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Good Neighbors(104)

Author:Sarah Langan

“I got so frazzled I frightened myself. I went next door to Mrs. Cotton, and I knocked and as soon as she answered I started crying. I looked a mess. She followed me back and she sat and watched while I tried to calm the kids. Entertain them, at least. I wasn’t any good at it. I had no experience with it except what I’d made up or read in books. Mrs. Cotton was too old to do anything. She just sat. She hardly even talked. I probably should have fed her. But then it got late and Larry cried himself tired and Julia finally relaxed. I made her some tea and we sat. She hadn’t done anything. Just been a body in the room, same thing she’d have done at home, but it helped. I had a witness, I told her that day, that I’d been scared I was going to do something bad to them. I acted like it was the most shameful confession in the world. I was sobbing. And she looked at me like I was crazy. We all have those days, she told me.

“After that, she came for every storm. I loved her. And then she moved to a nursing home in Poughkeepsie.

“I think about that lady sometimes, when I think about what happened on Maple Street. I won’t pretend to be as smart as her, but Rhea and I were alike in a lot of ways. The difference was, I wasn’t as scared to show people my mess.”

Gertie broke here, to feed her grandson. She then cranked the generator and turned on a static-riddled screen. Reception on the West Coast is better than most other parts of North America. The child watched, transfixed.

I asked her whether Larry had moved to Canada for a reason.

“The thing is,” she said, leaning forward. “Everything’s falling apart. The heat’s so bad I can’t walk in my own neighborhood. Long Island’s pretty much underwater, so I guess nobody over there’s worried about white trash like me and Arlo lowering property values anymore. Everybody smart moves to Canada. I wish Julia would go, but she’s loyal. She won’t leave those foster kids. And I won’t leave her… People talk about how the children of Maple Street suffered after what happened, like it’s evidence of what Arlo did. But except for those poor twins, the Rat Pack turned out [okay]. They get together every year. They have a ball. Sam’s family keeps complaining about how he stopped playing sports. Who cares? He was the youngest kid to start an LGBTQ club at Garden City Middle School. Dave turned out okay, too. He’s a family therapist. Charlie followed Julia out to LA and makes vegan desserts. They’re gross but he makes Julia happy, so what does my opinion matter? Lainee manages offices. Larry’s earning coin in Montreal… The kid could buy all of Garden City if he wanted. What’s left of it.

“The thing is, the world’s breaking up. Fifteen years ago, we all saw it coming. We still do. Maybe there’s even something we can do about it. But it’s so much easier to invent boogeymen. That’s all we were to Maple Street: boogeymen.”

I asked her how she could be sure, 100 percent beyond a shadow of a doubt, that Arlo Wilde had not molested the children of Maple Street, many of whom were now suffering significantly.

“The question is: What evidence would prove to you that he didn’t?” she asked.

I left soon after. I think we can clearly read this evasion as an admission of guilt.

From Interviews from the Edge: A Maple Street Story,by Maggie Fitzsimmons,

Soma Institute Press, ? 2036

“I remember being scared that my parents were going to be taken away. I thought it was my fault. I don’t remember the murders. I don’t even remember getting hit or being in the hospital. I guess it traumatized me. But I’m not haunted. I don’t have flashbacks. The only thing is that I’d never set foot back on Long Island. I can’t even say the name of that street out loud… Okay, I’m traumatized.” —Larry Wilde

“Your first real best friend is almost like a romance. I still miss her. Every day.” —Julia Wilde

From “The Lost Children of Maple Street,” by Mark Realmuto, The New Yorker, October 19, 2037

It’s apparent that the Maple Street murders captured the American imagination, but the reason has nothing to do with the spectacle. It’s got nothing to do with the parents, who acted predictably, if horrendously. Nothing they did was remarkable.

We remember this story because of the children of Maple Street, who did the unexpected.

In our national discourse, we assume that we’ve taken wrong turns in our lives, and it is these forks that define us. There is Rhea, and her Jessica Sherman. There is Maple Street, and its brick. There are the Wildes, and their flight from Brooklyn to a hostile land. There is our national chaos, each election worse than the last.