At first, she dismissed these thoughts, knowing it was not good for Eilan to cling to her, nor for herself to be distracted. But as the days darkened, the other woman’s face appeared in her visions with a frequency she could not dismiss. Eilan had grave need of her, and it was perilous to ignore such messages.
At last came a morning when she woke with words ringing in her ears:
“Here we stand in darkness and under the shadow of death we call on Thee, O Mother, Sisters and more than Sisters…
And she knew that by oaths which she and Eilan had sworn together, not only as priestesses of the Sacred Grove, but from life to life before that, she was bound to go to her.
But it was not until two weeks before Samaine that she was able to arrange matters so that she could go back to the Forest House. One advantage of her position in the new temple, she thought, was that it was taken for granted that whatever she chose to do was well done; her every act was assumed to be directly inspired by the will of the Goddess, as Eilan’s was at Vernemeton. The drawback, of course, was that she was responsible for seeing that all her duties would be taken care of while she was gone.
A scant three days would bring her to Vernemeton. She would much rather have travelled in the simplicity of men’s clothing and afoot, but the temple was not yet ready for that; not this year at least. So she resigned herself to travelling with her formal litter and all the regalia of a priestess. An escort of two young priests went with her. They treated her with as much deference as if they had been her grandsons; which was not particularly surprising, Caillean thought, for both were young enough.
As they wound through the marshes below the Tor, it began to rain; Caillean knew that this would slow her progress, and fretted, but there was nothing to be done. It had been raining off and on since the Equinox, as if the heavens were weeping for the dead Emperor, and no one, however gifted with magic, had ever been able to control the British weather.
Two days’ journey brought them to Aquae Sulis, and from there a Roman road led northward to Glevum. To her surprise, it was in considerable disrepair; the recent rains had left it pitted and the stones all awry. There were great ruts in the gravel and she was glad they did not have to drive a chariot or even a farm cart with oxen over such a road.
She had almost fallen asleep when, from the depths of the forest which edged the road, a number of men came running, dirty and rough-looking, in tattered and filthy garments. Bacaudae, thought Caillean, a rabble of runaway slaves and criminals who plagued many parts of the Empire. She had heard of them, but never encountered any before. The unrest following the death of the Emperor must have encouraged them.
“Stand aside, fellows,” demanded one of her escort. “We bear a great priestess.”
“That ain’t nothing to us,” said one of the bandits, jeering. “What can she do? Throw fire at us, maybe? There’s a stall at every market with a juggler who can do that same trick.”
Caillean had indeed been regretting that there was no fire within the litter, but these fellows were clearly more sophisticated than the Irish raiders she had once frightened that way. She climbed out of the litter and said to the young priest, “What is the delay?”
He was still sputtering with indignation. “These—these fellows—” he began. Caillean regarded them calmly, then reached into the little pouch at her waist. She still—she realized it only afterwards—had not completely taken in what was happening. For so many years the Romans had kept the roads quiet; the danger did not seem real.
She took out the little purse tied at her waist and said with distant courtesy, “Charity is a duty to the gods. Here, fellow,” and she handed him a denarius. He gazed at it for a moment, then guffawed.
“We don’t want your charity, lady,” he remarked, with an odd, exaggerated courtesy. “But you can start by giving us that little purse—”
Then, finally, Caillean realized what they dared to want from her. Amazement gave way to outrage. With suddenly heightened senses, she felt the energy in the clouds above her and its resonance within her. In that moment she knew she had some power over the weather after all. She lifted her hands and saw a blur as the bandit, who had sensed his danger, struck out with his cudgel. Lightning flared, blanking out vision, and as the thunder boomed, the sky fell on her head and the world disappeared.