As if Raihn felt that stare as much as I did, he glanced over at us.
His haughty false smile for the Shadowborn prince’s benefit fell away.
“Not so very long ago,” Simon murmured, conspiratorially, “Raihn was the pretty exotic thing. Did he ever tell you about that? Probably not.”
I’d spent my whole life as a pawn in petty games of power. I knew how to recognize when I was standing in the center of a board. Simon was using me to toy with Raihn. Using me to humiliate him, two hundred years later, as revenge because Raihn had the audacity to become something more powerful than him.
I despised him.
Simon’s fingertip grazed my bare shoulder.
I caught his wrist.
Not what a subservient slave queen would do.
Not that I gave a fuck anymore about that.
“He told me all I needed to know,” I said, and I found a little satisfaction in the momentary flicker of Simon’s smile—a how-dare-you falter.
Good. How fucking dare I, indeed.
Suddenly, a large form was between us, one hand on my shoulder.
The smile that Raihn gave Simon was barely even the facade of anything but a threat—wide enough to expose the sharpest points of his teeth.
“She’s mine,” he said. “I don’t share.”
I’d never heard Raihn’s voice like that—like the grinding of bars barely holding against something much worse.
He didn’t give Simon the chance to say anything more. Instead he swept his arm around my shoulders and led me away, towards the center of the ballroom.
Feeling possessive? I wanted to say, but before I could, he growled, “Stay the fuck away from him. If you want to hurt me, do it in other ways.”
It was perhaps the only time Raihn had spoken to me like that—in a command. And yet, though my instinct was to lash out at him for talking to me that way, something else beneath the hardness of his tone made me pause.
I stopped walking and looked at him, and he did the same. His expression was a stone wall. Then something shifted. Softened. Did I imagine that he looked almost apologetic?
He glanced around the room, as if remembering all over again where we were. He straightened his spine and smoothed out his expression.
He extended his hand. “Dance with me.”
“I’m a bad dancer.”
His mouth tightened, like this reaction was amusing. “I thought Cairis prepared you for this.”
I wasn’t sure if anyone could call whatever Cairis did “preparation.” He’d sent someone in to give me a few cursory dance lessons—“So you don’t embarrass us all!”—and I’d let them snap at me for a few hours before I chased them out of my room.
A choked snicker escaped Raihn’s lips. “Oh, that face tells me exactly how that must have gone.”
“I’m a bad dancer,” I grumbled again.
He stepped closer, his voice lowering. “Maybe. But you move beautifully. And you move even better with me. And I need an excuse for why I’ve just been standing in the middle of the room fighting with you.”
“I thought you wanted me to fight with you in public. I thought I was supposed to be the pissed-off Hiaj captive.”
“In that case,” he murmured, taking my hand, “just keep wearing that face and we’ll be fine.”
His touch was so gentle in contrast to the roughness of his hands. Warm—warmer than it seemed like a vampire should be. But then again, Raihn’s skin had always seemed a little warmer than most.
Every primal instinct within me screamed, “Danger!” at that touch.
Yet when he began to move, I moved with him.
38
ORAYA
The orchestra, as was common at Nightborn parties, was enhanced with magic, the music layered to inflate through every crevice of the massive room. It made the sound deep and rich, filling me up from the inside.
In this moment, the music swelled, sweeping up into the beat of the next arrangement. It was a slow, dramatic song, with a rhythm that echoed the beat of a heart, all seductive strings and aching organ notes. A dance designed to be an excuse to bring two bodies together.
Raihn slipped one hand into mine, the other settling at the small of my back. I flinched a little at his touch against my bare skin, but hid it quickly.
The dance was a challenge. The same part of myself I’d unleash at the start of every Kejari trial rose up to meet it.
I’d sell the hell out of this thing.
Raihn swept me into our first steps. Clumsy at first—just for a half step or two. But it surprised me how quickly we fell into a rhythm, even with our bodies this close together. The steps that had seemed ridiculous and unintuitive when fed to me by Cairis’s dance instructor now felt like instinctive responses to each of Raihn’s movements.