He starts shaking his head in that deep swinging motion that tips me off that an episode might be coming. I’m about to go into damage control mode when Alyssa steps in front of me.
“You need your rest,” Alyssa chides gently. “And where we’re going is super boring. Honestly, I don’t even want to go but—” She lowers her voice and peeks over at me conspiratorially. “—your brother’s making me.”
Lev giggles. “You wish you were coming home with me, huh?”
“Oh, you have no idea,” she says with a little too much sincerity in that smug smile she’s wearing. She gives George and Svetlana a wave and then looks back at Lev. “Thanks for coming with us today.”
Lev gives her a jerky nod and pulls his hand out of hers. Then he bounds towards the SUV, jumping in without greeting either George or Svetlana. Alyssa stands there and waves until the vehicle is completely out of sight.
When she finally turns to me, I’m staring at her pointedly. “What?” she asks self-consciously.
“I’m ‘making you,’ huh?”
She smirks. “Could I have said no?”
“Would you have?”
She rolls her eyes. “You can’t answer a question with a question.”
“Can’t you?”
“Ugh,” she groans, attempting to turn away from me. Before she can get far, I grab her and tug her into me. She hits my chest with a soft little moan that gives my cock all sorts of ideas.
“Are you ready?” I ask.
“Ready for what?”
“This.” Then I kiss her like my fucking life depends on it.
I kiss her until she stops talking back, until her legs give out, until her eyes are unfocused and her breathing is ragged. I kiss her until her arms are wrapped around me tight. I kiss her until I can taste how badly she wants me.
It occurs to me that I should probably stop. But I can feel the wetness as I grind into her. She tastes sweet and hot and so fucking perfect.
I finally manage to pull away from her when my cock is about to break through my pants.
Alyssa’s pupils are blown, her eyes glazed. Her lips are swollen and parted and her face is flushed with the kind of glow that comes from pure, unbridled passion.
Fucking hell. I need her now.
I take her hand and pull her towards where we parked the car. She follows, stumbling a little, but I keep her steady and help her in before slipping into the seat beside her. The windows are tinted dark enough that no one can see what I do next.
I pull her into my lap and rip her skirt up. My cock is hard and throbbing. My balls are aching and heavy.
She whimpers when I grab the crotch of her panties and yank them to the side. I spread her legs wide and rub my tip along the wet slit between her folds.
Then I push my way in.
Alyssa whines as I start to rock back and forth inside her. I don’t give her time to get comfortable—I fuck her fast and hard and relentlessly, holding her legs apart until her thighs burn with the strain.
She pushes her palms into my chest and tries to catch her breath, but there is no rest. There is only pleasure.
There is only this.
My cock swells and lengthens inside her, and I can feel the cum churning up inside my balls. When she throws her head back again, her eyes are closed and her mouth is hanging open. She is lost. Lost to the feeling. Lost to the pleasure. Lost to me.
We rock together faster and faster, the car bouncing with our motion as the smell of sex and sweat gets denser. She is so fucking close to the peak.
So am I.
Then, right when it’s about to happen, I slam my mouth onto hers, swallowing her scream. I feel the first burst of her orgasm and it pushes me over the edge.
I grunt as I bury myself in her. Her pussy clamps down on me, milking every last drop.
After what feels like an eternity, with a mournful sigh, I let her go. My eyes lull closed and Alyssa plasters herself against me.
We stay like that for a long time, drifting in and out of awareness. And then my attention focuses on something: Alyssa's fingers at the back of my head. She's curling them through my hair and it occurs to me out of absolutely fucking nowhere that this gesture is a billion times more intimate than anything I should be allowing. It's the most brutal post-orgasm clarity of my life. Like I'm only just now hearing the whole fucking chorus of voices in my head screaming, THIS IS A MISTAKE.
Bringing her into my world. Letting her see into the dark nooks and crannies. I told her about my parents, for fuck's sake. I let her bond with Lev. I let her bond with me!
And now, she thinks we can hold each other in a hot, sweaty car, still vibrating with each other's pleasure, and do things like stroke hair or hold hands.