He keeps on sucking my neck as he nails me to the wall and my pussy muscles clench around him, drawing him in deeper as though my body can抰 get enough of him. He drives at the sweet spot deep inside me over and over until he tips me over the edge and I shout his name. That seems to light a fire under him as he fucks me even harder and faster until he finds his own release a few moments later.
As we catch our breath, Shane presses his forehead against mine. 揇amn, I love to fuck you,?he pants.
揑s that all you want me for??I breathe.
揑抦 going to pretend you didn抰 just say that, Jessie,?he growls as he pulls out of me, but he keeps his arms around my waist and presses his body flush against mine. 揑抦 sorry,?he whispers as he rubs his nose along my jawline.
揧ou said you wanted me to be more like Erin,?I whisper.
He narrows his eyes at me. 揑 never said that.?
揘ot in those exact words, Shane. Do you have any idea how much it hurt to have you compare me to her like that??
His Adam抯 apple bobs as he swallows. 揧es,?he nods. 揗aybe I said it because I knew it would hurt you.?
揧ou wanted to hurt me??I whisper. 揥hy??
揃ecause I hate Sean O扖onnor and I saw him with you and it made me feel like I was sixteen again with all of this rage inside me.?
揃ut棓
揂nd,?he interrupts me. 揥hat if I really am my father抯 son, Jessie??
揘o. You抮e not,?I say as I run my hands over his handsome face.
揃ut what if I am??he whispers.
揧ou are not. Because, despite you being a complete jackass today, you are one of the best men I know. You always put your family first. You take care of everyone before yourself. And even though you抮e a possessive asshole, I love you.?
揥hat did I do to deserve you, Hacker??he smiles.
I suck on my lip for a few seconds as though I抦 deep in thought. 揧ou must have been an absolute saint in another life.?I smile at him.
揑 must have been,?he mumbles before he starts to plant soft kisses along my throat.
揑 haven抰 forgiven you for being a complete asshole yet, you know??I say with a sigh.
揑 know.?He lifts his head. 揑抣l spend the rest of the night making it up to you.?
I flash my eyebrows at him. 揜eally??
揜eally.?
揅an we order every dessert on the room service menu??
He frowns at me. 揧ou do know you can do that anyway, right??
揑 can??I whisper.
揓essie. This is your hotel room too, sweetheart. You can order whatever you want, whenever you want it. You can do whatever you want in here.?
揜eally? Like even invite Sean whatshisface for breakfast or something??I grin at him.
He glares at me and I press my lips together to stop myself from laughing. 揟oo soon??
揗uch too soon,?he growls before he seals my mouth with one of his incredible kisses.
After he fucked me for a second time, Shane actually did order all eight desserts from the room service menu, and now we are sitting on the bed surrounded by plates of half-eaten cakes, profiteroles and macaroons.
揙h, God, I am so full,?I groan and he laughs as he wraps an arm around me. I rest my head on his shoulder and sigh contentedly as he twirls a strand of my hair between his fingers.
揥ould you really like me to be more like Erin??I whisper.
揘o! Not even a little bit. And I could happily kick my own ass for giving you the slightest indication that I would.?He rolls on top of me, brushing my hair back from my face as he stares down at me, his face full of emotion. 揑 love you, sweetheart. But if you ever go near Sean O扖onnor again, I will give you the spanking of your life and I will make you watch while I slit his throat.?
I chew on my lip, because his possessiveness is so freaking hot. I love that I belong to him. But the irony of what he just said seems completely lost on him. 揧ou have some pretty stark double standards, you know that??
揂nd why is that??he frowns.
揑 can抰 even talk to a guy you don抰 like, yet Erin is allowed to fawn all over you whenever she wants, and when I bring it up you accuse me of acting like a child,?I challenge him.
揟hat抯 completely different,?he snarls.
揙h really??I flash my eyebrows at him. 揂nd why is that??
揃ecause you are envious and I am possessive. They are two entirely different things.?
I shake my head in frustration. 揧ou抮e going to have to explain that one to me, because they seem like the same thing from where I抦 standing.?
He laughs, but not his nice one that turns my insides to jelly. 揧ou think I抦 jealous of Sean O扖onnor??
I press my lips together.
揑 am not jealous of him, sweetheart. I have no fucking worries that he抯 going to sweep you off your feet and you抮e going to run off into the sunset with him. It doesn抰 even cross my mind that you might want to kiss him, or even fuck him.?
揧ou抮e an arrogant asshole,?I snap.
He tilts his head to one side as he stares at me. 揑抦 arrogant because I know that you love me??
揑 never said that,?I protest. He抯 twisting my words. I hate the way he does that.
揃ut you are saying that. I don抰 worry about you with other men, because I trust you.?
I swallow hard. Damn him and his twisted logic. 揝o why did you just break Sean O扖onnor抯 arm and his face today then??
揃ecause he touched you,?he growled. 揂nd you belong to me. Nobody touches what is mine. Nobody touches you but me or my brothers. I am not envious of any man, sweetheart, but I told you how seeing you with another man makes me feel. You would do wise to remember that in future.?
I chew on my lip as he glares at me and the fire starts to build between my thighs.
揃ut the reason you don抰 like being around Erin is because you are jealous of her,?he goes on.
I open my mouth to respond but I realize that he抯 right, even though I won抰 admit it yet. 揧ou think that she抯 somehow better than you, or that she has something you don抰。？
I stare up at him, not responding because I have no comeback.
揃ut she isn抰， and she doesn抰。 If the only reason you didn抰 like me being around her was because you wanted to scratch her eyes out for looking at me, I wouldn抰 give a damn. But you hate her being around me because you think I抦 going to fall for her or fuck her.?
揑 don抰，？I whisper.
揘o??he frowns at me.
I roll my lips together. Damn his insightfulness. 揑 worry that you抮e going to realize she is right for you, and I抦 not,?I admit.
揊uck, Jessie!?he snaps and I feel like we might be on the verge of another epic fight. But then he looks into my eyes and I see them blazing with fire. 揗aybe I don抰 tell you this often enough, so listen to what I抦 about to say and believe that I mean it with every single fiber of my being. I love you. I would die for you. There is not one single fucking thing I would change about you and I am fucking honored to call you mine. But when you bring this shit up about her, you question my loyalty to you. Don抰 you get that? She could lie next to me naked all night long and I wouldn抰 fucking touch her.?
揘ow I would scratch her eyes out if she did that.?I arch one eyebrow at him and he smiles. 揃ut, I am sorry, Shane. I never thought of it that way. I do trust you.?
揑 should fucking hope so,?he growls before he kisses me and I forget what we were even talking about.
Chapter 9
Jessie
The following morning, Conor and I are chatting on the laptop when Shane walks out of the bathroom with a white towel wrapped around his waist, sitting right below his perfectly chiseled abs.
揓essie was telling me about last night,?Conor says with a chuckle as Shane walks over to the bed.