Maybe Once, Maybe Twice(107)



I felt Asher’s hand on my chin, lifting my face back up to his. He took another step forward, now only inches from me.

“I want you. I want you, and everything that comes with wanting you,” he said, with eyes unwavering on me.

I swallowed hard with my face in his hand, my heart already belonging to him.

“Here’s the deal,” I said, tears streaming down my cheeks. “Don’t you dare kiss me—not unless you plan on kissing me forever.”

Asher’s hand left my face with his eyes locked on mine. A smile softened his strong jaw, and he tugged at the lapel of my jacket, pulling me into a deep kiss that lit fireworks all around us. After a long while, Asher stepped back and set his hand on my wet cheek, the other moving a stray curl from my eyes. He looked at me like he wanted to take me home and build a life together. I closed my hand around his and squeezed hard, letting him know that I wanted to do the same.

And so, we did.




DIFFERENT SKIES

Sun-kissed shore on the other side of the sea Bet those copper eyes miss me

Are you holding someone else the same

Will we do this again one day

Do you remember the taste of salt air on my spine Tears in your eyes when I sang “Strawberry Wine”

Where were you standing when you unbecame mine I’d float across the ocean just to share that same sky City streets on the other side of the sea

All these bodies, nobody knows me

Grow up, but please don’t change

I need us to do this again one day

Do you remember the taste of salt air on my spine Tears in your eyes when I sang “Strawberry Wine”

Where were you standing when you unbecame mine I’d float across the ocean just to share that same sky Those summers were supposed to be the start The “what-if” splits me apart

I’ll grow old with you somehow some way

Or I’ll miss you till my dying day

I fell into stars

Now I’m covered in scars

I fell into you

Now I’m dark blue

We had it all

Was it worth the fall

Do you remember the taste of salt air on my spine Tears in your eyes when I sang “Strawberry Wine”

Where were you standing when you unbecame mine I’d float across the ocean just to share that same sky ACROSS THE ROOM

Blue eyes like the tide

Winning hand in your pocket

You’re too afraid to let it show

Aren’t you tired of “we’ll never know”

Your gaze scans across the room, finds mine I’ve been here the whole time

Sunburnt souls on the shoreline

We climb past the sky

Drown in limelight

Take the house, let’s just try

My eyes wild for you

With words caged behind my face

I leave the stage with ’em unsaid

Aren’t I tired of trying again and again

Your gaze scans across the room, finds mine I’ve been here the whole time

Sunburnt souls on the shoreline

We climb past the sky

Drown in limelight

Take the house, let’s just try

We could fit like the fairy tale

But you’re growing out of Us before we can try Us on Don’t walk someone else’s line

Take me back to the “Once Upon a” time

Before this magic wand hits you like a hired gun ’Cause I can see us dancing through the years When someone else’s dream outruns its run

Come to me undone

Sick of this daydream

Tired of opening my eyes

Show me yours

I’ll show you mine

LET’S LIE

Brush stroke, blank slate

Our time is due

Right there, right now, burning red and deep blue Paint me anew, inside this room

Don’t wipe our slates clean

I quite like this hue

Let’s lie, me and you, like new lovers do

Silk shirt, sweat-soaked

Dancing with you

Right there, right now, our bodies unglued

Paint me anew, inside this room

Don’t wipe our slates clean

I quite like this hue

Let’s lie, me and you, like new lovers do

Your lips, my throat

Don’t think it through

Right there, right now holding me like a muse Paint me anew, inside this room

Don’t wipe our slates clean I quite like this hue

Let’s lie, me and you, like new lovers do

Is loving you more worth the fight

Don’t answer tonight

You’re a big-picture guy scared of a varnished lifetime Are we worth the fight

Don’t answer tonight

Are we worth the fight

Tell me a lie painted white

Just for tonight

Just for tonight

Paint me anew, inside my room

Don’t wipe our slates clean

Our bodies in bloom

Let’s lie to ourselves like new lovers do

UP NORTH

I shake myself awake inside a jet-black space Hug my shoulders just to pretend you’re here Memories shoot through me

A silver lining in a barren atmosphere

Come bring me light

You can steal my night

If you’re not a fighter, then take flight

I close my eyes, play us back real slow

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