I cared about her because I liked her. I liked her passion for the Shakespeare Society. I liked the way she’d get excited about things that didn’t matter very much, like rugs or plays or college marriage. I liked the way she’d always genuinely wanted to help me, even though she’d never actually known the right thing to say or do and had given much worse advice than I’d initially realised.
I thought that she was a good person, and I liked having her in my life.
And I was starting to realise that it was unfathomable to Rooney that someone could feel that way about her.
I was woken up again two hours later by the sound of Rooney’s phone ringing.
We both ignored it.
When it rang the second time, I sat up and put my glasses on.
‘Your phone’s ringing,’ I said, my voice croaky from sleep.
Rooney had not moved. She just made a grunting noise.
I rolled out of bed and stumbled over to where Rooney’s phone was on charge on her bedside table, and looked at the caller ID.
It read: Beth
I stared at it. I felt like I should know who this was, somehow, like I’d seen the name before somewhere.
And then I realised that it was the name of a person half a metre in front of me, in the only photo Rooney had put up on the wall next to her bed. A photo that was a little crumpled from all the times it had fallen off the wall and been trodden on.
The photo of thirteen-year-old Rooney and her best friend from school. Mermaid-hair Beth.
I swiped to answer the call.
‘Hello?’
‘Hi?’ said the voice. Beth. Was this Beth? The girl in the photo with dyed red hair and freckles?
Did she and Rooney still talk to each other? Maybe Rooney did have other friends who checked in with her, I just didn’t know about them.
And then Beth said, ‘I got some missed calls from this number last night and I just wanted to check who this was, in case it’s an emergency or something.’
I felt my mouth drop open.
She didn’t even have Rooney’s number saved.
‘Um –’ I found myself talking. ‘Sorry – this actually isn’t my phone. This is Rooney Bach’s phone.’
There was a pause.
‘Rooney Bach?’
‘Uh, yeah. I’m her uni roommate. She … she was pretty drunk last night, so … maybe she drunk-called you?’
‘Yeah, I guess … sorry, this is really weird. I haven’t seen her for … God, it must be like five years. I don’t know why she even still has my number saved.’
I stared at the photo on the wall.
‘You don’t still talk to her?’ I asked.
‘Uh, no. She moved schools when we were in Year Nine and we didn’t really keep in contact after that.’
Rooney had lied. Or … had she? She’d told me Beth was her friend. Maybe that had been true when she was younger. But it wasn’t now.
Why did Rooney have a photo of a friend she hadn’t spoken to for five years on her wall?
‘How is she?’ asked Beth.
‘She’s …’ I blinked. ‘She’s OK. She’s good.’
‘That’s good. Is she still into theatre?’
I didn’t know why, but I felt like I was going to cry.
‘Yeah,’ I said. ‘Yeah, she is. She loves theatre.’
‘Aw. That’s nice. She always said she wanted to be a director, or something.’
‘You should – you should message her sometime,’ I said, trying to swallow the lump in my throat. ‘I think she’d like a catch-up.’
‘Yeah,’ said Beth. ‘Yeah, maybe I will. That’d be nice.’
I hoped she would. I desperately hoped she would.
‘Well … I’ll hang up then, as this isn’t an emergency or anything. I’m glad Rooney’s doing well.’
‘OK,’ I said, and Beth ended the call.
I put down Rooney’s phone. Rooney herself hadn’t moved. All I could see of her was the back of her head, her ponytail falling out, and the rest of her covered up by her floral duvet.
What I’d thought was a mask was actually a wall. Rooney had a solid brick wall round some part of her that nobody was allowed to know.
She’d spent the year knocking my own wall into pieces. I deserved a chance at doing the same to her.
So I called an emergency meeting of the Shakespeare Society.
We were going to get Pip back. And Rooney was going to help, whether she liked it or not.
It was a Saturday, and we agreed to go out for mid-morning coffee. Jason had an early rowing practice, Sunil had an orchestra rehearsal, and Rooney would not get out of bed until I slapped her on the back of the head with her aqua rug, but somehow we all made it to Vennels Café by eleven o’clock. I finally knew what Vennels was.