But instead, he felt responsible to hold back while his teammates gave him a hard time, felt responsible to defend me by almost getting himself in a fight. And was responsible enough to break our kiss, which only led to him regretting it all.
I thought it’d be easy. I thought I could remind him of his old self, no problem. But it’s obvious now, Kai doesn’t want to be his old self.
Pulling my sheets back, about to crawl into bed, a knock on our adjoining door sounds.
I halt my movements. What the hell?
Lingering by the door, my heart is thumping in my chest, knowing it’s him on the other side, knocking in the middle of the night after that stupidly hot kiss.
Did he change his mind?
I look down. How much time do I need to change into something a bit sexier than the old, hole-clad tee I was planning to sleep in? God, and my face. I look like a glazed donut from my overnight skin care.
He knocks again.
Fuck.
Quietly, hoping not to wake Max, I crack the door that separates our two rooms.
Darkness surrounds him, but Kai stands in the doorway, shirtless with those tattoos on his ribs and thigh that surprised me the night I saw them at the pool. In only a pair of athletic shorts, his arms are braced on the doorframe.
I swallow, heat pooling low in my belly just from looking at him. “Hi.”
His eyes slowly trail up my bare legs, until they meet mine. “Your dad is passed out in my bed.”
“What?”
“Your dad is ass in the air, passed out asleep in the middle of my bed.”
A laugh bubbles out of me, and Kai’s lips curve at the sound. I peek into his room to see, and sure enough, Emmett Montgomery is sprawled out in the middle of Kai’s bed while Max sleeps soundly in his crib next to him.
“It looks like you got yourself a cuddle buddy for the night.”
Kai stares down at me with an unimpressed glare.
“Wake him up and send him back to his room,” I suggest.
“I feel bad. He spent the whole night with my son and now he’s . . . snoring.”
“Well, where are you gonna sleep?”
He keeps his attention on me, hoping for me to put the pieces together. I know what he’s suggesting but for once, Kai is going to have to ask for what he wants, even if it’s for something as minor as a place to crash.
He clears his throat. “Would you mind if I slept in your bed tonight?”
“You wanna sleep with me, Baseball Daddy?” My tone holds as much suggestion as possible.
“I’m only wearing a thin pair of shorts right now, so please don’t ask if I want to sleep with you while we’re standing in the same room as your dad.”
My eyes are twinkling, nodding into my room. “Come.”
“Miller.”
I chuckle. “Yes?”
“Please shut up.”
He follows me into the room, closing the adjoining door, and the vibe instantly shifts.
Standing in the quiet hotel room, him without a shirt and me without pants, the overwhelming awareness settles over us both. We just shared a hot-as-hell kiss and are now about to crawl into bed together right after Kai stopped our moment.
He scratches the back of his neck. “Which side of the bed do you prefer?”
We both look at it.
“The furthest side from the door. That way if a murderer comes in, he’ll kill you first.”
His head jerks back. “And take out Max’s only parent? You’re cold, Montgomery.” He follows me to the bed. “And why are you glistening? Did you work out in the five minutes I left you in the hall until now?”
I slip under the covers on my side—the safe side. “It’s my skin care, thank you very much. You should probably look into getting some. I’ve heard they have specific lines for mature skin.”
“I can’t wait to give you shit when you’re in your thirties.”
Except he won’t know me then. He won’t remember me then either.
Kai takes off his glasses, setting them on the nightstand before flipping off the lights and slipping under the covers. His foot brushes mine and he allows it to linger there for only a moment before pulling away.
As if I wasn’t already aware of our lack of clothing, with the darkness covering us, sheets hiding us, and our bare skin brushing as we make ourselves comfortable, the silence is practically screaming that I’m almost completely naked with the man whose son I’m watching for the summer. With the man I just made out with and tried to dry hump by a bathroom in a bar.
I half expected him to immediately turn his back to me and fall asleep, but he doesn’t. He lays with one arm folded under his head, showcasing every defined muscle, with his eyes open but locked on the ceiling.