“I’m not worried,” said Hattie. “In fact, it’s time someone offered for me, because Mina will shamelessly lord her elevated position over me at every opportunity.” This had been troubling her more than she cared to admit.
“Are you certain this is what you want?” Catriona looked skeptical.
“It’s hardly a secret that I look forward to finding my knight in shining armor.”
“No, but I hadn’t realized you were in a hurry,” Catriona said, “and you had two risky adventures recently, which, if exposed, would have made the marriage mart look quite grim for you.”
Laid out like this, her behavior was indeed contradictory. She shifted on the upholstery, discomfited. “I intended no self-sabotage, not knowingly,” she said. “I even decided on a suitable candidate last week.”
“That’s … news?”
“It’s Lord Skeffington.”
Catriona’s brows arched high. “Lord Clotworthy Skeffington?”
“Yes. He’s titled, young, mild-mannered, handsome, and he’s an artist,” she enumerated. “He would understand my need to paint.”
Catriona was shaking her head, slowly, as if dazed. “He would own the rights to your work. He could forbid you to paint. His name is Clotworthy.”
“Annabelle is married,” Hattie said. “She still studies at Oxford.”
“Annabelle agreed to the match after the duke had publicly declared his support for women’s suffrage,” Catriona pointed out. “Do you know Skeffington’s politics?”
“He’s a peer,” Hattie said, avoiding her eyes, “so he’s a Tory.”
Catriona was quiet, in the way her whole body went quiet when she had opinions. Annoyingly, it gave her point more gravity than had she been lecturing out loud. There was no need for words in any case—Hattie could recite their suffrage chapter’s litany on the matter of marriage in her sleep: marrying was risky business. Coverture, an English common-law doctrine, demanded that a wife was subsumed in her husband’s legal persona. On paper, she ceased to exist as a person. Save for a few narrowly defined exceptions, she lost her right to own property, too. As a result, the right to vote, which was tied to property and rent qualifications, would elude a married woman unless the toothless Married Women’s Property Act was properly amended. Amend the Married Women’s Property Act had long been their battle cry, and she was currently contemplating treason.
She finished her éclair and washed it down with tepid tea. Sometimes, there were disadvantages to counting only suffragists and hermity scholars among her closest friends. Sometimes, she missed having a confidante who unreservedly shared her excitement for fabrics and fashion and art and who enjoyed chattering about attractive eligible bachelors. She used to have such friends, but they lived in London and Europe and were married now, and they found her a bit odd.
She glanced at her brooding friend, who sat wrapped in a tartan shawl despite summery temperatures. “Did I ever tell you that one of my first conscious memories is watching a cousin say her wedding vows in St. Paul’s?”
Catriona shook her head. “You didn’t.”
“Now I have forgotten which cousin, but I still remember the gown.” She closed her eyes. “A diamond-sprinkled ethereal cloud of lace and white taffeta silk,” she said. “It was otherworldly: the gown, the choral singing, the sky-high rib vaults of the old cathedral. And there was the victorious elation radiating from my mother and my aunts because the bride ‘had made a grand match.’ I was perhaps six years old, but I recall reveling in the women’s levity. It was as though their muscles had been tensed for years, and now they were finally at ease. This was the true beginning of my cousin’s life, and the time before was merely diligent, hopeful preparation. Oh, don’t look so alarmed—I was a girl, a young child. I know better now; I attend the same suffrage meetings as you, don’t I? I read the same letters from maltreated, unhappy wives; I understand the curse of coverture.”
Catriona raised a soothing hand. “All right.”
“It just occurs to me that my notions about marriage have been nurtured over a dozen years, and undoing such beliefs with factual evidence is impressively ineffective.”
Worse, the things one had learned early often felt instinctual, as unquestionable as the act of breathing, and the familiarity of them mattered rather than whether they were good or harmful.
“Most of the leaders of our movement are married,” she tried. “And I like the idea of being a wife, and of doing wifely things, such as embroidering his socks and braces. I wish to spend my life with a best friend. I can’t explain my feelings; I can only ask you to not think me feebleminded.”