“I’m going to hold you to that.”
“All right, enough of the sappy stuff.” Beth snapped her fingers between them. “This is supposed to be a celebration, not some kind of boo-fest.”
“Oh, you know you’re going to be crying over me leaving, too,” Paisley told her.
“Tears of joy,” Beth deadpanned, her razzing sly.
Chuckling low, Ryder looked between the four friends. “Why don’t I hit the bar. First round’s on me.” Ryder needed the excuse to get out of there. Gain some of that distance.
Paisley asked for a Moscow Mule, Beth one of those trendy beers, and Chloe a margarita.
“I’ll have a cosmo,” Dakota said, swaying in that fucking dress that was going to make him lose his mind. His mind that had traveled to places he couldn’t let it go.
Still, a grin was kicking at the edge of his mouth, loving that Dakota ordered something sweet.
“On it. I’ll be right back,” he promised.
Ezra went with him to help carry their drinks, and by the time they returned, the girls were already on the dance floor, stealing the attention of every eye in the place.
He and Ezra set their drinks down and Ryder reclaimed his stool.
For the longest time, he sat there, taking it in, happy that Dakota was having a blast.
Her eyes shined and her skin was slick with a sheen of sweat when they came racing back to the table, all of them laughing, giggling under their breaths, at what, he wasn’t sure. All he knew was he couldn’t look away as Dakota hopped onto the stool next to him and took a big gulp of her drink.
“Mmm,” she hummed into the glass like it was the best thing she’d ever tasted. “Thank you.”
He couldn’t help but lean into her, his shoulder touching hers, his voice just loud enough that only she could hear over the din. “That drink is the same color as your cheeks.”
That flush only heated more, and she dipped her head, that old shyness winding with something bold as she smiled back at him.
And fuck, he wanted to reach out again.
Touch it.
See if what he’d kept suppressed for the last four years was real, only he was tripping up when Amelia suddenly showed up at their table.
All sly grins, her black hair curled in fat waves, dressed like she was on the hunt.
Unease skittered through Ryder. He knew what she was hunting was him. He knew Dare used her to keep tabs on him. Another fucking trap he’d been a fool to fall into.
She sauntered up, all hips, her fingertips going to his chest as he sat back in his stool. She angled down to his ear. “I’ve been looking for you.”
A scowl took to his brow and that hatred that’d been simmering for years bubbled up from the depths. “I’m busy.”
“Too busy for me?” she purred.
“It’s a family celebration.” He let an edge of warning slip into his tone.
Her gaze bounced around the table. No one else was paying them any mind or found it out of character. It wasn’t like he didn’t have women crawling all over him half the time. He’d gained that reputation.
The only one who seemed to notice was Dakota who he could feel shifting in discomfort on her stool.
Amelia immediately zeroed in on her before she cut a wicked smirk back at him. “Call me later, then. I’ll be waiting.”
She touched her fingertips to his lips.
Disgust pumped through his system, this shame as Dakota peeked at them before she jerked away, turned her attention to Beth, and jumped into a conversation with her.
It was for the best.
He needed to maintain those boundaries.
Keep up the walls.
He and Dakota were friends. They’d always been. She was like a sister to him and that was the only thing she could ever be. It was already reckless that he came around this way.
Creeping too close.
An outsider drawn to this normalcy.
Wanting to be a part of it, dipping his fingers into something good when his feet were solidly cemented in immorality.
Except something inside him clutched when a cowboy who worked one of the local ranches strolled up and asked Dakota to dance.
She didn’t hesitate.
She slipped off her stool, her hand in his as he led her to the floor. The song that was playing was fast, and the guy led her in a quick two-step, and Dakota’s face was lighting up again as he spun her round and round.
All while Ryder sat there feeling like he was going to suffocate. This feeling snaking over him that he just couldn’t shake.
The night went on like that. Different guys asking Dakota to dance, which she was all too eager to oblige. The girl having the best time.