The Housekeepers
Alex Hay
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Friday, June 2, 1905
Park Lane, London
Mrs. King laid out all the knives on the kitchen table. She didn’t do it to frighten Mr. Shepherd, although she knew he would be frightened, but just to make the point. She kept good knives. She took excellent care of them. This was her kitchen.
They had scrubbed the room to within an inch of its life, as if to prevent contamination. The tabletop was still damp. She could feel the house straining, a mountain of marble and iron and glass, pipes shuddering overhead.
She reckoned she had twenty minutes until they threw her out. Madam was awake and on the prowl, up in the vast ivory stillness of the bedroom floor, and they were already late with breakfast. It was important that Mrs. King didn’t waste time. Or endanger anyone else. She didn’t care what they did to her—she was past caring about that—but troubles had a way of multiplying, sending out tendrils, catching other people. She moved fast, going from drawer to drawer, checking, rummaging. She was looking for a wrinkle in things, a missing piece, something out of place. But everything was in perfect order.
Too perfect, she thought, skin prickling.
A shadow fell across the wall.
“I’ll need your keys, please, Mrs. King.”
She could smell Mr. Shepherd standing behind her. It was the odor that came off his skin, the fried-up scent of grease and gentleman’s musk.
Breathe, she told herself. She turned to face him.
He made an excellent butler. But he’d have done even better as a priest. He had that air about him, so tremendously pious. He stared at her, feasting his eyes on her, loving every minute of this.
“Good morning, Mr. Shepherd,” she said, voice smooth, same as every morning.
Mrs. King’s rule was: choose your first move wisely, and you could steer things any way you liked. Choose it badly, and you’d get boxed into a corner, pummeled to pulp. Mr. Shepherd pursed his lips. He had a strange mouth, a nasty little rosebud.
“Keys,” he said, holding out his hand.
Straight to business, then. She circled him, making her approach. She wanted to capture a picture of his face in her mind. It would be very helpful later, once things were properly underway. It would give her all the encouragement she needed.
“I’m still doing my rounds, Mr. Shepherd,” she said.
He took a tiny step back, to preserve the distance between them. “No need for that now, Mrs. King,” he said, eyeing the door.
The other servants were eavesdropping in the kitchen passage. She could feel them, folded just out of sight, contained in the shadows. She placed them like chess pieces in her mind. The chauffeur and the groomsman in the yard, the housemaids on the back stairs. Cook in the pantry, entirely agitated, twisting her handkerchief into indignant knots. William, sequestered in Mr. Shepherd’s office, under close guard. Alice Parker upstairs, keeping well out of trouble. Each of them watching the clock. The entire house was waiting, motion suspended.
“I never leave my work half-finished, Mr. Shepherd,” she said as she slid around him. “You know that.”
And she made for the door.
She saw figures scattering, ducking into pantries and offices. Her boots echoed hard on the flagstones. She felt the cold, damp breeze coming down from the back stairs and wondered: Will I miss it? The chill. The unforgiving scent of carbolic on the air. It wasn’t nice, not at all, but it was familiar. It was funny how you got used to things after so much time. Frightening, even.
Mr. Shepherd followed her. He was like an eel, heavy and vicious, and he moved fast when he wanted to.
“Mrs. King,” he called, “we saw you in the gentlemen’s quarters last night.”
“I know,” said Mrs. King over her shoulder.
A steep staircase ran from the kitchen passage up to the front hall. She kept her eyes fixed on the green baize door at the top. It was a partition between worlds. On the other side the air thinned and the light became frosted around the edges. “Don’t go up there,” called Shepherd.
Mrs. King didn’t care for this. Being ordered about by Shepherd made the inside of her nose itch. “I’ve things to check,” she said.
He continued to follow, sending a tremor through the staircase.
Come on, thought Mrs. King, chase me.
“You stay right here,” he said, reaching to pull her back.
She stopped on the staircase. She wouldn’t run from Shepherd.
He got her by the wrist, his stubby fingers pressing into her veins. His breath smelled stale, but she didn’t recoil. She did the thing he hated most. Looked him straight in the eye.
He said, “What were you doing last night, Mrs. King?”
Shepherd had begun balding over the years, and all he had left were scrubby little hairs dotted right across his brow. Yet still he slicked them with oil. No doubt he waxed them every morning, one by one.
“Perhaps I was sleepwalking.”
“Perhaps?”
“Yes, perhaps.”
Mr. Shepherd loosened his grip slightly. She saw him calculating. “Well. That might change things. I could explain that to Madam.”
“But, then again,” she said, “perhaps I was wide-awake.”
Mr. Shepherd pressed her wrist to the banister. “Keys, Mrs. King.”
She peered up at the green baize door. The house loomed over her, vast and unreachable. The answer she needed was up there. She knew it. Hidden, or sliced into bits, but there. Somewhere. Waiting to be found.