Till Summer Do Us Part(73)

“Because that thing was made in the seventies and shouldn’t be around anymore. Tents are easier now. Some of them you just blow with air and it’s up.”

“Blow it with air and it’s up. You heard that, right?”

He turns to look at me. “I think sleeping in that cabin is making you perverted. Good thing you’re getting some fresh air tonight.”

“Good thing,” she says. “Who knows what I might have said if I stayed in there another night.”

“For real, you might start asking where the titty tassels are so you can perform.”

“Is that actually attractive? Like, do people really like that? Swinging tassels from a breast?”

“I mean, they have to be somewhat popular if they’re still something. For me personally, I’d prefer to just have nipples in my face. They don’t need to be covered up.”

“Just pierced…right?” I tease.

He chuckles. “Listen, I was with a girl once who had pierced nipples, and they were just as much of a treat for me as they were for her.”

“Really?”

He nods and stokes the fire in front of him with a stick. “She loved them, and she loved when I played with them. We’re talking feral behavior. And hell, they were nice. She had great tits too, so they worked well on her.”

I don’t know why I feel a little awkward with him talking about someone else’s boobs, but I do.

“Is that, uh, something you look for in a woman? Piercings?”

“Nah, that’s a superficial requirement. If she has piercings, that’s just a pleasant surprise. I wouldn’t fuck someone just because of that.”

“Oh, you, uh, you wouldn’t?”

He shakes his head. “Now, I’m not saying that I haven’t made a mistake here or there, but for the most part, before I fuck someone, I have to have a connection with them, you know? Can’t really go after the empty vase. The woman needs some substance to her.”

“You don’t find a man who says that very often.”

He shrugs. “I’m not like every other man.”

That’s for certain. I’ve come to find that out very quickly. In fact, their parents did a great job raising their boys. It stands to reason that Wilder would be as good a man as his brother.

“What about you?”

“Oh, um, I’ve only ever been with my ex, Matt.”

He turns. “Wait, really?”

I nod. “Yup. Just him. We met in college. That’s when I lost my virginity, and yup, I’ve only ever known sex with him.”

“That’s…kind of sweet in a way.”

“Would have been if we didn’t end up getting a divorce. Now I’m a twenty-nine-year-old who has only ever slept with one man. I mean…what if I do it wrong?”

“Probably not the case.”

“Could be the case, as things definitely petered out toward the end of the marriage.”

“That doesn’t mean you were doing it wrong,” he says. “That just means that you two weren’t compatible anymore. Having compatibility with your partner is really important. Without compatibility, there’s no urgency to want to fuck each other.”

“Yeah, there was no urgency at all. He barely even looked at me in the final months of our marriage. He was more invested in his online gaming than in me.”

“Sad,” he says. “Because you’re far more fascinating than any online game.” My cheeks heat up as he turns to look at me. When those light gray eyes connect with mine, he says, “His fucking loss, another man’s gain.” Then he stands from the ground and stretches out before dusting his butt off. “Okay, I think it’s time for bed.”

“Yeah, sure,” I say, unsure what to do with myself after that comment.

“I think I saw a toiletry bag in the bin.” He rifles around and then pulls out a bag. “Yup. Here’s a toothbrush and some toothpaste. Oh, and some biodegradable toilet paper and hand sanitizer. I can get the sleeping bags set up while you take care of business.”

“Thanks,” I say.

He points to a large tree and says, “That might be a good spot. Take a bottle of water with you.”

Not comfortable with this at all, I walk over to the tree, and before I can even consider starting to get ready, he jogs after me with a flashlight.

“Hold on. Let me check and see if there is any poison ivy. Squatting over that would not be fun.” He checks around the tree and then nods. “You’re good. Do you want to keep this flashlight so you can see better?”

“Yeah, that would be great. Thanks.”

“Holler if you need anything.”

He jogs off, and for a second, I watch him. Never would I have imagined that the man I met on the street that one Friday morning would turn out to be so kind…thoughtful…caring. The way he uses his words makes me feel important, validated. His attitude toward the whole camp, so positive compared to what I was living with for so long. Matt was always negative, always complaining about something. It…it took a toll on me. So being around Wilder feels like a breath of fresh air.

Awkwardly, I take care of business, hating every second of it. I’m so not an outdoorsy girl. And because I was so scared of peeing all over my only pair of clothes, I took my underwear and pants off, peed, and then slipped everything else back on. I will dehydrate myself before I have to do that again. Mark my words.