“I’m hoping there won’t be a corpse.” He nods to the cliff, and Hannah hears again the pounding, sucking roar of the waves. “The currents around here…” He trails off. Hannah knows what he means. Every year people go missing—swimmers, fishermen, probable suicides. Only a few bodies are ever found. “But if there is,” he says, “who’s going to think anything of a missing shoe?”
Hannah nods. She knows she should be scared. But this is Hugh. Kind, gentle Hugh, with his surgeon’s hands and his flopping fringe. It feels like they are discussing a play, or a book. She has a sense of total unreality. The only thing that anchors her is the phone in her pocket, burning, burning against her leg.
“Aren’t you going to ask me how?” he says now, and Hannah looks up at him, frowning.
“What do you mean? April?”
“Yes. Don’t you want to know how I did it? How I was in two places at once?”
And suddenly Hannah almost wants to laugh, because this is so Hugh. It’s the Hugh who proudly took her out for a drive in his brand-new BMW two years out of med school. Isn’t she a beauty? It’s the Hugh who drops his Damien Hirst into conversation, the Hugh who wears his old school tie in spite of the fact that only a tiny number of people care or even know what that means, the Hugh who signs his personal emails MD, FRCS, EBOPRAS, and all the other myriad letters he is entitled to, just because he can.
He wants to show off.
Hannah grits her teeth. It’s against every instinct she’s got to indulge him—he killed April. He shouldn’t get to crow about that—even if he’s spent ten years waiting to be able to do it. But her best chance of buying time is making Hugh talk. So she takes a deep breath.
“I know how. I just don’t know why.”
“You know how?” Hugh sounds slightly annoyed. His expression is skeptical. Hannah nods.
“Yes. I know—I know I spent months, years barking up the wrong tree. But I’m pretty sure I know now.”
She thinks back to that moment in the car, the dial of the microscope inching round, the picture suddenly clicking into focus… She’s not pretty sure. She’s certain.
She sees the room again, April sprawled across the rug, her cheeks flushed, her arms flung out—like something in an oil painting, she had thought, even at the time. A set in a stage play. The beautiful girl, the tragic scene. Romeo and Juliet. Othello and Desdemona.
“You do,” Hugh says. He folds his arms. Smiles. “Go on, then.”
“I was half-right, in a way,” she says. “The fact that no one came out of the staircase between John Neville leaving and us arriving, that was a red herring.”
“And yet,” Hugh says gently, “I didn’t shinny down the drainpipe, Hannah. Or have I got it the wrong way around, did I somehow shinny up?”
“No,” she says. Her pulse is steady, her blood pumping inside her. She is suddenly conscious of her whole body doing its best to keep her and her baby alive. She wants to live. “No, I was the one who had it the wrong way round. Because April wasn’t dead, was she, Hugh?”
“What do you mean?” Hugh says, but he’s parrying, she can see it in his eyes. She has scored a hit, and they both know it. “You saw her dead body yourself.”
“But I didn’t, did I? I saw April lying on the floor, playing dead. Just as you and she had devised.”
There is a long, long silence, and then the stillness in the car is broken by a single clap that makes the baby jump inside Hannah’s belly, and then another, and another. Hugh is applauding.
“Bravo, Hannah Jones. So. You finally figured it out. I knew you would eventually.”
Yes. He had known she would get there eventually, if she kept digging and digging. And he had tried to warn her off, persuade her not to keep asking questions, and then when that failed, divert her attention to Will, the one person, as he put it, that she might have unbent from her dogged search for the truth to protect. But she had not. She had refused to turn aside, even for Will. The thought makes her heart hurt.
“It’s been bothering me,” Hannah says, almost to herself, “Why did April never do anything to me that last week? She was punishing everyone. Will for leaving her. Ryan for refusing to dump Emily. Emily for having the temerity to hold on to Ryan. But she never did anything to me. And that made no sense. At first I thought it was because she didn’t know about me and Will—I mean, there was nothing to know, really. We weren’t doing anything behind her back.” Except that kiss, her heart says, but she ignores it and pushes on. “But people had noticed. You said it yourself—you didn’t need to be Freud to see how Will and I felt about each other, and April was very, very good at reading people. She knew. She absolutely knew. So why did she punish everyone but me? And then I realized.”