Something is definitely wrong with me. Otherwise, why the hell are his savage touch and crazy words turning the temperature in my body up a notch?
Maybe I’m as screwed up as he is.
Maybe the reason I fell for him in the first place was because he speaks to the demented part of me I didn’t know existed.
He pushes me back, but I fall on the grass, so it isn’t much of a hit. He’s been manhandling and throwing me around so much lately that I’m always expecting some sort of a thud.
“Seems like you need a reminder of who the fuck you belong to.” He hovers over me like an angry god, his chest rising and falling heavily. His thin gray shirt sticks to his muscles, leaving little to the imagination.
He pulls down my shorts and I hiss in a breath as the fabric creates friction against my swollen clit.
He throws the shorts aside. “You’re even wearing nothing under them.”
“You told me not to.”
He slaps my pussy and I jerk. Holy shit. Is that supposed to feel so good?
“Shhh. Not another fucking word, Sasha.”
“Fuck you.”
He slaps my pussy again and then rubs my clit. My head rolls back as my core throbs to life.
I think I’m going to come, but he suddenly removes his fingers.
“Which part of shut the fuck up do you not understand, hmm?” He hovers over me so that his knees are on either side of my head and yanks me up by a handful of my hair. Pain explodes in my scalp, but I don’t have time to focus on that as he frees his cock and shoves my face against his groin. “Seems that I need to fuck that mouth to make you.”
I part my lips to say something, but he uses the chance to thrust inside. His cock hits the back of my throat and he keeps it there.
I stare up at him as tears well along my lids and my gag reflex kicks in.
I can’t breathe.
I can’t fucking breathe.
“These are the eyes I want to look at. They look like mine.”
He pulls out only to thrust in again. With his fingers digging into my skull, he uses his grip to steer my head and fuck my mouth. I don’t even try to suck him. That’s not what he wants right now. He needs to dominate me, use me, and the unhinged look in his eyes makes my inner thighs sticky with arousal.
“That’s it, Solnyshko. Make my cock hard and wet so I can stick it up your cunt.”
It should seem weird that he’s using my nickname while treating me like a whore, but it’s far from it.
I gag and choke on his cock and he thrusts his hips forward, making me take him as deep as I can. My own hips jerk, needing a touch, just a tiny stimulation and I’ll come.
When he pulls out, saliva and tears cling to my face, but he barely allows me a breath of air before he slams back in. One of his hands fists my hair and the other nearly covers my whole face, smearing it with tears and my drool.
I reach a hand between my legs, but he releases my face and slaps my achy nipples, then wrenches my hand away. “Did being used make you hot and horny, wife?” He slides out of my mouth. “Tell me to fuck you.”
I splutter and choke on my breaths. My lungs burn due to the lack of air and my vision is blurry.
“Fuck you,” I whisper.
He offers me a heart-stopping smirk. “Good enough.”
He settles between my legs, parts them further, then wraps both of his hands around my neck.
Not sure if it’s the breath deprivation, the fact that I’m all sticky down there, or the state he put me in by fucking my mouth—or maybe it’s a combination of everything. But the moment he thrusts inside, I come.
It's a sharp but strong orgasm that jerks my whole body. I want to scream, but it’s impossible with his savage grip on my throat. For a moment, I think I’ll die while he’s fucking the living shit out of me.
“Your cunt knows exactly who she belongs to, Solnyshko. She doesn’t need any other options but my cock, now does she?”
My back lifts off the ground and I grab two handfuls of grass just to stay rooted.
“You’re mine.” He squeezes harder and fucks me deeper, hitting my sensitive spot again and again. “Only fucking mine.”
I think I’m going to come again, but he suddenly pulls out and releases my neck. A groan of frustration leaves my lips and he lets out a sadistic chuckle.
He flips me onto my stomach without warning and lifts me up so I’m on all fours, then pushes me down so my ass is in the air.
I feel him kneeling behind me, the warmth of his body a welcome reprieve against the chill of the outside world. While no one actually comes here, the fact remains that he’s fucking me in public, and that adds a great sense of exhilaration to my arousal.
Kirill parts my ass cheeks and drags my wetness from my slit to my back hole. I tense, my heart jackhammering. “W-what are you doing?”
“Owning every inch of you. Your ass is begging to be claimed.” He spits on my hole and for some reason, it’s so hot, I gulp.
We’ve done a lot of anal play before and over the past week, but he’s never fucked me there.
Now that the moment has come, I’m taken by a sense of dread. I reach out a trembling hand and clutch his wrist. “Wait…wait.”
“I’m done waiting.”
“But…”
“Shhh…” he says in a surprisingly soothing tone and slaps my ass cheek then spits on my throbbing back hole.
I gasp, my thighs shaking, and he uses the chance to thrust the crown inside.
Oh, God.
I’m wet, but it’s still painful.
The second inch follows and I let out a sob. “Kirill, please…it hurts…”
“Shhh…you’re taking my cock like a very good girl, Solnyshko.”
My lips tremble and I dig my nails into the grass and dirt. He reaches a hand down and rubs my clit in pleasurable circles. “Don’t push me out. Relax.”
I lower my back and force myself to relax, and then he goes all the way in. The stretch is so sharp that I cry out, but the pain is soon replaced with pleasure as he keeps stimulating my clit in slow, almost soothing circles.
“You’re such a good girl, wife.”
“Luchik…” I don’t mean to say his nickname, but now that I did, I can’t take it back.
His pace picks up at that and he growls, “Say that again.”
“Luchik, please.”
“Please what?”
“Fuck me.”
He slaps my ass and rams into it while thrusting three fingers into my pussy. “We can’t have my cunt feeling left out.”
The sensation of being completely filled leaves me breathless, wanting—no, needing—the release.
I don’t think I’ve ever felt so needy in my whole life.
I push back against him, my ass cheeks creating a slapping sound against his thighs and groin.
He spanks my ass then sinks his fingers into the flesh. “You’ll never wear these clothes for anyone but me. I’m the only one who gets to look at you like this. Fuck you like this. Own you like this.”
“Stop being crazy…”
He grips a handful of my hair and flings me up so that my back is against his chest and turns my head to speak directly against my mouth. “You should know by now that I’m a fucking lunatic when it comes to you. Don’t fucking test me.”