“Boring is good,” I told her.
“I think I need to get me one of those younger lovers.”
I choked on a laugh as I retrieved my mail from my PO box. “Sounds like a good plan to me. Let me know how that goes for you.”
“Oh, I will. In great detail.”
I sent her another wave and headed back to my car. I quickly flipped through my mail as I went and began opening things. Electric bill. A notice from Cady’s school about a play. There was one envelope with no return address.
I tore it open and tugged free a piece of paper. My blood went cold as I took in the scrawl.
You think you can take her from me? You’re going to pay. In blood.
10
ASPEN
“You sure you’re all right?” the mechanic asked as he scrubbed a hand over his salt-and-pepper beard.
I forced my smile wider. “Just a little too much coffee this morning.”
It was the only reason I could think of for why my hands were trembling and how I’d jumped sky-high when one of the other mechanics dropped a wrench.
Jim chuckled. “I know how that is. I gotta make sure I have me a good breakfast with protein, fat, and slow-burning carbs before I hit the caffeine.”
“I’ll have to remember that next time.” I cast a look over my shoulder and out to the street. As if someone would be wearing a sign that read: John sent me.
A chill skated over my skin. It had to be him. The handwriting was too familiar. The postmark. My mouth went dry. A part of me wanted to head right over to the school, pick up Cady, and run fast and far.
“Aspen?”
Jim’s voice cut into my panic, and I whirled back around. “Sorry. What’d you say?”
Concern lined his face, but he didn’t give it voice. “It’s gonna take me a bit to troubleshoot this baby. It looks like you’ve got a few things going on right now.”
A heavy weight settled on my shoulders. So much for running. Not to mention the snow still covering the higher passes.
“Gotta get some new tires, too. These are bald as my pop. Don’t want you gettin’ in an accident with that precious cargo.”
My eyes burned, and my nose stung as I mentally calculated how much this might cost. How much I had in savings, which was hardly anything. And where I could make cuts.
I swallowed the building panic. “I might have to do the work in phases.”
Empathy washed over Jim’s face. “Don’t you worry. We’ll get it figured out one way or another.”
A mixture of shame and warmth washed through me. That right there was why I didn’t want to leave Cedar Ridge. There was a kindness in the people here that I’d never experienced before. Sure, not all of them were sunshine and roses. But the vast majority? They cared about the people around them.
“Thank you. Can you call when you have an estimate?”
“You know I will. Have a good day. And I wouldn’t hate it if you brought me back one of those bakery treats if you got some leftover.”
My mouth curved, the first honest tip of my lips since I’d opened that damned letter. “You got it. Any requests?”
Jim tapped his lips with a stained finger. “I’m partial to those double chocolate muffins.”
My smile widened. “Those are Cady’s favorite, too. She helped me taste test to get the recipe right.”
“Knew I liked that girl of yours.”
I laughed. “Two peas in a pod.” I glanced at my watch. “I gotta run, or I’ll have an angry cook on my hands.”
“Don’t want that. You have a good day now.”
“You, too.”
I hurried out of the repair shop and into the blistering cold. My hand slipped beneath my jacket and flannel shirt, finding the puckered skin there. The reminder that I’d made it through before and I’d do it again.
I shoved the memories down and walked toward the street. Most of the snow had melted, but it was still freezing. I picked up my pace. The Brew’s cook, Zeke, would be mad as hell if I didn’t hurry up. He opened for me so I could get Cady to school in the mornings, but he wasn’t all that fond of people—so similar to the man who’d been haunting my thoughts lately.
I shoved images of Roan out of my mind and jogged across the street. It was early enough that the sidewalks and shops were quiet. But as I reached The Brew, I saw a few cars parked out front. I recognized most of them, but there were one or two I wasn’t sure of.
The bell over the door tinkled as I walked inside, and the blast of warmth that hit me was a welcome respite from the bitter cold.