyone. She was just shaking it because this was not a good idea.
“Tell me about Toby’s father?” Eve asked. “Please, Mom?”
Mallory’s eyes closed, and I wondered what dead places inside of her had seized with life when Eve had uttered that one little word.
“Eve,” I said sharply, but Rebecca’s mother spoke over me.
“He was older. Very attractive. Very mysterious. We used to sneak around the estate, up to the House, even. I had free rein of it all in those days, but I was forbidden to bring guests. Mr. Hawthorne valued his privacy. He would have lost his mind if he’d known what I was getting up to, what we did in his hallowed halls.” Mallory opened her eyes. “Teenage girls and the forbidden.”
“What was his name?” Rebecca asked, taking a step toward her mother.
“This really doesn’t concern you, Rebecca,” Mallory snapped.
“What was his name?” Eve co-opted Rebecca’s question. Maybe it was supposed to be a kindness, but it felt cruel because she got an answer.
“Liam,” Mallory whispered. “His name was Liam.”
Eve leaned forward. “What happened to him? Your Liam?”
Mallory stiffened like a marionette whose strings were suddenly pulled tight. “He left.” Her voice was calm—too calm. “Liam left.”
Eve took both of Mallory’s hands in hers. “Why did he leave?”
“He just did.”
The doorbell rang, and Oren strode to the door. I followed him to the foyer. As his hand closed over the knob, he gave an order, doubtless to one of his men outside.
“Close in.” Oren glanced over his shoulder at me. “Stay put, Avery.”
“Why is Avery staying put?” Xander asked, coming into the foyer beside me. Rebecca took one step to follow him, then hesitated, frozen in her own personal purgatory, caught between us and the words being murmured between Eve and her mother.
My brain got to the answer to Xander’s question before Oren could articulate it. “This is the first time I’ve left the estate since the last package was delivered,” I noted. “You’re expecting another delivery.”
In reply, my head of security answered the door with his gun drawn.
“Hello to you, too,” Thea said dryly.
“Don’t mind Oren.” Xander greeted her. “He mistook you for a threat of the less passive-aggressive variety.”
The sound of Thea’s voice shattered the ice that had frozen Rebecca’s feet to the ground. “Thea. I wanted to call, but my mom took my phone.”
“And someone turned mine off,” Thea said. She looked from Rebecca to me. “While I was in the shower, someone came into my house, into my bedroom, turned off my phone, and left this beside it, with handwritten instructions to bring it here.”
Thea held out an envelope. It was a deep golden color, shining and reflective.
“Someone broke into your house?” I asked, my voice hushed.
“Into your bedroom?” Rebecca was beside Thea in a heartbeat.
Oren took possession of the envelope. He’d set a trap for the courier here, but the message had been delivered elsewhere—to Thea.
Did you see her photos? That video? I asked Toby’s captor silently. Is this what she gets, for helping me?
“I had a guard on your house,” Oren told Thea. “He didn’t report anything unusual.”
I stared at the envelope in Oren’s hand, at my full name written across the front. Avery Kylie Grambs. Something in me snapped, and I snatched the envelope, turning it over to see a wax seal holding it closed.