He lowered his chin and started plating the food. My stomach rumbled from the aroma of garlic and tomatoes filling the kitchen, and my mouth watered. I might have been uncomfortable with the general situation, but that wasn’t going to stop me from going to town on my gnocchi.
Elliot placed my plate in front of me, and it held a lot more than gnocchi. There was thick garlic bread, eggplant parm, roasted green beans, and a salad on the side. I wasn’t even going to pretend to be dainty and not eat it all.
“This looks incredible.” And it was going to be demolished in minutes. “I’m going to dive in in about five seconds because feeding this girl has made me hungrier than I’ve ever been in my life.”
I gave him a sidelong glance as he took the seat beside mine. The strength of his frown had dwindled.
“Please, dig in. You deserve a nice meal, and I’m sure Josephine will thank you later for it.”
I snorted a soft laugh. “Do you think my milk will be richer from this food than PBJs?”
He tilted his head toward my plate. “It’s worth a shot.”
I smiled at him for a split second before turning all my attention to my food. Well, most of it. Joey was in one arm, so I had to be careful not to drop anything on her head. Poor thing had been glopped with jelly more than once, but luckily, she forgave me.
Elliot tapped my arm. “Here. Let me hold her while you eat.”
I paused, my garlic bread halfway to my mouth. “What? No. You need to eat too.”
He held out his hands, insistent. “I’m fine, and I have a feeling you’ll clean your plate pretty quickly anyway. Give her to me.”
He didn’t really wait for me to hand her over, scooping her out of my arms like he was a professional. Elliot was good at everything I’d seen him do, and now I could add “holding my newborn daughter” to the list.
“Thank you,” I rasped, my throat clogged with emotion. “She gets a little fussy in the evening. I haven’t been able to eat dinner with both hands in a long time.”
Supporting the back of her head in his wide palm, he held her on his arm so he could peer down at her.
“You don’t look fussy to me,” he said to Joey in his usual tone. “You do move a lot, though. I remember you in your mom’s tummy. You were rolling like an alligator.”
She kicked her legs and stared up at him like she did her best friend, the ceiling fan. Her big milk-chocolate eyes were fascinated, locked on Elliot and hardly blinking.
I swallowed my bite of garlic bread and wiped my mouth. “You’re good at holding babies. Have you been around many?”
“This is my first one.” He dragged his fingertip along her cheek. “I did some reading on the subject.”
From anyone else, that would have sounded silly, but I knew this man. Elliot Levy didn’t do anything unless he knew every angle before going in. When I thought about it, it didn’t surprise me in the least that he’d researched how to hold a newborn.
“What else did you learn? Maybe you can teach me something since all my knowledge comes from trial and error.”
He hmphed. “I doubt you weren’t prepared for her. You might not do research the way I do, but I saw the bassinet and car seat. They have the highest safety ratings and most customer satisfaction. It isn’t a coincidence you chose those.”
I swallowed my eggplant parm. “It isn’t. I can shop with the best of them. It’s the taking care of an infant and raising her to be a healthy, happy, functioning human being I doubt myself on.”
“Hmmm. I don’t know.” He swayed Joey back and forth. “She looks pretty good to me.”
“I had her living in a hovel.”
He shot me a pointed look. “She had floors, Catherine.”
I exhaled, tension flowing out with my heavy breath. “Yeah. She did have that, Elliot.”
Joey went to sleep easy for me. For once, my arms and shoulders weren’t tight with tension. Maybe she felt it and relaxed too. Whatever the reason, she passed out after I fed her and was snug in her bassinet for her first night in her new, temporary home.
Elliot appeared in the open doorway just as I was about to sit down on my bed to examine my foot. He waved me over, so I grabbed the baby monitor and went to him.
“I noticed you were still limping after dinner,” he whispered. “Let me check out your foot.”
“Do you have bandages?”
“In my bathroom.”
I followed him down the hall and into his bedroom, which had the same layout as mine. The design was chic and unfussy like the rest of the house, but there were small details that made this room appear just a little more lived-in than the rest.