“I’m just visiting while we decide on some things. But it’s much … smaller than I was expecting,” Bethany said carefully.
“Truer words have never been spoken,” Sadie said with a light laugh. “Congratulations, by the way. You look radiant.” And she did.
“I’m not showing yet,” she said with a smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“How’s Gigi?” Jake asked, his wary eyes traveling from his affianced to Sadie and then back to Bethany. “Her grandmother is sick,” he explained.
“Yeah, cancer.” Sadie nodded, her lips automatically pursing into a frown. “She’s … okay, I guess. It’s hard to tell with her sometimes. She never complains.”
“Oh.” Bethany reached out her hands to Sadie, who did the same on instinct. “I’m so sorry. My grandmother was my best friend, and she passed away from cancer two years ago.” She squeezed Sadie’s hands with honest concern in her eyes that made Sadie itch with discomfort.
“Thank you,” she said, trying and failing not to like her. Stunning and nice. Damn it all, she thought.
“I hate to be rude, but speaking of Gigi, we better get back,” Anne interrupted before Sadie was forced to think of another response.
“I hope I see you again,” Bethany said with a smile, her hair wafting cardamom like a spicy wave of welcome.
“Hard not to in a town like this,” Sadie told her, and they smiled at each other.
Jake looked back over his shoulder at Sadie as they walked away. This would be the new normal. Stolen glances and hidden memories, secret desire and guilt bitter as bile.
Anne was suspiciously quiet as they loaded everything into the car. The ominous sky reflected Sadie’s mood. The wind tasted bitter and whispered of the changes on the horizon. Sadie shivered.
Things were picking up. And she didn’t like it one bit. Her emotions were in a swirl, and her brain couldn’t decide which problem to worry about. Just as she shut the trunk, a clap of thunder resounded through the sky. Storms like this always messed with her magic.
“Should I ask?” Anne asked, interrupting her thoughts.
“No point.” Sadie sighed.
And surprisingly, Anne didn’t say anything else—just reached over and squeezed Sadie’s hand.
“What was she like?” Sadie asked, feeling it was safe to ask in the quiet space of the car, the hum of the old engine cutting through her words. She knew Anne would know whom she meant without clarifying.
“As Mom would say, ‘wild as a march hare.’” Anne laughed. “She was a pain in my ass, I’ll say that. We had some good times, but she had her own friends. There was drugs and drinking, and I was too straightlaced for that. Always afraid of getting in trouble. But not Florence. Trouble followed her wherever she went.”
They were quiet the rest of the way home, Sadie turning the words over in her mind. Her mother. The one she knew almost nothing about. Who would, according to Gigi, someday make her way back. Soon.
They ate dinner in the living room that night since Gigi was in too much pain to sit at the table. She tried to balk, but none of them would hear it.
The next week passed in a blur.
On Sunday, Sadie refused to go to church, but Gigi put her foot down.
“I won’t have you hanging around here wasting your life with some doddery old fool. I know they’re having a potluck today after service, and you’re supposed to bring something. You always do. So, go. And take the rest of this gaggle with you. Give me some peace. Gail has the café today, but tomorrow your butt is going back to work, you hear me?”
In between preparations for getting ready, Sadie made thyme and sesame crackers to go with her garlic dill dip. Anyone eating them would find themselves a little more honest and open than they usually were. Normally, she’d bring sweet instead of savory. But time was short, and tempers were high.
All seven of them piled in Uncle Brian’s van and arrived just as worship was starting. There was only one row with enough seats together, and of course it had to be directly in front of Bethany and Jake. She tried to ignore his baritone voice and the way it burrowed into her bones, warming her.
During the greeting, Mr. and Mrs. Rodriguez came over, Sofía and Camilla trailing behind.
“Oh, mi querida!” Mrs. Rodriguez held out her hands to Sadie and squeezed them before pulling her into a hug. It was warm, and she smelled faintly of cinnamon, and Sadie wanted to sink into her forever. For all Raquel’s mock complaints about her family, Sadie had grown up envying her. Mrs. Rodriguez drew back, and Mr. Rodriguez pulled her in next.