She shrugs. “Probably.”
“How can you possibly be okay with that?”
“I don’t usually ask a person’s permission before thinking about them while I masturbate.”
To cover my shock, I just glare at her.
Bailey sighs and pulls away just a bit. “Listen, I didn’t say I was okay with it. But it’s kind of funny, or at least I have to roll with it being funny. Because I don’t get to pitch a fit every time something makes me uncomfortable.” Her fingers tap the bar top. “Welcome to being a Jansen. No one cares if I’m comfortable or not. And if I’m anything short of pleasant, I’m just like my brothers.”
The smile she gives me now is full of you’re-adorably-naive vibes and I hate this for her. I hate that a town that’s been so good to me and my family has been so hard on a girl who didn’t ask for the hand she’s been dealt.
Beyond her, I see Earl’s eyes lift and rake over Bailey’s ass.
I guess that’s why I find myself up off my stool. Walking down the length of the bar.
Right toward Earl.
He’s so engrossed he doesn’t even notice me standing behind him. I don’t bother looking up at Bailey, because I know she’ll be silently begging me not to do this, and I don’t want to see that expression on her face.
I don’t give a fuck what her last name is.
I clamp a hand down on Earl’s scrawny shoulder as I peer down at his phone. Sure enough, there’s some blonde down on all fours taking it in the ass with a lot of bright lights and perfect angles.
He startles and clicks his screen off. “Shit! Jesus.”
“Earl, I’m Beau.”
He licks his lips nervously as he looks back up at me. “Yeah, I know. Beau Eaton.”
Bailey snorts a laugh from behind the bar, and from my periphery, I watch her walk away.
“Cool. Great. So, no more porn in public. Yeah?”
“I wasn’t—” I cut him off by squeezing my fingers tighter on his shoulder. Hard enough that I hope it hurts.
It feels good.
“You were. I saw. Your lovely bartender saw. We’re not going to do that anymore, you got me? You come in for a beer, that’s fine. But you’re gonna keep your eyes off of her”—I point toward Bailey, who is pretending she’s oblivious to what I’m doing—“and your hands where everyone can see them.”
“Listen, man, I—”
I drop my voice dangerously low to silence him. “And when you get home and rush to your bedroom to fuck a sock, you’re gonna keep her body out of your head and her name out of your mouth. You got me?” I take my hand off the guy and prop my hip against the bar, staring at him to make my point.
“Dude, she’s a Jansen. Nobody wanks to a Jansen.”
I want to hit him. I vibrate with the itch to shut him up. But that itch … is a feeling. And I haven’t felt shit in months, which means this feels good.
“Pay and leave before I do something I’ll regret.”
He fumbles with his wallet, tosses a twenty down, and stares at it almost regretfully.
“No change. That’s her tip for even tolerating you.”
His pale cheeks turn bright red as he stumbles away from the bar. I keep my glare on him as he hustles toward the door with his head down, fingers clasped tightly around his phone.
Fucking pig.
He’s gone and I’m still staring. I turn only when I sense Bailey coming up from behind me.
“Ahh,” she says, arms crossed under her breasts, the white cotton of her shirt making her tan skin glow. “The Eaton effect.” She gives me a smug smile. “If I had that last name, people would ask me how high when I said jump too.”
“No, they wouldn’t.”
She whips the half-empty pint glass off the top of the bar and turns away. With a shy peek over her shoulder, she adds, “Thanks for what you did back there. It means a lot.”
I don’t know why such a simple sentence hits me so hard. Her bluntness, her gratitude. I feel like a kid. I almost want to blush.
“It was nothing.”
She laughs, soft and melodic, all feminine and amused. “Okay, soldier. Whatever you say.”
I’m not a soldier, but I don’t correct her. That sense of purpose—even just for a few seconds—felt too fucking good.
So I just drop my head and smile.
“Stop stewing.” Bailey doesn’t even glance at me as she tips over a spouted bottle of bourbon to fill a shot glass.
“I’m not stewing.”