“Tell me,” Iris said, shaking Stefania’s hips a little.
Stefania laughed, ducked her head. Definitely from shyness, then. “I’m not sure if I’m adept in bed. How’s that for a turn-on?”
Iris’s brows popped up.
“I was with one person for a long time,” Stefania said, biting her lower lip. “It’s hard to tell, I think.”
Iris found the brutal honesty refreshing, to be honest. “Okay, what about kissing?”
Stefania met her eyes, then let her gaze fall to Iris’s mouth. Iris didn’t let her answer. She simply leaned in close . . . closer . . . until her bottom lip brushed Stefania’s.
Then she stopped.
Stefania had to come the rest of the way.
CHAPTER SIX
STEVIE COULDN’T BELIEVE this was happening. She couldn’t believe she’d actually done it. Granted, Iris’s first impression of Stevie was probably less than ideal, but it certainly didn’t seem to be putting the woman off. After getting past Stevie’s embarrassing nervous babbling, Stefania had taken over.
And with gusto.
Stefania was confident. Sexy. Alluring, even. Stefania was adept in bed. She was a goddamn genius.
Iris’s mouth brushed against hers but didn’t press further. Stevie knew she was waiting for her, and god, Stevie wanted to push into those last couple of centimeters between them.
And she would.
Just as soon as she got her stomach to stop flipping around like a gymnast.
She slid her hands down Iris’s arms, just to give her a second to get Stefania back in control. She felt alarmingly like Stevie in this moment—nervous, unsure. What if she sucked at kissing? What if, in their six years together, Adri had simply tolerated Stevie’s kissing, and that was actually the secret reason Adri had wanted to break up?
Stevie closed her eyes to shut out the intrusive thought. She knew it wasn’t true. She felt like she was a pretty good kisser, and she and Adri had always had a good time in bed, even if Adri did call most of the shots. Still, Stevie knew how to make Adri happy, how to make her come and then come again.
That was real.
But that was also after years of knowing Adri as a friend, a best friend, and Iris was . . . well, Iris wasn’t Adri.
“You okay?” Iris said, backing up a little. “We don’t have to—”
But before Iris could finish her sentence, Stevie grabbed her hips and yanked her closer, silencing all of her doubts. Like Iris had, she stopped a millimeter from Iris’s lips, but only long enough for Iris to smile. After that, Stevie closed her mouth around Iris’s bottom lip, tugging ever so slightly with her teeth before settling into something softer. Stevie kept her tongue to herself, using her lips to play with Iris so they could both settle in.
Iris, however, didn’t seem to want soft. She buried her hands in Stevie’s hair and opened her mouth wider. Her tongue sought Stevie’s, tangling them together as a moan slipped from her throat. It made Stevie feel wild. Soon, she had Iris pressed against a wall, her hands roaming her bare waist.
Iris’s own fingers explored too, sliding over Stevie’s rib cage, then down her backside, then up and around toward her breasts. Stevie felt dizzy, her breath coming so fast she worried she’d pass out.
“Do you live nearby?” Iris said, her teeth scraping against Stevie’s neck.
“Um . . . yeah . . . I . . . a few blocks.”
“How many is a few?”
“Um . . .” Iris sucked Stevie’s earlobe into her mouth. “Fuck.”
Iris laughed, then pulled back a little. “Sounds doable. Want to get out of here?”
Stevie nodded, her lust-addled brain screaming yes in a thousand languages.
Before she could even process what was really happening—what it meant—Iris was pulling her through the crowd and toward the door. Stevie looked around frantically, finding Ren still standing by the bar, the curvy person from the pool table pressed close against their side. Ren caught Stevie’s eye and gave her a chin nod, and the two-second interaction gave Stevie the courage to keep going.
She could do this.
Clearly, Iris liked her.
Clearly, Iris wanted her.
Stevie could goddamn do this.
IRIS HAD A forest green Subaru. And she drove fast.
After managing to put her address into Iris’s phone, Stevie found herself facing the door of her third-floor apartment within fifteen minutes of leaving the club. She barely remembered the drive over. Everything felt like she was underwater, blurry and dreamlike.
“Nice place,” Iris said as they stepped into the apartment.
She was being kind. Stevie’s studio apartment had a rust-covered stove and plumbing that squeaked every time she flushed the toilet. Still, she’d made it hers and had coated one wall with chalkboard paint where she scribbled out her thoughts most nights—the evening brain dump, her therapist called it—used high-quality dove-gray bed linens Ren had helped her find on sale, and covered her pink velvet thrift store couch with a blanket she crocheted herself the week she and Adri broke up.
“You want something to drink?” Stevie said, heading to the kitchen area and opening the fridge. “I don’t have much. Water. Some tomato juice I think might be expired.”
Iris just shook her head and sauntered—yes, fucking sauntered—toward Stevie.
“I think we can skip the pleasantries,” she said, hooking her arm around Stevie’s waist and pulling her close.
“Oh,” Stevie said, a nervous laugh bubbling up from her gut. Iris pressed her mouth against Stevie’s throat, then slid down to her collarbone. “Okay. Wow.”
Iris froze. Looked at Stevie. “You still want to do this?”
“Yes,” Stevie said, even as her stomach gave a worrying lurch. Fuck this anxiety. “Absolutely.”
She took Iris’s hand and led her toward her neatly made bed, which was centered on the chalkboard wall. A single lamp on the nightstand was on, casting a calming golden glow over the small space.
She kissed Iris. She tried to kiss her like she’d kissed her in Lush, but it was so quiet, all Stevie could hear was the sound of her own blood rushing through her ears.
“Maybe if we had some music,” she said.
Iris smiled. “Sure.”
Stevie plucked her phone from her pocket and selected something slow and languid. Calming, yet sexy.
It helped. She breathed in . . . breathed out. Looked at Iris who, fuck, was really, really beautiful. In the clearer light, Stevie could see that Iris had bottle green eyes and her hair was an even deeper red than Stevie originally thought, almost ruby in tone. She was a little shorter than Stevie and curvy, with a small waist and breasts that filled her sweater, thighs that pushed the limits of her tight jeans. Stevie felt ravenous looking at her. Desperate.
She also felt terrified. Because Iris was way out of her league. And Iris had been right—she was good at this. She’d probably gone home with a stranger dozens of times before, knew exactly how to smile, how to touch, how to fuck like it was nothing more than bodies coming together.
Stevie wanted that. She wanted to be like that, like Iris. Sexy and strong and sure.
So she dug deep for Stefania. She closed her eyes, cupped Iris’s face in her hands, and kissed her. Not soft and slow, but hard and hungry. Iris responded, opening to Stevie, tugging at Stevie’s belt loops. She moaned into Stevie’s mouth, and Stevie knew she was already wet—that they both were—and it gave her the confidence to pull at Iris’s sweater.