The Intra gives me an odd look, and I excuse myself before I get in trouble. I turn back for the arena as Grodd advances on Perg. Perg grips the long handle of his axe with both hands. He bares his teeth, bends his knees. Perhaps he can win this.
But Grodd is Montra, or at least he was, and Perg just gave everything he had to beat a Deccor. He’s exhausted. I’m not sure if he can turn down a fight when, in the trollis’ eyes, he initiated the stance of challenge.
No one was calling out Grodd’s manipulation of it.
“I’m so sorry, Perg,” I whisper. No one hears me.
Grodd roars when he strikes. Perg blocks with the shaft of his axe, but the strong blow forces him back. Flashes of sunlight gleam on Grodd’s savage blade as he swings, driving Perg back, and back again. Perg loses his stance as the blade slices open his arm, and he falters when it opens up his trousers above the knee, his blueish blood flowing freely.
I shove my knuckle into my mouth to keep from biting my tongue. Just surrender, Perg!
Perg tries to strike back, but his swing goes wide. Grodd moves in and shoves the hilt of his sword painfully into Perg’s gut. When Perg bends over from the blow, Grodd twists and swings high, his blade slicing clean across Perg’s collar, part of his neck, and his face.
I scream, but it’s drowned out by the sound of the murmuring crowd, all morbidly fascinated with the fight.
Perg drops to one knee. His blood spatters the ground. He spits and glares hatefully at Grodd. He lifts a hand to surrender, but before he can raise it fully, Grodd attacks again.
Cold seizes my entire body. Grodd hits, strikes, cuts, kicks. Over and over. He’s already won, but he doesn’t stop. Doesn’t let up. Perg’s face swells. A well-placed foot to his knee bends it backward, and he topples.
Still Grodd does not relent. The medics don’t rush forward. No one calls him off.
They value strength above all else.
Perg is going to die.
I push through the bodies, even shoving a trollis as I rush toward the battlefield. Perg struggles to get up, to get his hand in the air. Grodd whirls and sends his heel into the side of Perg’s head.
“Stop!” I scream, waving my arms to gain notice. “Stop, he’s already won!”
Gasps and groans sound from the audience, but no one moves.
And then I’m charging the battle, my feet pounding the bridge, my heart thrumming in my head. I’m rushing toward Perg’s fallen form, over bloodstained planks, right toward Grodd. I can barely hear the audience jeering and complaining over the wind rushing in my ears, punctuated by my thundering pulse.
Grodd lifts his sword for a killing blow, then pauses, noticing me. A smile twitches his mouth.
Perg dropped his axe several feet away, and I grab it. It’s alarmingly heavy, but with both hands I’m able to point its top pike at Grodd.
Silence overtakes the onlookers.
“You’re killing him!” I shout.
Grodd laughs. “Two for one.” He steps toward me.
I hold the axe forward and release everything. All the fear swirling inside me. Fear for myself, fear for Perg, fear of retribution for my actions. Fear of the monsters that attack Cagmar. Fear of the forever depths of the canyon. Memories of my father’s hard words and harder hands. Danner, the mobs, the wild beasts. My capture on the bridge. All of it.
I shove it from my body, through that axe, and out, so suddenly that I scream. Only the shaft of the axe, so long it presses into the ground, keeps me from crumbling under the weight of my own terror.
Grodd drops his sword. His eyes widen until they’re more white than green. He stumbles back, shaking. Liquid floods his trousers as he scrambles to get away, like a child confronted with a bedtime demon. Lamblike mewls escape his throat. Tears spill, and gooseflesh prickles his arms.
Mimicked terror tightens my limbs, but as Grodd scrambles, I unclasp stiff fingers from the axe handle and rush to Perg’s side, fear from my curse and fear for my friend mingling into one painful rhythm within my chest. He’s barely breathing. His face is unrecognizable. His blood clings everywhere, warm and blue and tacky.
I look up. “Help! Someone help him!”
The entire crowd goes silent. Gaping. Staring at me.
I broke my rule. I had to.
Tears flood my vision. “He’s dying!” I shout. “Someone help!”
Bodies shift in the stands straight ahead, and I nearly sob as Azmar rushes down the narrow stairs toward us, removing his vest as he runs.
Finally one of the medics follows. Then another. Then someone I don’t recognize from the crowd.