Her voice was casual as she spoke of such strangeness. Lore had only ever said these things to Val and Mari, when she told them what she was after she raised Cedric. She’d always thought she’d never be able to find the words again, but they came out of her so easily.
The Sun Prince narrowed his eyes, but he didn’t accuse her of lying again. “So they’re still doing what the Tracts say?” The question came out guarded. “Watching to make sure Nyxara doesn’t rise?”
“They have a Compendium. They read from the same Tracts the Presque Mort do. They follow the Church’s laws.” Despite herself, anger began its slow burn at the bottom of her stomach. “The Buried Watch was given the worst task possible, sent down to live in the dark, and when their leader predictably went mad from it—from being locked underground next to a goddess’s tomb—the Church decided it had incorrectly interpreted the Tracts, and killed them.”
Her hair was sticky and wet, clinging to her forehead. Lore reached up to push it away, and didn’t realize she’d used her scarred hand until Bastian grabbed it.
She jerked back on instinct—the scar was unusual, but not to the point where she’d felt the need to hide it. At least, not until now. But Bastian held her fast, using his other hand to uncurl her fingers so he could get a good look.
Slowly, he opened his hand next to her own.
A sun. Well, half a sun—carved into the top part of his palm, the edges still fresh and red, only beginning to scab. A half circle arced from just below his smallest finger to his thumb, the short lines of rays cut up to his first knuckle. If they’d pressed their palms together, the upside-down crescent of her moon would fit perfectly as the completed curve of his sun.
She thought of his Consecration, when Anton had taken the knife and carved into his nephew, how everyone watching had seemed shocked.
“That’s some coincidence, isn’t it?” Bastian murmured.
Lore snatched back her hand.
“Is this how they gave you the ability to channel Mortem?” he asked. “Or was it just a bit of unhinged pageantry, like mine? Anton does love to make things dramatic.”
“The Sisters didn’t give me the ability to channel,” Lore said. “I was born with it. I don’t know how, and I don’t think they do, either.”
They’d never offered her any kind of explanation, at least. Only sidelong looks and whispers.
Bastian frowned at her like a particularly difficult cipher. As if the answers she’d given him only served to make more questions.
And Bleeding God, she’d given him all the answers. The Sun Prince of Auverraine knew the truth about her, a truth that she’d never offered to anyone but Val and Mari. And she’d told Bastian even more than that—she’d never told her adoptive mothers that she was a born Mortem channeler, that she hadn’t come by her power in the usual way.
“Come on,” Bastian said finally, moving away. “Time to be getting back, especially if you want to see the vaults before the sun comes up.”
If he wasn’t going to talk further about her childhood, she wasn’t, either. “We have to find Gabriel first.”
“Remaut can take care of himself.” Bastian was nearly at the mouth of the alley; with a frustrated growl, Lore hurried to catch up. “And if we go back to the ring, you’re likely to run into your former paramour again. I assume that’s a conversation you want to avoid, since you were spying on him, too.” He glanced at her over his shoulder, as if he anticipated her shocked look. “Michal is smarter than you gave him credit for; he knew your game from very early on. He told me all about it when I came down here the other night, after the masquerade. I think he would’ve forgiven you, had you not turned out to be a necromancer as well as a spy.”
She tried not to let that sting. “Do you ever sleep?”
“No rest for the wicked, dearest.”
Gas lamps glowed on the street corners, casting coronas of sunset-colored light. Now that the threat of imminent death had passed, Lore’s thoughts expanded again, covering more than just survival instinct. She frowned at Bastian’s back. “You thought I was an assassin.”
“Seemed a likely scenario.”
“But you knew I was answering to your father. So you think—”
“Yes, Lore, I think my father might be trying to kill me.”
“Because he thinks you’re working with Kirythea.”
“No, actually,” he said, his shoulders still bare and going tight. “In fact, I can nearly assure you that my father knows that’s bullshit.”