“Momma,” Avery calls, coming into the room, “Glammy needs to talk to you.”
“Ask her,” I whisper to Addison, who glares at me, and fuck, do I want to throw her down and kiss the fuck out of her.
“Hi,” she greets, taking the phone. “We got your box. It’s too much.”
“Oh, nonsense,” my mother says. “We sent her the iPad and phone so we can FaceTime her or she can FaceTime us.” I shake my head and put my hands up because I don't know what to say. My mother talks to Addison for a couple more minutes before she hangs up and we head out to go to the fair.
The drive there takes less time than it does to find parking. I go around and around in circles on the gravel, trying to get a spot. It’s jam-packed, and I finally find one that looks like it’s in the middle of trees. I get Avery out of the car and then hold her hand as we walk through the parking lot toward the fair.
Avery squeals her delight as we get closer and closer to the noise, where tickets are being sold at a white hut. “What do you usually get?” I ask Addison, who is fishing into her back pocket for her money.
“I get tickets,” Avery says, “but only for rides.”
I don’t even know what she means, so when I get to the counter, I look at the girl, who asks me if I want tickets or a bracelet. I look over at Addison, who is looking at Avery and telling her something.
“What’s the difference?”
“Bracelet gets you on all the rides unlimited times, and the tickets are—” she explains to me.
I don’t even let her finish. “I’ll take three bracelets,” I tell her and hand her my black credit card.
She rings it up and then hands me my card with a paper to sign.
“There is an ATM beside the games that don’t take cards,” she tells me as she hands me the three bracelets.
“Here,” I offer, handing the bracelets to Addison, and Avery gasps.
“We got the bracelets,” she says and I just look at her. “We never get the bracelets.” I look at Addison, who ignores looking at me as she puts the bracelet on Avery.
“Shall we go in?” I say as I put my card back in my pocket. We walk in and turn to the left, where people are all cramped together as they play games to win big stuffed animals. Squealing is going on as I look around at the different games.
“We don’t play games because it’s too much money,” Avery explains to me. My head whips to look over at Addison, and she looks like she wants to crawl into a hole.
“It’s just that—” she says, and it clicks. She couldn’t afford to do this, which is why she never bought the bracelets.
I swallow down the lump in my throat and ignore the sinking of my heart. “Well, today is a special day, so you tell me what you want to do.”
Avery doesn’t know what to say. All she does is look at Addison. “Let’s go play that game.” I point over to the first game I see with people sitting down and shooting water from a gun into a clown’s nose.
“Okay,” Addison says as she takes a deep inhale and we walk toward the seats.
“Stefano,” she says my name and I just shake my head.
“No,” I snap, a bit harsher than I want it to be. I walk to Addison and lean down and whisper in her ear. “Let me do this,” I say softly when her breath hitches. “Please, for her.”
“Okay,” Addison relents to me, and I don’t tell her that tomorrow we are going to sit down and have the big awkward talk. Now is not the time. Instead, I slide my hand into hers, and our fingers slip into each other’s as Avery holds her other hand, pulling her to the game.
“We need two,” I state, holding up my hand once we get closer. “Sit,” I urge Addison as I point at one of the empty seats, then sit down and put Avery on my lap. “You hold this,” I tell her of the silver gun in my hand.
The guy comes over, and I pull a twenty-dollar bill from my back pocket. “Here.” I hand it to him.
“I don’t know how many times that is, but keep it,” I tell him, and he smirks and then looks at Avery.
He doesn’t even wait for the rest of the seats to fill up before he starts the game. I put my hands on
hers as I point at the nose. “And go!” he shouts to the two of us before other people sit down.
She presses down, and I wait for the water to come out before moving it to the clown’s nose. The guy starts to talk, but all I can focus on is the little fucking duck moving up to the top of the bell. I’ve never wanted to win anything as much as this before in my life. Avery is so focused on the water going into the nose, she doesn’t even hear the bell ringing, and when she does, she looks up and sees the red siren on top of us.