“With my mating announcement, we will have a media frenzy. The ceremony and party will be a high-profile event. Royals and dignitaries will attend, along with Ephraim’s retinue.”
Pollux straightened at that, delight in his bruised eyes. Celestina leveled that cold stare at him again. “I hope that with the Hind coming to visit, you will refrain from behaving as you did last night.”
Baxian snorted. “Never stopped him before.”
Pollux bared his teeth again, but Celestina went on, “Hunt, I’d like a word with you. The rest of you are dismissed.” Hunt froze, but said nothing as the others filed out. Isaiah and Naomi gave him warning looks before shutting the doors behind them.
Alone with his Archangel, Hunt forced himself to breathe. To keep steady.
She was going to rip into him for not controlling Baxian last night. For not being there to stop him from brawling, even if he’d been given no order to watch over him at all hours of the day. The punishment was coming, he could sense it—
“The Autumn King informed me of Miss Quinlan’s engagement to Crown Prince Cormac of Avallen,” Celestina said.
Hunt blinked.
She continued, “I was hoping you could provide insight into the situation, considering that they will be expected to attend my mating celebration together.”
He hadn’t thought of that. That this would even be something to discuss. And after what they’d done last night … Could he stomach it, seeing her in the arms of another male, even if it was just pretend?
“It’s an arranged marriage,” Hunt said. “Their fathers insist.”
“I’d assumed so.” Celestina’s mouth tightened. “I’m curious how you are feeling. You and Miss Quinlan are close.”
“Yeah. We are.” Hunt rubbed his neck. “We’re dealing with it day by day,” he admitted.
Celestina studied him, and Hunt made himself hold her gaze. Found nothing but … consideration and worry there. “You are exactly as I thought you’d be.”
Hunt arched a brow.
Celestina’s eyes fell to her hands, fingers twisting. “Shahar was my friend, you know. My dearest friend. We kept it quiet. The Asteri wouldn’t have approved. Shahar was already defying them in small ways when she and I became close, and she thought they would see our friendship as an alliance and try to … stop it.”
Hunt’s heart stumbled. “She never said anything.”
“Our correspondence over the years was covert. And when you rebelled … I had nothing to offer her. My legion in Nena is—was—an extension of the Asteri’s forces.”
“You could have offered your own power.” Fuck, one more Archangel fighting with them that day—
“I have lived with the consequences of my choice since then,” Celestina said.
“Why are you telling me this?”
“Because I heard the whispers that you did what I had longed to do since I learned about Shahar’s death at Sandriel’s hands. What I longed to do every time I had to sit in the Asteri’s council room and listen to Sandriel spit on her sister’s memory.”
Holy shit.
“And I would like to apologize for my failure to extract you from the masters who held you in the years after Shahar fell.”
“That’s not your fault.”
“I tried—but it wasn’t enough.”
Hunt’s brows bunched. “What?”
She set her hands on the desk. Interlaced her fingers. “I amassed funds to … purchase you, but the Asteri denied me. I tried three times. I had to stop a century ago—it would have raised suspicions had I continued.”
She had sympathized with the Fallen. With his cause. “All for Shahar?”
“I couldn’t let someone she cared for rot away like that. I wish …” She blew out a breath. “I wish they’d let me buy you. So many things might be different now.”
It could all be a lie. A lovely, clever lie to get him to trust her. If she’d sympathized with the Fallen, did she share the same sentiments about the Ophion rebels? If he told her all that was brewing in this city, would she damn them or help them?
“The doubt in your eyes shames me.” For all the world, she sounded like she meant it.
“I just find it hard to believe that during all the shit I went through, someone was out there, trying to help me.”
“I understand. But perhaps I might atone for my failures now. I’d like us to be … friends.”