“I’ve just had a look at your stuff, and I’m impressed—and I don’t say that lightly. Now look, I’m running a course here in Edinburgh this autumn. The places are all full, but I’m willing to make an exception—partly because Max is a friend of mine, but mostly because I see talent, and from what Max has told me you are currently wasting said talent, which is a downright shame.”
“I’m not—” Josie tried to protest, but he stopped her.
“Let me finish. This would be a chance to develop that talent, to focus on your work exclusively. It starts in two weeks and runs until Christmas. At the end of it there’s a student exhibition, which gives you the chance to showcase your work—we invite people in the industry, that kind of thing. There are no scholarships available, but I can offer some funding—enough to make a substantial difference, I’d say.”
Josie halted in her tracks, and Bia came to a stop too, now wearing a little frown as she tried to figure it out. Josie let out a slow breath. It was all a bit sudden, and she wasn’t sure what to think of it. When she’d emailed him she was more expecting him to suggest a few competitions, that kind of thing. But to dedicate herself fully to a course…Could she really just up and move to Edinburgh? Commit to studying for the rest of the year, without any guarantee that it would lead to something? It seemed a little reckless, really, and more the type of thing she’d expect from Bia, she thought, glancing at her. “I’m not sure, I…I need to think about it.”
“All right, but think quickly. If I don’t hear by the end of the week, I’ll presume it’s a no. Have a good evening, and hope to hear from you soon.” Josie kept the phone to her ear even after he’d hung up, staring at Bia, a little dumbfounded.
“What was that about?” Bia asked.
Josie filled Bia in on the way to the Auld Keep, where the last dinner of the weekend was being held. Predictably, Bia thought it was a wonderful idea and didn’t see the problem with how Josie would make it work financially, simply shrugging and saying, “You’ll figure it out.” Josie was a little relieved when they got to the keep, which somehow felt older than the rest of the castle, because it meant there was an excuse to stop talking about it.
They made their way to the Stag Chamber, where there was a stag head on one of the walls—hence the name, Josie supposed—though she tried not to look at the slightly glassy eyes. She’d never really appreciated the tradition of displaying heads of dead animals, once living, soulful things being displayed as nothing more than prizes, though she supposed it did add to the authentic feel of the place. As did the original stone walls, and she couldn’t help sneakily running a hand along one. It felt rough to the touch and somehow colder than the rest of the room. There was a vaulted ceiling, which curved above them, making it easy to imagine the room when empty, being imprisoned here perhaps, cobwebs in the corners and the steady drip of water leaking onto stone—the type of place where you could be left and forgotten about.
There were two rectangular tables on either side of the room, draped in black with a purple cloth running along the middle of them, with a smaller table at the top to join the two, where Laura and John would no doubt sit. There was a display of candlesticks on the tables, already lit, and lamps on the far wall that had been made to look like live torches, which combined gave the room a flickering glow.
Josie clocked Erin, nodding to her, as she and Bia made their way over to a table full of drinks, including actual mead, to help themselves. She couldn’t see Max there, and tried to ignore the slight twist in her stomach. Maybe that was a good thing, she told herself. Maybe it was better if, after the coffee shop experience, she didn’t see him again this weekend. And lots of people had gone home by now, unable or unwilling to take the extra day off work—including Stuart, according to Bia, and Jess and Tom, who had made their way back to London this morning. Jess had sent Josie a message saying that they must all meet for lunch when Josie was next in London, though Josie had no doubt that at least six months would pass before she saw either of them again. Dinner was therefore a smaller, more intimate affair, with seating for around thirty or so, the people left either close family or those who wanted to make a long weekend out of it. Josie had said she’d stay, because what did she have to go back for? Answering phones at a temp reception job, or else discussing the redecorating with Helen. And, of course, she’d wanted to be there for Laura.