Breaker smiles. “I think you do. You’re such an uptight asshole, and she might be able to loosen you up.”
“There will be no loosening.” We leave my office and head toward the elevators. The floor is quiet; we’re the last to leave. We might have a billion-dollar enterprise, but we understand what it takes to make sure employees are happy, and that means making sure they all go home to their families at five.
JP presses the down button on the elevator. “I think if anyone needs a Lottie in their life, it’s you.”
I pierce him with my gaze. “Don’t even start with that shit, okay?”
“He’s right,” Breaker says. “Just from the small glimpse I caught, she looks like a spitfire, and I’d very much enjoy watching her drive you nuts.”
“She already drives me nuts.”
The elevator doors open and we step inside. “I don’t know. I think there’s something there,” JP says. “Did you see it, Breaker?”
Breaker nods his head. “I did.”
“You both are so full of shit.”
We ride the elevator to our private parking garage, and when the doors part, I don’t bother to wait for my brothers as I head to my car.
“It was the way you looked at her when she got off the elevator, when she approached you in the conference room, and when she sat on your lap,” JP calls out. “There was heat in your eyes.”
Ignoring him, I unlock my car and get in. The last thing I need is my two idiot brothers putting ideas in my head. There’s nothing but a platonic partnership happening between me and Lottie.
Do I find her attractive? I’d be blind not to. She’s fucking beautiful, but I can look past that.
And did she look fine as hell in her form-fitting dress today? Yeah, she really fucking did, but once again, I can look past that because I’m a professional and I know how to separate attraction and business.
A knock on my window startles me. Breaker is standing right outside my car. I roll down the window and say, “I don’t fucking like her, okay?”
Breaker smiles and leans down so his arms rest on my door. “I wasn’t going to say anything about that, but your defensive tone isn’t making a solid case.” I’m about to roll up the window when he stops me and adds, “Make sure Karla makes that appointment. I feel really fucking bad about skipping out on their presentation. We don’t do shit like that.”
“I know.”
“And make sure Lottie knows it. Explain to her what happened.”
“She doesn’t need to know.”
Breaker nods. “She does. She needs to be able to trust you, Hux. If this is going to work, both of you are going to have to drop the hate and learn to work with each other more harmoniously. If you can’t, sooner or later Dave is going to see right through it and you’re going to lose everything you worked toward. And I know that’s the last thing you want.”
I think back to the conference room and say, “She did give off the wrong energy, even when she was attempting to be the doting fiancée.”
Breaker nods again. “You’ve got to let up, man. I know you like to keep personal and business separate, but I think this is a time when you can’t do that. You have to show her you’re human, or else it’s never going to work.”
And that’s what I’m afraid of—showing her who I really am—because even though I’ll deny my interest in her, I know a part of me, deep down inside, knows if I got to know her, if she got to know me, there might be something there.
Mixing personal with business is a huge risk. Lines get blurred, promises get lost, and it never works out, ever. It’s why I need to keep my distance, why we both need to keep our distance.
“I’ll give it some thought,” I say, even though I know I won’t.
All it took was one meal with Lottie, one meal at Chipotle, and I knew she was different. I knew she could be trouble. She’s unlike any woman I’ve ever met. Filter free, she says what’s on her mind, she shows no remorse toward her messiness, she’s outgoing and up for anything, and there’s no holding back with her. It’s why I need to remain stoic, why I need to continue to keep space between us; if I don’t, I know I’ll be wrecked in the end.
Lottie could wreck me. But there’s no way in hell I’m telling my brother that. He’s far too insightful, damn him.
“Will Miss Lottie be joining you?” Reign asks.
I nod. “Yes, she’s just finishing up on something.” I glance down at the homemade pizza and say, “This looks amazing.”